What was I thinking?

"If he doesn't remember me; If he doesn't remember who we are, he'll still be my Jorge...& I'll remember for us both"

Sona

Improv.

I was looking for the piano version of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz since i'm way too no good on the guitar.

And this came up!



WHO IS THIS MYSTERIOUS GUY IN THE WHITE TEE AND THE AWESOME PIANO-PLAYING SKILLS!
WILL I SEE HIM ON ELLEN DEGENERES ANYTIME SOON?
DOES HE COMPOSE HIS OWN MUSIC!
IS THAT HIS HOUSE!
WHERE DID HE LEARN TO CREATE SUCH BEAUTIFUL MUSIC!
WILL HE PLAY ANY CLASSICAL SONGS AND POST THEM ON YOUTUBE!

And then this came along. . .



But what I loved best from him wasn't his covers of songs like, Fall For You by Secondhand seranade and Misery Business by Paramore.

It Was This. The BEST PART YET. In fact, I think you should just screw the first two and just come to this!!!!

What's that? Sloppy C's? Well, the rest just made my insides contract and expand and want to headbang and play rockband - All at the friggin' same time!

Impressive, you say?
I SAY BRILLIANCE. PURE BRILLIANCE. AND A TOTAL GENIUS!

David Sides, where the hell are you on this one!

*/EDIT

GO CHECK OUT HIS PIRATESOFTHECARRIBEAN STUFF!

I think I might be in love.

See, Air force person, now we're both obsessed with peopleMusicians on the internet. We are so shameless. But more you, than me!

Of things yet unseen

God has been Good.

I'm back to doing nothing. Everyone's back to work, or school. Life's all happy and fluffy now, as it's supposed to be. Do you sense sarcasm dripping from my words?

Not. One. Bit.

But for the most part, I, at least, have something to do the whole day- Watch Grey's Season 1.

Is my life a sad story? Haha. Well, that's debatable. But my air ticket hasn't been confirmed yet so I don't exactly know When I'm going back.

But either way, I'm quite excited to go back! Eggcited. There's still the lingering of doubt though, and the early stages of home-sickness is already starting to creep in. Anyway, I'm just going to trust God!

Oh oh oh. One thing I can't seem to decide is if I should take Spanish or French! Advice, anyone?

Chu Yi

I spent an hour just lazing around in bed this morning. Maybe I'm feeling very CNY-ish after all! :)

Anyway, I did today what I do every CNY - Eat, laugh, and be merry.

We visited my paternal grandmum's house today. For lunch, we had curry chicken and the likes - but that didn't stop us from eating the load of junkfood that kept coming! Bakwa, love letters all! And then there were red packets, much! $) [money-face!]

Anywayzxz we spent a really long time over at my grandmum's really tiny apartment. It was hot, stuffy and I was having the cramps. How unlucky! SUAY NOT!

But then after, we went back to my maternal grandparents' house. Believe it or not, we whacked Rockband first thing, but not before doing the normal greetings LAH. As our custom, we had Lor Mee for dinner!

And around 9, we started playing cards, but moved on to playing Murderer/Assassin. It started out with a small group, but that didn't last long. My mother is like the worst murderer EVER. She had these priceless moments and she just kept laughing! Hahaha!

So pictures will be up on FB or something, and now I'm just gonna chill. There's 5-and-a-half bottles of Corona! I wanted to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, but I realised my External Hard drive wasn't with me! But nevermind! There's old hongkong movies on teevee.

Hope y'all had a great one!

PS I miss you much. And i haven't written you off yet. I hope you're not ridding me to rid the pain.xoxo

What's constantly on your mind?

1. Happy Chinese New Year, people! I hope y'all have a prosperous new year ahead!

2. There was church this morning at 10am. I almost couldn't wake up because the night before, the bunch of churchies went out for dinner at Centrepoint to 'celebrate' Sheng's going away. Celebrate's probably a very bad word!
But I think the message was quite good, if not a bit too long!

3. REUNION DINNER! It's a tradition. The family (meaning: Parents, sons+family) gather around for a good meal. This year, we had it at a restaurant around town and the food Just. Kept. Coming. Quote, Daniel: Sushi Conveyor Belt. Minus the choosing. And only because there were time slots because other families all around Singapore want to have their reunion dinner at that exact same restaurant too! But yeah, the food came fast. And so we ate really fast too.

4. After dinner, the oldies (hee) trooped back home while Daniel, Audrey, Dominic, Uncle Stan& Aunty Ros, &me, went to the movies. See, we cousins watch a movie every CNY - BUT we usually watch it on the 1st or 2nd day. So today, we broke tradition. Plus, Jamie &Janice didn't come.

5. WE WATCHED INKHEART! I thought it was quite good, although there were pretty negative reviews!

So the story is about Mo (Fraser) who can, literally, read stories to life. Anyway, everytime a character comes to life, a person from the Real World disappears into the storybook. Because of his gift, Mo is dubbed "SILVERTONGUE" by his storybook characters. Basically, the mains are all brought to life from a book called 'Inkheart', and Mo is hunting the book down before getting into trouble with the characters, who wants to manipulate him and his gift for their benefits.

Well, I thought Brendan Fraser wasn't fantastic, but Helen Mirren was! Plus, Eliza Bennet (who plays Maggie, Mo's daughter) had a neutral performance. Paul Bettany (Dustfinger) was great, and not to mention cute! The evil villian was played by Andy Serkis (Capricorn), who apparently, voices Gollum from LOTR!

BUT, what stole my heart was the flying monkeys, and Rafi Gavron (Farid)! He was omgoshhottillyoudrop material!!!
Anyway, I can't help but gush on about the movie because I thought that it was just so light and warm-hearted. The scenery was also crazily awesome!!!!

Soooooo I'm going to try and get the book okay!!!!

And now I'm out. Ciao.

Horrible.

It's 0001+++. I should be in bed.

I spent the first half of my day trying to watch a movie. But there was so much interruptions...which can only mean one thing...
Yes, it's That time of the year again. Chinese New Year. What we young junkies call 'CNY'. But yeah, along with CNY is obviously the hongbaos and the ba kwas. But lest we forget - CLEANING THE HOUSE.

So I threw away a few pairs of sandals today. And even a pair of shoes, i think. It's Funny how many shoes I have locked away in the cupboard, never to be worn again. OH, i threw away my boots too! An extremely significant moment in My Life.
When will I ever wear my boots again? Has My pride and joy gone to waste? (No pun intended)


Okay fine. So I didn't really clean the house save clearing/stacking my shoes. But I'm just gonna push the blame to the 'lack of the CNY spirit'.
Maybe, CNY is just much too early this year. After all, we haven't even survived the first month of the new year and we're supposed to give money away? To spend money on decorations for the yuppies, and goodies for the fatties?

Do I sound bitter about CNY? But I'm really not. I'm just (insert very cliche, common phrase) "Not in the mood".

Also, I've got a feeling hongbaos will be significantly smaller this year. After all, Singapore is in technical recession. But let's not get our panties in a bunch because of that! THERE'S STILL BAKWA.

Oh, did I mention? I followed my parents to buy ba kwa at this place in Ubi or something. The queue was really long, as all bakwa shop queues are around CNY. And what did my parents buy? (Amongst others, lest you die of shock)...PINEAPPLE BA KWA!

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WHO ON EARTH EATS PINEAPPLE BA KWA!

It's like,

THIS

(SAY SPONGEBOB, PLEASE!!)

PLUS

THIS



Why can't my parents just buy a lifetime supply of NORMAL BA KWA?! (Is it called Classic Ba Kwa? HAHAHA how flashy) Pineapples should just stay put in Hawaiian pizzas and not get ahead of themselves, there!

Anyway, I think I digressed alot, but i'm pretty tired now and there's church tomorrow at 10am. SOOOO I'm gna sleeeeppppp.

Oh, and guys? I'm leaving on the 12th of Feb ):
That's officially 18 days from now.

Blank.

Recently, someone put this song back into my head again. Or rather, he helped excavate it from deep somewhere THE brain.

So Sarah said, Love is watching someone die. How stoic.

But I always wished that Ben and the Cuties/Cabbies didn't really mean in that way - in the painful, literal way. (Which is causing conflict within moi because the lyrics are obviously about someone dying) Because I really don't want people who love me, watch me die. I don't want them to see the slow struggle, spirit fighting with the body. Nope, like all other morbid-free people, my wish is to pass away peacefully in my sleep. Even better, as an old woman with false teeth who dies on her rocking chair without complications much, with her old ginger cat still sitting on her lap.

And see, my brain is really clogged with thoughts now. I need to do something, but I don't know what.

You're looking at me, with eyes that cannot see

We're having a conversation, but you're not listening.

Take a second now, listen to yourself.

We're standing side by side

Shoulders touching, we're barely breathing

Take a second now, it's falling apart.

Desperado

I can't believe I'm saying this but I'll Pay ANYONE 20$ to catch DCFC with me!

Yes, It's Called DESPERATE.

Blackest of Rooms

I cry when flowers gaze at me
Meaningless stares from crowds at deserted alleys
The silence overwhelms,
Nullifying my senses
How do you find yourself when you don't know what's missing?

xoxo

That's what Sarah said, dude.

We hung out today.

Did nothing, took pictures, laughed a lot.

Goodbye. Pictures on FB

ZOMGSHHHHZXZX

HAHAHA I LOVE PHAE!

Hope she can get flight tickets to make it for the 26th THEN WE CAN GO DEATHCAB TOGETHER!!!


ANYBODY?!?!?!?

Spectrum A-Zs

It hit me that I only have about another month or so left in Singapore. Now, really, How SAD is that!

Nevermind that I've been spending most of my time home and doing nothing, and that I REALLY DO want to get back to school - I <3 my homeland kkkk!

Sure, Sydney's a blast, but how often do you get to sit on your comfy sofa with cable playing and a packet of cold milo. Why doesn't Sydney sell milo in packets anyway! It would definitely make the world a better place okay!

I know this post isn't going anywhere. Maybe, it's not meant to. Maybe, I'm just bored. I can see a few of you knocking your head with exasperation now. YES, YOU! I SEE YOU!

Okay lah I think i need a shower. I woke up this morning and picked up a John Grisham book and started reading. I'm almost done now! I think I might get a headache.

Oh and CNY's around the corner! It doesn't feel like it At All. Wonder whyyyyyyyy?

Ogggaayyyyy i feel like drinking bubble tea now! Oh, what disregard to my milo packet. Honestly!

Once

THIS IS SUCH AN AWESOME MOVIE!

Crooked Teeth

You know how you feel tired because you slept for way too long? Far too much time spent on the bed, sleeping your day away because there's nothing better to do?

Well, that's what I did.

So last night, friends came over and immediately spammed the ps3 and youtube while waiting for the pizza to arrive. We took like FOREVER to choose a movie but in the end, We watched Slumdog Millionaire which wasn't so bad for a..'coloured' movie! But hey, harvn much appreciated a movie with his species okay :D

The pizza was long gone by the time russell peters took a spot on my tv. T'was around 12-ish by then. The guys went to buy drinks from 7-11 before while they spammed the ps3 some! By the time Just Friends came on, we were dropping out like flies and so i dragged out the mattress, nd cheryl and I went to my room.

We talked for 2 hours, and then some and fell asleep at around 5.30am. Hawhaw and then at 6-ish the dudes were playing little big planet and laughing so loud, they woke me up!

I thought we were going for breakfast, but then they decided to go home. Cheryl & DJ were going back to school to finish up projects, leong was going back yuying for his weekly soccer game - you get it.

And pictures are on facebook! I feel like snacking but there's nothing to munch on so i'm outtt!

Sad

I was unsuccessful for the SPH scholarship.

Mega Sadness.

What am I to say, but thank God anyway?

When I Grow Up

You know what? I kinda miss my long hair.

Hahaha I know, how random.

But today, I met Terence and Cheryl for lunch at TP!

1. TP IS SCARY! It's all intimidating and crawling with people who look exactly the same. The same hair, same clothes, same language, same everything!

2. The food was pretty good! And CHEAP!

3. I Can Walk to TP! I actually took two buses just to get there!! AND even dropped at the wrong stop!!! ALL TERENCE'S FAULT, OF COURSE

And then we decided to skip yuying and head straight to town :D

Terence was such a sport, following us girls around for the whole day! Hahaha I bought...


Shoes

and

Like TP, dresses and clothes in Singapore are ALL THE SAME!



And now I'm watching...


AMERICAN IDOL! :D Auditions are my favouritteee Hahaha

And we're planning to catch Inkheart together! Helen Mirren and Brendan Fresar! I hope it's goodddd!

Well, CNY is just around the corner and people are gonna stayover at my place tomorrow and chill out! AND I think blogging these days has just become a thing. To. Do.

What am i even talking about?

God's Gift to Mankind

YOU KNOW WHAT?

JASON MRAZ IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
AND I WON'T BE AROUND!

I AM SO MAD AT HIM! PISSED OFF!

BUT this....



LIKE, WOW HE JUST MELTS MY HEART. How can I stay angry with him for long?!
Him with his wordplays and smooth voice and quirky hats and funny antics!

OH WON'T YOU JUST MARRY ME ALREADY <3

*Credits to Army Air-force person for the video

Do you see it coming?

How cynical Singaporeans are.

Top 4 Things To Do During A Recession:

4. Walk around aimlessly.
3. Start a blog on depression.
2. Play with your UNO Cards.
1. Enjoy Unlimited movies at home with your family!

What's inside the bag, you ask?



What else. Free popcorn.
Free, cold, popcorn.
Free, cold, SWEET, popcorn.

YUCK!

The joys of youtube

I KNOW! THIS ISN'T NEW!
BUT IT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE MY DAY!





When I'm a parent I'll be totally hip and cool and post really retarded, embarrassing pictures & videos of my children on the internet and they will Hate. Me. For. Life.

Oh the joys of parenting. I can totally feel my parents' pain!

New year Resolutions

I hope it's not too late for New Year Resolutions! After all, it's only still January AND we all still think we're in 2008!

So, here goes nothing!

1. Do Everything for the Glory of the Lord, period.

2. Exude the joy of the Lord - show others how awesome it is to trust in Someone we can't see, but know for sure is real!

3. Study hard in University!

4. Just because I'm 18 doesn't mean I can go into the clubbing scene! SO, NOT TO PARTY EXCESSIVELY OR GET DRUNK!

5. Serve in Church

6. Keep up a consistent QT

7. Trust in GOD! Because I can't possibly put 'GET AN SPH SCHOLARSHIP' and all as a resolution.

Andddd that's that.

They're all pretty obvious and straightforward so I guess it doesn't need any explaining.

And,

Before I fell asleep last night, it hit me hard, and it hit me good.

I am EIGHTEEN.

Yes, a worthy cause to freak out!

All Of Your Love

I miss you guys. All 7 of you
Bernice, Cheryl, Varian, HsihJiang, Adam, Damien, Kuansheng

'Cause after all, you're my wonderwall <3
Xoxo

Metro Station

For the first time in many many many saturdays, I actually woke up early, put on my GB blue tee, and went to school! :D

I didn't realise I missed GB S-O-M-U-C-H! But I do! The drills, the sunburns, the bonding, the scoldings, the fun, the laughter, the joy, the prayers, the worship, the badgework, the parades, the waterbreaks, the punishments, the camps, the night games - I MISS IT ALL!

I am really thankful to have been part of the GB family for my 4 years in secondary school. And I hope I'm still part of it! I mean, at least they didn't take away my full uniform and badges all, hey? Hawhaw.

But yes I went back to help with the drills + catch up with the ma'ams.
It seems like nothing's changed, but at the same time, Everything's changed too.
GB was one of the highlights of my life. As juiwei puts it: Everyone remembers the highlights(:

But yeah after drills, I hung out with varian + the other dudes and we kinda just walked around heartland mall abit. Ahhh, that's another thing I miss! The mindless walking around, doing nothing at heartland, shouting, laughing, acting rowdy with our shirts tucked out, PAO!, SUSHI, crazy (unwanted) visits to This Fashion :D

Someone tell me, why am I doing that thing called reminiscing?

And then we sat at KFC for a REALLY LONG TIME until damien and cheryl came. Lunched before taking the train to Hougang mall where we met adam and jiang!

And then aunty anne's and then shopping and I'm too lazy to blog no more so BYE.








UNPREPARED!




HAW HAW HAW ME LOVE THEM MUCH

Hey, Dont' write yourself off yet

I pretty much went into a coma last night due to sheer stress and mental fatigueness. Seriously, weren't holidays supposed to be fun? Where did all that crap come from.

Which explains why I woke up at noon today because my aunt called me. We were supposed to troop down to the library - I wanted to borrow some awesome books! But our plans did not fall through and so I went swimming. The sun was misbehaving, shining some, but mostly it hid behind the clouds. AND it was reallllyyyy windy and the water was shit cold. (Bollocks cold just doesn't sound right!)

Anyway, you've got the curse of curves.
Are you perspiring from the irony?

Are we human? Or are we dancers?

Oh The 2008 Victoria's Secret Fashion Show is on now!
& I'm only saying this because:

1. Who doesn't like VS? Haha

2. The models backstage are digging up dirt and spitting right into the palm of your hands. Not as barbie and fake as they look :D

3. It's fun watching the models wear absolutely ridiculous outfits! - stuff we'll never wear! But they still look way hottt anyway!

4. I know I'm singaporean, but I really like my adopted country okay. So MIRANDA KERR FTW!

5. I'm bored and it's entertainment(:


PS The Ting Tings Are Performing At Fortcanning :D

The Middle

I finally got my offer letter to Usyd! :D

As everyone's going... (&I know it's cliche)

SYDNEY UNI HERE I COME!

HawHaw. Happy, much!

But, believe me when I say I'm apprehensive. Much, too!
I mean, I can't compare to the other Singaporeans - the ones who've graduated from JCs and Polys. In terms of age and intellect, they're probably shit Smart!
And then there's the locals. I think I've mentioned before how bleeding high they have to get for HSC to enter usyd! Probably the Crème de la crème of all ye OZ kiddos.


And, I now have nothing to say. That's my life.
Boring.
Boring.
Boring.

What am I to say?

My father absolutely cannot do this to me!

It's too destructive for my soul.

My soul cannot be destroyed by the person who assisted in my being borne into this world; who comforted me when i am awake in the middle of the night screaming because of nightmares; who helped me wipe the shit off my butt when I was a mere toddler!


My Father Absolutely can NOT thunder his way into the living room, pick up the remote control, oblivious to my look of surprise, and click the numbers "2" and "3" consecutively with blissful silence.!!!!!
He doesn't even like ManUtd! OR Middlesbrough! It isn't even LIVE!

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M FEELING! THIS SUDDEN-ESS...THIS...THIS....

WHAT ABOUT BEN10! The starting song was just playing and as always, I was trying to catch the lyrics! The person who sang it isn't doing a good job by mumbling his/her way through the song!

Doesn't he know that I lose interest so readily in cartoons if I don't watch it From. The. Start?!!?

MY LIFE IS ABOUT TO BE OVER!!!!!!!!

What makes it worse is that after TWO MINUTES, that man who claims to have emmm Seeded me waddles off to bed! !?!!?!?!?!??!
WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TOO!

Oh, I mourn and weep for the minutes lost watching Ben 10 - AND typing this post.

But enough of my overdramatic life. This is often the traumatic result after a day being cooped up at home. Spare me.

Ps Thank Goodness I scraped the Tagboard & Comments.

Slowly Grind Away The Innocence

I wanted to write a post filled with negativity. But then I deleted away the 10 odd words and this is what I'm left with.

No doubt, the test wasn't easy. In fact, I'm actually using dictionary.com to find out a number of words.

The essay was alright, I guess? I managed to talk some sense. But the rest were pretty foreign to me! The chances of getting the scholarship is rather low, I guess! But I'm just hoping it'll all fall in place!

BUT That's That. And there's absolutely NOTHING I can do but go eat my nasi lemak and watch TV.

I'm praying I'll do well and be shortlisted! All in God's plan and Timing!

Chimos!

Caring is creepy

I was tagged by Cheryl.

Put down facts about yourself, the number of facts will be based on your age.
Then tag 5 other people.

1) I am almost legal. ALMOST!

2) I got A2 for my Chinese O'lvl exam! Wah this one die die MUST mention! HAHAHA

3) My chinese is so not applicable now!

4) I want to get a HTC Touch Pro!

5) MY LIFE AMBITION IS TO MARRY ELIJAH WOODS, NEVERMIND THE TEN YEAR AGE GAP!!!!!!!!

6) I like writing, but I'm not very good at it.

7) I like photography, but I'm not very good at it either!

8) I want to work as a correspondent. Preferably, a WAR correspondent. Oh, not so cheap thrills!

9) I think CNY songs are very depressing.

10) I want to live in Ireland sometime!

11) I am extremely fickled-minded.

12) I want to go to Louvre.

13) I study in Sydney, Australia.

14) If honesty is a must, I hate to break it, but not all aussies, or sydneysiders at least, go "G'day, mate!"

15) Oh we do like our bangers and mash though.

16) I think I might have been a paedophile in my past life because I really really like kids!

17) I no longer harbour intentions of buying a huge house, but instead, now want a nice, cosy, apartment.

Okay, done with them facts! Chimos :D

HTC TOUCH PRO

TWO THINGS I WANT IN 2009..And may even possibly get this year!
*sorry too lazy to resize. So deal with it, hey



Isn't this a BEAUTY!

And of course


THE


LOVE


OF


MY


LIFE!

And yes, I'll tell him to do something about the hair.

9 Crimes

I'm sure the novelty of the holidays have, expectedly, worn off as, each day, we start venturing into 2009.

Still, I hope all of you had a good one, if it wasn't already altogether grand!

But yes. School has started for many, as have work. And I'm thanking God I have neither...for now! :D

I know we all make the same mistake at the start of each year of forgetting the difference between this and last year. Admittedly, I still find myself very much in 2008. This year, especially, is the passing of 2008 and the coming of 2009 less pronounced.

I guess it's because I don't really have much to do. I can't find a job and because I can only commit for about a month of so, no one's willing to hire me. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, because we all do relish sitting around at home doing nothing(:

And that's EXACTLY what I've been doing! I finished 3 jeffrey archer books in the course of almost 2 weeks, but ironically, have failed to even finish Ghost Whisperer, Season 1.

Also, the last week has been kind of a blur to me. I honestly am kind of an emotional rut now, but there's nothing I can do about it. I'm on an all-time low, except for the times when I'm playing Wii and Raving Rabbits and Rockband!

I only wish I would stop being so lazy. And to have more FAITH. Which is what I REALLY need right now. It's funny how there's so much to do, but at the same time, there's nothing to do about it.

See, the biggest worry on my mind now is, no doubt, the SPH Scholarship test I have tomorrow. I really doubt the quality of my English, along with the functioning of my brain altogether. After all, the recent interest on the Irish slang is not exactly helping with proper English, is it!

Next biggest thing n my life is the letter of offer from University of Sydney which I still have NOT gotten! It worries me. I am Worried. Worrying is what I do. I already have the grades in hand, but without a place in university, what good is that!

What's more, without a guaranteed place in Uni just yet, the chances of me living in Women's College is slowly diminishing.

Oh, me of little faith! It's like I have to keep slapping myself hard in the face. Surely trusting in the Creator is much easier than constantly brooding over such things.

And that is what I am going to do.

So, please pray for me - for my scholarship to be successful; for a place in Uni; for a place in College.

Not my will, but Yours be done.

& yes, FILL YER BOOTS!

Chimos!

Amy Walker. Spoof

Stupid? Or uneducated? Or what's the difference?

I just cannot believe it.

With Everything

WoW - And i don't mean the Game!

I am supposed to take a writing test on the 6th of January, 2009. Mind you, today is already the 2nd!

Talk about short notices.

But anyway, I AM REALLY grateful, much less THANKFUL to God, and SPH, for this opportunity.

Apparently, I even have to go for two interviews and the thought of that kinda makes me sick.

BUT I pray that by God's Grace, I will tide through this all. Because this scholarship is really important!

I mean, getting it not only means that my parents do not need to worry financially, but my brother can also go overseas to further his studies. What's more, there's also the factor of job security, seeing that I will be bonded for SIX years...ONLY, of course, if I DO get the scholarship.


Okay typing this out makes me feel light-headed. I haven't been doing much writing, which scares me. It feels like I haven't done any proper english for YEARS =/

Sally and Daisy.

Honestly, did I fuck it up?
Because I don't want it fucked up.

Maybe, I don't even know what I want.
Pffttttt.

Happy New Year!

I actually had tonnes of things to write about on the first day of the new year.

But after Watch Night Service, I decided to scrape all that dedications and lists that I had at the tip of my fingers.

Instead, I want to reconcile with God. I want to start a new year WITH God and FOR God.

Because when Pastor talked about reconciliation, I first thought about my parents, and then I looked at the Cross.

And in that instant, it was so clear - The one Person I want to reconcile with; the One I wanted to exchange my cup with, was the One who gave me my cup.


How blessed I am to start this new year with a bang. 2 hours into 2009 is already seeming to be a Great Year :D