why do you build me up?

WHY DO YOU BUILD ME UP, BUTTERCUP BABY?


i am like, really addicted to that song

Addicted
Ddicted
Dicted
Icted
Cted
Ted
Ed
D


and like, the arena is good now.
hwa chong vs RI
that guy from RI? really really really goooddd
his rebuttals are rad.
reminds me of jonlian
HAHAHAHA
but RI's losing. hwachong is good though, gotta admit. heh


maths paper this morning
not enough time to double-check and all la.
hmm immediately after that, had chinese paper
okay la. not that difficult. though zhong he tian kong was a killer, as usual

hmm the rest of the day pretty much went smoothly
f&n coursework is sucky. i hate doing it but bp, its for Os.
and me and pts counted, we have about 7 more mths to Os. haha sick shit aint it?

geog test after school. passable, but i don't know if i can get A but yes, like that lor.
GB after school! not bad not bad
2 more weeks left before competition!
we're at like the final 100m of the 400m race already
so yea, i really thank God for like, bringing us so far, and for blessing us(:

the dings went to macs to slack and talk nonsense and eat fries, and basically bum
after all, tmr got no tests, which means we can slack
BUT there's motivational talk
damn dumb, damn gay
but hey! we all decided not to zao BECAUSE the stupid 3 day thing costs us $100+!
what is this right!


welll, CSI : Miami on now
goodbye.
let's go fly kite


Why do you build me up, buttercup baby?
just to let me down, and mess me around

crash and burn

AND I CRASHED AND BURN, AT YOUR FEET


hello world.
nothing much happened la actually
papers were not THAT tough, but it wasn't all that easy either
passable. but yea, may not get the ideal marks la.
hahahaha anyway after maths enrichment i bus-ed home with kalvinder.
and i came home and studied geog.
took a nap, and woke up and did maths
phew. at least they like, cancelled the F&N test tmr, so i can like, not study that
haha there's drills tmr, and chinese common test.
yep.


9pm show is getting stupid-er and stupid-er
motivational talk on weds, thurs and friday
dumb la. conclusion: they cannot plan [properly]

off to study somemore!
mugshit.

Put God First

I Love You More Than Life(:




Put God First.

everlasting

EVERLASTING [:



i woke up with this really, really weird dream today
it's not like, a nightmare or anything, it's just weird HAHA
okay, yesterday, drills was prety okay
i feel like i'm burnt, but then again, i still feel normal lol
and i went for YF today!
Total Record Breaker
i have made a pact to go for YF regularly now. i mean, yea seriously.
so please please please, motivate me okay!
lunched and now i'm home
supposed to be studying but i lack the necessities. raaahhh
so irritating.
and yes, I So Have A Right To Be Irritated




argh. i hate school
and life, in general.
so much for motivation, huh.
9u%$#iu9@98u493!$*#)#*((!%)$!

mr muscle

SLIDE AWAY


DRILLS, SATURDAY 24th FEB 2007
9.30am - 3pm
FULL-UNIFORM






ENNNNUUIIII HAHAHAHAHA :D

walk away

How is it that i can panic like hell one minute
and then feel damn relaxed the next?




and paula deana's walk away is such a stupid song.
her lyrics don't make sense at all.

what the fuck

I AM SO IRRITATED.
GRRR
with myself, with the bloody weather, with studies and tests and all that shit.
RRAAHHHHHH.
i feel like jumping down!


my brain feels like it's about to burst. and then when it does, you'll find that there's actually absolutely NOTHING left inside that teeny weeny. well, THING
Yes I Am Calling Myself Stupid
the books are getting me irritated
so has the weather. like really, one day its freezing, the next day it's freaking sahara here la can
plus, it's almost that time of the month again and Every Little Bit gets to me like nobodies business
I have no idea why i'm ranting on this godforsaken blog, but yes, i am letting off steam.
It'd be much better if i had someone to punch, but no, i shall not resort to that because i would only hurt my hand.
i have 3 tests tmr, including common test.
i have absolutely no idea why that f&n book has went to. it probably walked away because living and working for me is absolute torture, i know
and chemistry is plain sick. it's not that i don't know or don't understand. it's those, THINGS, those FORMULAES. argh. i can't stand it
and on the bus on the way home today, i finally realised why i keep getting headaches
i think too much. like really, i think about every single thing! it could be totally nonsense, or random, or even logical. but my conclusion is that Thinking Uses Up Too Much Brain Juice.
and then many cells get killed, and then i end up like that.
pathetic ey.
gosh, this is so random.
i really need to be studying for tomorrow, but it just cant go in la.
grrr. i am so irritated.
seriously, no motivation
0%
none.
black hole sun.
and there's chingay tmr. i suddenly dont feel like going. i mean, i'd be better off studying or like, polishing my boots la
after all, GB trg on sat is from 9.30am - 3pm
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
well, BP situ. the price you gta pay la.
see la, geraldine. action only.


well, thank you for the love notes ( AHA. i wish)
and what would REALLY cheer me up is to go selegie and eat tauhuay! [:
and that prison break would be showing later ( i know it won't. )

im not gna stand here and wait

THEY SAY THAT THE HEROES WILL SAVE US, I'M NOT GONNA STAND HERE AND WAIT



righttttt.
school today
BORING as hell i tell you
although today was quite short, it was the normal routine that made the day sucky.
eeky. we were complaining and ranting non-stop.haha

and like, kalvinder was hilarious.
she went cycling at ECP, and then sme bugger crashed into her and sent her flying!
hahaha and then today she came to school with bandages and all that. yep
and michael made everyone die laughing in class today too.
well, assembly was boring too.
isnt it always? yea.
but the stupid-est thing was that some people jeered and all
so like, they made us stay back
and they used really really wrong tactics with us just to get the people to admit?
they(the teachers, i wont mention who) happily switched off the fans and aircon, pulled down the shutters
and waited
and waited
and waited
i swear, even i was irritated.

hoho. english remedial cancelled.
i bus-ed home with kalvinderjit kaur. haha
did my homework as soon as i came home! guai right? [:
and then i basically bummed with rachel
we were lazing on the sofa
me eating those prawn rolls thingys, she eating chocolates and her cake
and both of us watching cartoon network.
That Is Life, Man

haha i went to church
wanted to jam with dom and all
but kept getting like, interrupted
lol
and bongoooo was there!



school and drills tmr.
come on people, Motivate me!


catching Heroes on AXN now, whilst doing macbeth.


/sighs.

SEXYBACK

I'M BRINGIN' SEXYBACK


I Feel So Dancy.



[:

more than a love song

MORE THAN A LOVE SONG



i am so bloody addicted to THAT /points song!
like, really geraldine. you've been having that song since like last year, when mr pao-sent it to me. haha

anyway, let's see.
yesterday was chu er.
okay screw chinese. 2nd day of cny la.
nothing much. went visiting. yea
and then at night, AT LAST
we caught just follow law!
i know the usual at school are gna like, scold me cause they jio-ed me out or smethg, but yea
blood is thicker than water, right? hahaa
anyway, we were slacking at my place for dont know how long la can
i ate dont know how many bak gua's ytd, im scaring myself even!
TOTAL FAT-NESS.
yep. so me, dom, daniel and audrey trained down to bugis
had cofee at the TCC
and the usually really smart audrey happily asked, " why all our drinks the same colour ar?"
well, audrey, tell me, what colour is coffee? HAHAHAHA
joke of the YEAR i tell you
and FOUR of us shared cheesecake!
pathetic ey. and we didnt even finish it. lol
uncle stanley and aunty rosalind joined us.
and then jeremy-who-was-supposed-to-come-but-was-too-tired sent a substitute
so evil right!
hahah joyce came, and can you believe it! the movie started RIGHT ON TIME.
9.45pm SHARP
we were like, late la. so irritating
and the cinema was friggin hot.
yea, but the show was really really good
when fann wong acted, we were all like, EY JAIME!
HAHAHAHA

but yea, fann wong was totally unglam. and her acting was superb. lol
cabbed down to audrey's place.and then came home

school tmr.
ENNUI
HAHAHAHA :D

you're out there somewhere

YOU'RE OUT THERE, SOMEWHERE



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! [:


well, ytd, chinese new year eve, i went shopping
total last minute shopping.
it was HELL i tell you
bugis was damn crowded, and i ended up shopping with rosamund AND wayne, her boyfriend who speaks like a cheena!
hahaha he's nice la. and friendly.
hoho
had reunion dinner! sat at the table with all the fun people
we lauyusheng until two chopsticks broke! yes, THAT heong. HAHAHA
and at the thompson place, i saw THREE people i knew!
can you believe it? HAHA
the 1st two was rasmus and rastus. i was like, what are they doing there? lol
and then i saw whats his name? ernest? yea. that's it.

and today i woke up feeling happy!
like, no alarms to stop, and all that everyday routine thing
yea anyway, went to church
it was pretty okay. lunched and then headed to nainai's hse!
can you believe it, i was there for like, FOUR HOURS
waiting for hongbao's to come and go.
and me and audrey were being total pigs!
we ate and ate and ate AND ATE and ATE and ATE somemore!
total fatness la.

we left, and went to ahma's hse.
fun la.
ate non-stop again, and took pictures.
loads of pictures. and ate somemore.
and then we were like, speaking hokkien which was totally hopeless.

and actually we were like, supposed to catch a movie today
but then dont know what happened.
SAD. tradition of midnight movies and gossip over coffee with cousins has been broken.
but we're making up for it.
we're talking nonsense online. HAHA (:

and planning to head out tmr night.




well, goodbye!

this is for you

HOW DID YOU KNOW JUST WHERE I WOULD BE?


I don't believe all the things i hear
All these things i hold so dear
I won't take for granted
I always thought that you'd be there
But now it somehow seems unfair
You're asking me to take it
And do you see the danger?
It's creeping up the side
Cause you're turning me inside out
You're breaking all these promises we made
Maybe time will make it right
Picture taken yesterday
Slowly starts to fade away
There's got to be an answer
Cause are you still afraid to see
What my life was meant to be
You take me so much higher
And do you see the danger?
Creeping up behind
Cause you're turning me inside out
You're breaking all these promises we made
Maybe time will make it right
Cause you're turning me inside out
It's taking all my strength and will to stay
Maybe time will make it right
And do you feel the danger
It's creeping up the side
Cause you're turning me inside out
You're breaking all these promises
You're breaking all these promises
Cause you're turning me inside out
You're breaking all these promises we made
Maybe time will make it right
Cause you're turning me inside out
It's taking all my strength and will to stay
Maybe time will make it right



great song [:

OKAY TRITON. i thank you la. okay? hahaha

i love...

I LOVE....

1. Bernice Peh swee yee for the chocolates and all ye nonsense.

2. Cheryl Neo Wen Hui for your blue rose and day-to-day letters and going for recess together and swapping spit
(3. Shannon Yeo Ek Kiang for wishing me happy valentines day!)

4. Tan Jui Wei for your micro-mini letter and milo-ing with me!

5. Alyssa Chew Jia Yu for your really pretty card, and the usual type sals and disrespect! brightens up my day

6. Varian And Ming Jie for your blue rose, ferrero rocher and that postcard with the sweet message. Seriously man, it's so unlike you. ni zhang da le! [:

7. Ling Hsih Jiang for making me smile early in the morning and being really nice to me
(8. Jolene Sim something-something, for your present! hoho)

9. Adam Chow Zhong Ming for being the first person i see every morning at our usual table, and for being colourblind!
(10. maureen for making adam happy :D )

11. Damien Niang for being gay. and for not choosing one girl. and for being CHEAPO! use the stuff people give you to give to others! HAHA

12. Kuan Sheng for MIA-ing but who still never fail to say hi and smile (:

13. Terence Poh Jun Rong for being all retarded and nice at once! damn, you can multi-task well.

14. Harvn Pao HIROOOOOOO for being gay and random! and for letting us call you pao :D

15. Ivy Sng, for waving to me from your bus when i was waiting for my bus!

16. Jasmine Neo whom i haven't seen in a long time. i miss you!

17. Tay Hui Qun who was being scandalous in the npcc room today with you-know-who! haha and prata sessions.

18. Tan Yi Mei for her name, which actually goes well with the indian song. And for entertaining 4C!

19. Belinda Ong Pei Wei for ah-ma-ing with us all. 100!

20. Chrystal Ou Bin Hui for being nice, and blur too. heh

21. Lim Woam Shing for doing spastic actions with me everyday.

22. Chan ruqi for being a fellow lit kia! HAHA and for being ever so random when we're bored in class.

23. Joelynne Woo for being my ONE AND ONLY F-LANGUAGE PARTNER! :D

22. Lam Sili for talking nonsense and sharing chocolates with meeeee. and always buying me fattening stuff too!

24. Chan Keng Ling. for being KENG LING!

25. Eunice Ong Yan Ni for the gossip, long talks, and laughter. AND CANDLE!

26. Eileen Wong for making us all laugh even during drills

27. Christina and Elizabeth Lee, for being great twins in the coy!

28. Chan Zhen Hui, for being TALL and NICE (:

29. Voon Shiying and Voon Shitian for being blur, and asking their infamous questions HOHO

30. Yeo Hui Xuan for saying HELLO damn loudly!

31. Yeo Poh Cher for calling me some weird name, and for laughing for no reason at all.

32. The rest of the GB girls whose names i have not mentioned. You guys didn't slip my mind. There's just too many to name! But i love you all too!

33. Leong Yu Fei for being nonsensical every day, every minute, every second, and of course, every millisecond.

34. Kalvinderjit Kaur for doing crazy accents with me and for dissing people and all that!

35. Deirdre Tan Mei Yin, Angeline Tan Ying Ying, Stephanie whatever your name is, for being niceeeeeeeee.

36. Stephanie Soh Mei Qi, Zhao Yuan, Benjamin, Jmo, Wei hao, Boon Kiat ETC ETCETC for the presents some of you gave me, and for bringing joy to the worlldddd.

37.The prefects! for being prefects and tolerating my rubbish.

33. and last but not least, GOD. for loving me regardless of race, language or religion.

happy valentines

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!



i'm irritated because blogger had to hang and then i didnt manage to save anything i typed just now!
GRRRRR.


anyway, today is valentines. yea yea
the novelty of it all wore off at approximately 7.15am this morning.
hoho but yea, thank you people!
for all the nice presents and chocolates and sweets and love letters [:

i went home early.
and went to tm(:


well, nothing much la.
there's still school tmr and all.
i'm more excited about CNY.
plus i really shld go catch the epic movie!


i love you [:

pre-Valentines day

HELLO, HOT NEIGHBOUR


im hungry. very hungry
hahaha
so today, school was kinda boring.
well, isnt it everyday else? lol

after school, i have no idea why but i was majorly irritated.
pms? or just because all i wanted to do was get away and like, just go home and sleep?
hahaha im not sure.
after the mtg with mr neo and all, i went to yupian with pts!
ding and woof mia-ed you see
hahaha over lunch, me and pts just talked.
like REALLY REALLY talk.
its been eons since we talked properly.
okay, i mean, it was those kind of conversatins when you dont have to say much, and you know how the other person's feeling?
yep. cheered me up immensely.
and yupian was a plus

had drills and PD from 3.30 - 6.30
for PD, the girls are getting much much better
only left with one LAST formation now!
and competition's in like, another 1 month? yep.
we're all kan-chiong. and also, drills really helped us bond i guess (:
love the prayer sessions we have after trgs!

so then woof went to TM
for CERTAIN reasons i'm not about to disclose. haha
bus-ed there on 72, and we were laughing like crazy watching JUST FOR LAUGHS on tv mobile!
shopped for barely an hour and then i bus-ed home.


valentines day tmr!
they say love is in the airrrrr. hohoho
i shall get dwn to writing postcards for my dearests.
love you people to bitsss!


red roses and hershey kisses
candlelights and guitar acoustic [:

there's gta be

THERE'S GOTTA BE MORE TO LIFE




hohoho.
school is boring shit.
goodbye.

i used to know the sound of your voice

I USED TO KNOW THE SOUND OF THE SMILE IN YOUR VOICE



school sucks. i mean, really
i'm so bored can.
everything is like, lousy.

and like, there's still loads of things to be done
drill competition's in about a month's time
dialogue session's this thursday.
what else. lol common test after cny
yep.

anyway, after GB me and ding bummed in heartland. lol
saw gay people shopping! like harvn, dinesh, rufus and those two other whose name i dont know. lol. its really hilarious. they looked damn gay!
so me and ding pao-ed and talked and talked and talked.
we came up with the same conclusion
but well, i'm not gna talk about it here (:




don't say a word, i know you feel the same
just give me a sign
say anything say anything [:

till i see you again

TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN


SAT 10th FEB 07

haha met up with the dings at macs for brkfast ( minus pts )
we lugged our bags all the way to school where we met the rest of the sec fours
bus-ed to st hildas sec for sme interview thing la. it was for our pioneer badge
and the sucky thing was that we were late! after we alighted the bus, we like practically ran to try and find the correct gate to go in from.
almost all the gates were like, locked so when we found a gate that was opened, we just ran in
STUPID, dont you think?
because we ended up in st hildas PRIMARY. HAHA
took 12345678910 years to find our way back! lol

so then the sec 4s had lunch tgt (:
orientation camp was pretty okay.
not bad for a first-time-planning-camp committee. haha
GREAT JOB EILEEN AND SHIYING ! [:
so yea, last night was GREAT.
faith and the sec 4s just stayed up and talked talked talked.
it felt so good la. since its our last camp and all that.
and i think that during this camp, the sec 4s really had fun together.

SUNDAY 11th FEB 07

after breaking camp, i bus-ed home and tanned a lil
then took a nap. lol
went SHOPPING after that!
walked around suntec at first. bought jeans and a top.
after that we wandered to marina and i got another top frm zara.
and necklaces. hoho mummy wanted to get me the very VERY nice fossil watch.
but since i dont really need it, and its like, almost $200 i was like, okay another time or smethg
yea bought a purse too. BUT stupid topshop's gorgeous skirt only left one piece.
and like, the only size was FOURTEEN. hahaha i didnt even bother trying can. belts definitely wont help haha
and the shoe was gone! i was so so so sad

anyway, drills tmr.
it suddenly hit me that yea, my last year already.
i really gta catch up with people, and of course mug like crazy.



stranded.

thing's i'll never say

WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME, I'M FREE

I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
And i'm searching for the words inside my head

Cause i'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause i know you're worth it
You're worth it
yea

If i could say what i wanna say
I say i wanna blow you away
To be with you every night
Am i squeezing you too tight
If i could see what i wanna see
I wanna see you go down on one knee
'Marry me today'
Yes i'm wishing my life away
These things i'll never say

You don't do my any good
It's just a waste of time
What I used to say to you
What's on my mind

If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't i just tell you that i care?

Cause i'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause i know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yea

If i could say what i wanna say
I say i wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am i squeezing you too tight?
If i could see what i wanna see
I wanna see you go down on one knee
'Marry me today'
Yes I'm wishing my life away
These things i'll never say

What is wrong
With my song
Yea word's keep slipping away
I stutter, i stumble
Cause i've got nothing to say

Cause i'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause i know you're worth it
You're worth it yea

hoppo hippi ho

today was really longggg
well, the main point was that the sec 4s came back!
They were collecting their O level results
Only, like every other year, there were the good and bad results
well, congratulations jian rong, huiqun, and berlinda!
hahaha they did really really really well la.

so anyway, after all the excitement and all
we went for cell at church!
it was pure fun [:

pastor Mei's last day at YDC, so yea, we were having good food and also cake!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DING!
HAPY BIRTHDAY LIYAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVIN!

haha yep. no one else.

Orientation camp tmr.
i dont care, i MUST shop on sunday!

smile, eyes, laughter
It's those reasons why i love you [:

cayote ugly

CAN'T FIGHT THE MOONLIGHT


okay. i have decided and made my decision.
i shall NOT do homework, and i wont evenstudy for lit common test tmr
well, only because im lazy
and because my brain's not working
what's more, macbeth is missing
really.
i don't care if im gna fail lit (what a lie)
but im seriously sick of school okay.

it's not stress la.
it's just me. argh. what's wrong dood!

okay, i shall admit
im depressed. because there's no prison break on now!
because drills was tiring
because im having gastrics
because i have absolutely no mood to carry on
because i have no idea why i'm doing what i'm doing


i know i know
i sound so depressed HAHA
i'm not la. just
tired.


they say life's not a job.

yea right.



Qing tian's on repeat
and that's cheering me up immensely
and that song - Love at first sight.
very, very nice.


okay la. goodbye
all i wna do is just slack on the sofa, watch some old shows like friends or that 70s show
and like, eat jack&jill potato chips and talk to you on the phone.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAYER PARTNER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH!

you're my love at first sight [:

walk away

I'M SORRY I DIDN'T SAY GOODBYE



HAHA i start every post with comenting on the new 9pm show.
its a dumb dumb show la can.

well, i think something's wrong with me.
its like, everything feels so tight and compressed. lol smethg like that
but yes, one day at a time


after school had english remedial
and then i basically did stuff in the prefects room
helped cheryl out in training the newly-found emcees.
although my chinese suck, at least i know how to give tips
lol okay that sounded wrong

so anyway, we went to prata at fatimahs
and the most ironic thing was that we were sitting at fatimah's and then JASMINE NEO JIA MIN was on the bus ( wearing a YELLOW BUMBEEBOO hairband! )
what did we do?
wave like crazy of course. HAHA
i miss the sec fours!
bebek, and jas, and ivy etc
lol anyway, will see them this friday
when they get their results. haha

anyway, i did not eat with the usual
instead, i was on the phone with kenneth chan who was happily invading my room
lol
went to ahgong's house to have dinner!

LOL speaking of my grandparents
i was on 22, and then opposite me was four kukufied people
one cross-eyed, one that looked to be at least 18 but dressed like a 5-year-old,
what else, oh ms pok lookalike!

AND beside me, was this old security guard uncle
he smelt like a tyre shop!
reminds me of the old days when ahgong ran a tyre shop
and when me and my cousins totally just ate char siew paos and drank milo
and had motorbike rides from uncles
and played with the office telephone and the chops
HAHA



drills tmr
for THREE hours!
im tired.
goodnight!


so long sweet summer [:

reflections

ALL MY GIRLS, THIS IS FOR YOU


HAHA i tell you, the new 9pm show is damn stupid
stupid but funny
its hilarious even.
i mean yea, its only natural that smart people like me, laugh at stupidity (:

so like, school was okay la
nothing much happened. only that during f&n we were like doing indian accents with ms irda.
after school, no time to yupian.
so we basically slacked in the GB room, taking retarded pictures

MR raymond came like, late.
first aid course was fun! lol
but i've got a feeling i won't be able to remember everything now.
hoho

bus-ed home after downing some really really gassy vanilla coke
and then i'm home.
okay. boring la.
i used to crap like nobodies' business.

its stress i tell you, stress.
HAHA


Reflections on the water
I'll share with you on my blank paper
Call out boy, thing's as if i dont know you
or i've had you replaced

Will you reveal and will you hear?
What is this feeling that i feel?
Open up and make me scream
Do you love me?

Screaming aloud boy
Can't believe it makes me feel better
Nothing compares to this
Why are we still here
Shouldn't we have moved
But still we stay
I cannot be with you
Let me go

Will you reveal and will you hear?
What is this feeling that i feel?

Screaming aloud boy ( screaming aloud )
Can't believe it makes me feel better ( nothing, nothing compares to this)
Nothing compares to this
Why are we still here
Shouldn't we have moved
But still we stay
I cannot bewith you
Let me go [:

a rush of blood into the head

A RUSH OF BLOOD INTO THE HEAD


yep yepp yeppp.

HOKAY.

so today i woke up and managed to get to school BEFORE cheryl neo! hoho
for the first 3 periods, i was practically sleeping la - lit and bio
there was bio test, which was pretty okay.
and then maths. recess ( WHEN VARIAN WHACKED ME. WTH)
reading [ which was stupid. the national library people came and loaned us books. but i didnt bother because a. im lazy to bring the books home and b. the books were mostly like charmed, or buffy the vampire slayer. when i saw it i was like, DAMN. go watch the show LA. nothing that looked good ]
hmm, and then english, chem, and maths remedial.

maths remedial was retarded! me and woof were like rushing like mad people for no apparent reason. and then when we were done, we waited for pehsweeyee while teaching other people la.
and then we realised we were LATE for drills and the 3 of us totally RAN all the way down to the parade square! HAHA
i bet we looked kuku.
anyway, they were like using long commands and all. and because me, woof and pts didnt know.
we were like, just listening to the last part la.
and then ong got joelynne to teach us
and we spent like 12345678910 years trying to remember!
H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S
i tell you, we're dumb la. dumbos.
all that mahadap and begrak and sekuad akan KILLED us.
hahaha and since drills was sooooo short ( 1 hour ONLY)
we didnt manage to do much drills.
which was kinda sad. lol

after drills went to find mo and the spokespeople trg thing.
yea not bad, though i didnt hear the majority.
just the grammatical errors here and there, and the confidence level.
but yes, it can be trained.
OH yes. quick thinking is damn important too.

so then i slacked after that.
I was like complaining non-stop to try to get them out of the lousy prefects room
but they were all happily lazing there!
SO UNPRODUCTIVE HAHAHA
and like, we came up with funny maths equations LA. and the radio was funny. me and mo was listening to jokes. laughed until we died laughing.
okay, that was not even a proper sentence.
and it did not make sense.

after that we got tired of waiting and left.
went to macdonalds for a drink, and checked out the drammaaaa
bus-ed home and met dom
OH i saw minhui on 80!
lol. randomcity.
anyway, went to grandmother's hse for nice nice nice dinner (:


just finished the dialogue session thing.
and there's 1st aid course tmr.
plus, kenneth chan is irritating me because my brother is playing warcraft.
THANKS. AR.



come up to meet you, tell you i'm sorry
tell you how lovely you are (:

SINGAPORE WON

WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA <3

HOHOHO.
sorry karina babe. but singapore so won thailand in the finals!
i'd probably get screwed for this tmr but yea,
its times like this that singaporeans can gloat although they didnt play well.
i mean, like REALLY. first half was super horrible for the singaporean team.
they kept losing possession of the ball, and okay basically, they sucked.

BUT wth!
who's the ASEAN FOOTBALL CHAMPIONS?

HAHA.
and shahril looks like kenneth chan!


well, good try, Thais.
it's either us or you guys.

sadly, it's us this time round [:

he's hot, you're not

IN MY WORLD OF PAPER FLOWERS



HOHO.
hello world!


sat 3rd Feb 2007

LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE!
i woke up late! was supposed to reach school by 7.30 but i woke up at 7 =/
i panicked ALL THE WAY to school LA!
and then the bus came and brought us to kcpss.
at first we all thought the thing wld end at around 5.30, so the dings decided to like look see look see at j8 for CNY clothes.
and then we happily got our schedule, and we realised it'd only end at 8.30!
SAD SAD SAD
haha so like, leadership conference was okay la
i didnt make alot of new friends this time round.
my course was managing conflicts, with kengling and zhenhui.
lol and michelle from 13th coy was hanging with us.

did drills for two hours.
me ong and woof were in the same contingent
and our DI ( they were having DI course ) was a SEC THREE CPL.
HAHA we were like, shit. we're so old.
haha the drills was really amusing
but we hentak-ed until i had leg cramps and until our legs turned into jelly
lol so yea, games. and oh, there was this sarah and esther thing.
led by ms angeline. it was really good (:
so after the time management talk, the dings left!
bus-ed to hrtland for pao. and then i took the train down to farrer park.
went to julianne's hse, and ate The Best Spaghetti On Earth.
LOL everyone was nonsense!
i was really tired, came home. they went indochin (kelvin was performing!)
yeaa.
it's our LAST leadership conference already!
kinda sad ):


sunday 4th feb 07

planned to go for YF!
but i failed. SHAMELESSLY.
hahaha so like, i reached class at 10.30?
yep charis was leading la. hilarious.
and they bought cake! to celebrate prayer partner and deborah's birthday! (in advance)
deborah came late, and eehui was SICK. fever!
haha it was pretty amusing la
after sve we ate the cake and went macs to have lunch.
oh, we also delivered the cake to eehui's house
PRAYER PARTNER! GET WELL SOON <3
haha and then we went to help out in the gift-giving thing at potong.
although it was only two floors, it was kinda fun la.
after gift-giving and listening to dwong and jacqueline talk about history, and comparing dwong and jwong, and drinking milo, and and and
i went shopppinngggg!
with parents (:
wanted to buy CNY clothes BUT ended up buying SIX pairs of earrings/ear studs.
like, wth right! but yea, at least i got smethg
HAHA self-denial.
but who cares? i feel good (:


ANYWAY, saw some pretty gorgeous stuff today that im planning to buy:

1. SLIP ONS FROM TOP SHOP $100+
seriously, its GORGEOUS.

2. skirt from topshop $55/65
i wanted to get it today, but the smallest size they had was size TWELVE.
walao, i cant even wear it la! it just drops.HAHA

3. purse from Mphosis $30
its actually very simple. black. but i LOVE the handle/chain/whatever you call it.

4. eyeliner
HAHA it was random. but i ran out already.

well, i also saw this $40+ bag from nova.
its not bad, but not worth it.
lol


and they just keep saying that Valentines' Day is in ten days time
im like, woah. yea that's true.
HAHA i better get the kisses for the usual first BEFORE getting my stuff!

and i just heard IT ENDS TONIGHT - accoustic today!. BEST.

busy week cming on. for starters, drills and bio test tmr.
i can feel the fatigue-ness already. lol




sweet rapture and life, it ends here tonight.

naked

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, PUT ON MY FACE


alrightto.
i just finished polishing my boots.
haha okay, that was random

anyway, school was pretty okay.
though chinese remedial was horrible.
we had to like, do SIX pages of chinese zhong he tian kong ( that's what it's called, isn't it? )
lol at first i was like concentrating and all, BUT THEN after like the 3rd or 4th page, i was like WTH
and i totally just, did nonsense.
lol

after school, slacked awhile.
and then i went to CCA room5, our room, and like just
decorated the room
me, pts, mo, benjamin, zhao yuan and daffi
HAHA after that played TABOO!
hilarious. we were like laughing alll the wayyyy.
and then karina and geraldine ong joined us (:
BAGEL, or BANGEL.
HAHAHAHA
inside joke inside joke :D

had prata for dinner!
with the usual + newman
jmo treated us! so nice right?
he got his pay already, that's why
lol

anyway, what's up with all that excitement about valentines' day anyway?
everyone keeps talking about what they're gna give, do and all
and me and terence were like, okay, valentine's day.. AND?
do we get smethg? HAHA
but yea, i guess im gna do what i always do (:
letters, and kisses
maybe even roses. lol

froze ALL the way home on the bus!
yea. GB leadership conference tmr
until around 5.30?


baby, you should let me love you (:

one last breath

YOU MAKE ME WANNA LALA


hey yo.
totally changed everthing. and like, i totally love the image
though its kinda screwed.
gotta do smethg about it.
but not today, i'm too tired
and lazy. hahaha


yes,nothing much lah actually
but now, i feel like im gna catch a flu or smetng
HA





so little time, so much to do
i'd rather spend my day with you (: