I'm alright

All i want to do now is take the next flight home and never come back again. Ever.

Goodbye, my almost lover(:

More than enough

I just got back from watching the guys play soccer at the Oval nearby. Totally reminds me of the days where the churchies+more will play at the soccer field near my old place and me and ancestor will have to slave for them(:

So well, apart from my nice white shoes being dirtied by anson (who else), cyndy, Cherie &I had a pretty damn good chat. Nevermind the fact that we were so fascinated by: 1) Yup's velcro shoessss 2) Yup giving off steam 3) The steam itself 4) The way the guys ran 5) The people training nearby 6)How cyndy simply couldn't stop laughing (there's a number 7 but that's totally between us, hey)

So yeah that's A Lot of things to be fascinated about and A Lot of gossip material so yeah, i'm sure you get it. Plus it was so cold that our feet were numbed all.

Well we bought a tub of ice cream (even though its freezing i know. But then again 471 is really hot and stuffy, reminds me of the sahara desert or smethg) frm the shop downstairs and also brought up a lot of (free) buns that they were giving away. I know it sounds real cheapo but we always bring up a bag-full of buns. Hey don't blame us ayite you know how the guys are :D

I think cyndy and anson are gna rent a movie(s) later so we're planning to pig out in the TV room for the next - few hours.

It seems like i'm becoming even more boring then i'm already am.

Well thank you PTS for helping me chill (so they say) because i don't know - it just hit me so hard like a tsunami that i thought i was about to drown. I have so many thoughts running through my head now but i've got no one to spill them to.

Not to mention how worried i am that i'm not worried for finals. I would say deja vu but then people like Rohita would laugh at me ): Hahaha okay So lame! (Grr rachel thanks for passing on your famous phrase) Neh-neh-boo-boo i'm off now.

ta.

hey!

OKAY WAIT. SINGAPOREANS - TAKE A LOOK AT THE BACKGROUND.

Does it look familiar? No? Maybe it's CBD like SEVEN YEARS AGO OR SMETHG?

:D So proud to be a xing jia po ren.

Caught in the middle

Okay this is highly amusing. Ben (fromA1) looks so gay now - i can't believe i liked him so much when i was erm 10? 9? Or even younger maybe. So well i'm watching old old oldddd A1 videos now! Haha! Same Old Brand New You? My goodness i remember standing in front of the MTV dancing with them. Haha how lame!

Well anyway i realised that my FSS assignment is probably the last one before my finals and i really should get down to actually start writing it. I iz damn SianZzZzz oKieS?

Okay la. see you. So much on my mind now.

One more try for the sake of our love.

So cold.

I'm feeling so contemplative. Thinking of all the What-Ifs and Could-Bes, but honestly, you and i both know that it'll just be thoughts. Nothing will materialise.

So why'd you build me up, buttercup baby? Just to let me down, and mess me around.

Okay dinner time. Time to grow fat. See you, maybe tmr. Maybe next year. Maybe, never.

When the stars go blue

I haven't studied one bit, and it's getting to me!
Zone party later on and of course i'm going - even though my work's all piled up in one corner, and my exams are really soon and i realised that for i can't remember no shit from term 1!
I really can't afford to let my grades go down down down! Wna keep it at a 8.8 - 9 GPA

WARNING: Crap loads of pictures! From Ktv night & Rakhman's birthday :D


Erm.


I'm taller than her. Period.


Cherie the retard HAHAHEHEHEHOHOHO


Cyndy &Anson..erm...headbutting each other?


Candid (CHERIE YOU STALKER)


An attempt to be coolio.


KTV KTV KTV ECHO POINT


Ria!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMGOSH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


85degrees cheesecake!


This is Rakhman. My kazakhstan friend... (say Borat!)


...who needed help with his present...


...But then he happily says that he can open it on his own...


...FINALLY undoes the ribbon. Has to stare at it for a few more seconds...


...Note on the cover...


...It's a dog...it's a bear...no wait...


...It's a friggin kangaroo! "MY FAVOURITE"


.."Imma name it cherie!" (Rakhman's thoughts btw)


...BUT WAIT. There's something else...


..We're in on the plot too! Germs is super duper excited! (not)...


...AND CAKE FIGHTTTTTTT!!!


...Which goes on...


...AND ON...

Okay as you can already tell, i'm very 'Free'. Hahaha waiting for 6pm to come cause that's when the fun starts (not really)



PEACE OUT YO! Don't do drugs and stay in school. Heads up!

If I Were You

Don't even get me started on media. It's absolutely and completely screwed, i'm telling you. No hope anymore!

Oh well - ITS JUST GRADES RIGHT? Hahahaha I bet you guys are shaking your heads and going - there she goes on and on with her nonsense. But yes it's true people. i Am trying to get the mentality that grades isn't everything. Struggling with that erm, ethos, but failing miserably actually.

So anyway! It's already the 15th week that i'm here! Hahaha exams are in two weeks and that scares me shitless. What's more is that there's hell loads to study and i'm feeling absolutely clueless in every class i step into. Well, i really have to start soon so somebody motivate me! Pronto!

OKAY no one's motivating me but imma go do my hmwk now and (try to) start on my FSS assignments.

TELL ME!

And i'll sing this song just for you

My files and notes are just piled up next to me, waiting for their owner to do something with/to them.


And how am i blur!

Good Game.

So you see, it's so hard to read what's going on in people's minds sometimes. You just want to break them down and examine them and see what's running through their heads - but you can't.

But then, people, take one step back and you'll understand why it's so hard: You aren't letting them break you down too.

Well, All's fair in Love and Life then, i suppose.

_

Ria, Cherie and I went to Echo Point today! Haha Karaoke! Sang till our lungs burst and our voices got distorted. nearly six hours straight! But it was really fun(: Cyndy and Anson joined us too and then we went to have dinner at Macs which was way retarded! I miss throwing fries at the usuals at KovanMacs or something. And they say i always look blur! How's that true huh! I am like the smartest, most sane person you'll ever know okay!

So anyway, we went to buy food for germs and buy a cheesecake for Rakhman's 18th birthday!

Heehee Happy Birthday Rakhman! You're 81 and EXTREMELY old! Well the usual cake fight started and i really didn't want to get involved SO THANK YOU ANSON FOR THE CAKE-SMASHING AND THE BUBBLE TEA THING. YOU'RE SUCH AN AWESOME FRIEND YEA? And i really wanted to get back at someone so i turned to the nearest person - Temuujin and OF COURSE he's bloody tall so the cake missed him -.- Spent like the next 1/2hr - 45 mins outside at the balcony doing stupid things like cat-calling to unknown people and they even wanted to throw my shoes off ): SO MEAN HAHAHAHA

But yeah. Everything's okay now. I'm clean and i smell good (=/) and imma go start studying for my media test on monday! Exams are coming and if i don't start revising then i'm in some serious shit.




XOXO

why can't i?

You ask me, Why Rock? I say Music
You ask me, Why Acoustics? I say Raw
You ask me, Why Fake It? I say Weak
You ask me, Why Writing? I say Soul
You ask me, Why Books? I say Transportation
You ask me, Why Tears? I say Sadness
You ask me, Why Friends? I say Joy
You ask me, Why Letters? I say Emotions
You ask me, Why Laughter? I say Happiness
You ask me, Love? I say God.

No one knows who Ryan Star is - but he is amazing. Incredible talent - from soulful piano to rock.

We might fall

Keeping Faith

You know how some days you just get up on the wrong side of the bed Not literally of course but you guys know what i mean Well it just happens to be one of those days for a friend of mine And it seems like its totally getting to her and if you people are wondering why i'm not leaving any commas or fullstops well go figure hahaha

Anyway i just happened to read a junior's blog and my name was mentioned and i don't know why those 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 words just brought me back down memory lane you know what with secondary school life and all that busy busy moments Not to mention O'levels So yeah the sec4s this year are having their O'lvels in what 3 days time and i know how they are feeling the insanely sick feeling of not wanting to ever step into the exam hall and not ever wanting to touch live breathe sleep eat drink chinese again Because dudes the sad sad news is that its about to get worse

I know it sounds so insane cause for some of the people i know this is the ultimate but i can assure you (if assure's a good word)(but it probably isnt) that its just gonna get ten times busier and i know how all of you are feeling pretty stressed up now Either that or you're like a friend of mine whose name is variang ang ming jie who probably isnt studying and i must say worrying for someone else for the same reasons that made me want to escape to sydney is really crappy and when i say crappy i really mean shitty and well worrying haha okay i think i'm going crazy

so phew i know it sounds like im saying all this in just one deep deep deep breath but that's the beauty of not using commas and fullstops is it not oh and exclaimation marks and question marks too hee hee

I don't know what we're going to do later on cause we may go chill in the city and rakhman wants to celebrate his OWN birthday and drink at some bar or pub but HELLO if that's what they are going to do i am just gonna go home or something haha sounds so sad but since i'm celebrating my birthday here in this foreign land where its so empty empty dry and lonely i shall stay in bed all day and place the blanket over my head and not crawl out for the whole day haha so depressing really but who cares its MY birthday I was born on THAT DAY NOT YOU muahahaha

As you can see i really like to type my posts with no commas and fullstops and what are all this shit called anyway There's a term for it i know but i just can't seem to remember what it is now and well i've said this several times before but i'm just gonna say it again for my own benefit cause i mean you guys probably stopped reading at GO FIGURE HAHAHA cause yeah that's what most sane people would do i guess

I miss my piano and when i get home i swear i'll write a full song and not stop halfway but its so hard cause over here there's just so much inspiration but back home where everything's all good and fine and dandy and sunny and all that crap my inspiration really runs dry And i YEARN and desire and want some quiet moments where you know its just me myself and i and God of course but hey he's always around and you know i really wonder what i'm going to do when i go back for a full month I doubt i'll get a job this time round unless there's a really good offer for a part time one but hey i'm thinking too far cause its exams in THREE WEEKS TIME which means i really HAVE TO start studying and pulling up my socks and getting my priorities right and not be such a downright lazy ass

Started a new book today The one that I bought Its called UPSTATE and so far it's been pretty alright OH and last night over dinner the few of us agreed to bring our uniforms back to Sydney so we can all wear them one day hahaha how cool is that huh i miss uniforms cause its so easy every morning You just wake up and go to school without having to rack your brains to think about what to do so yeah i think imma stop here now cause i me myself and well geraldine (ahh third person this ain't good yo) is feeling so bored now Not that blogging isnt fun Hell yeah it is fun ahh shit this is crazy so im leaving Now Pronto Goodbye people i loveeee yyaaaaaaaaaa especially you You know who you are But the fact is I don't even know who you are ahahaha madnesssssssssss

We just can't have it all at once

Well, you see, last night, cherie and i watched PS I Love You the movie. It was alright i suppose. People keep telling me that from the start, they've already started tearing. In fact, during the whole movie, they've just been shedding tears! Haha well, cherie belonged to that category. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, it's just that i don't get all emotional over movies all the time.

But yeah, it wasn't that bad. Completely different from the novel but hey! that ain't no surprise people.

So anyway, i went to bed nearing 1am? And woke up at 4.30am for FINALS :D

Well, well, well. It was definitely nerve-wrecking. Header by ronaldo, assisted by wes brown(: Lampard's goal tied the game (fluke? hee hee) and well, it all came down to penalties. It was a good game - tight and fast, some nice footwork going around, but i was hoping y'know, for some penalties - To manutd of course. But nonetheless, people kept getting injured. Drogba even slapped someone and got a red card for it! Haha dumb. But yeah, van der sar's Comparable to peter schimeichel, maybe. So MANUTD won with a 6-5 penalty which was absolutely horrifying, i must admit.

But yesssssssss it's all cool. So many manu fans in Taylors - Young, eric and rohit were wearing their manutd jerseys of course. Haha can imagine varian's tears :D :D :D Don't worry dude i still love youuuu haahahahaha

Well i'm dead beat. Shall sleep now. Goodnight(:

Reading is not just a simple act of looking and reflecting - it's more than that. And i suck at it.

It's a sad sad friday morning

Christmas Blues is awesome. But it just makes me so depressed, y'know?

Which is why the three craziest people in the whole wide world - just made my day(:
They're my sunshine. Really love them to bits.

Well yeah. I'm smiling now(:

There's a spark that could start off a chain of reactions - from a glance, to a stare, and finally - meaning.

Great Expectations

Phew. Today's been so so happening.

Let's see. Econs paper was not THAT bad. I mean, if my research is alright, then it'll be alright. Thank God i could remember everything. Tomoka was so so so nervous she was affecting me! Hilarious.

OH. and i have another assignment for FSS ): Just got it today and it's friggin thirty five percent! Damn. Pao yao, me and lauren (is that how you spell his name) were complaining to no end basically. PLUS, its in two weeks time - due on 3rd June.

ALSO, i have media topic test next mon that's 10%. Really. How sad could my life get anyway? Wna just chill for a few days but its Not Possible!

Well okay back on track. After school, cherie and I went to STA in the city to try and reserve her flight (after ten years in our room acting all retarded - as THEY usually are heeheeheehohohohhahaha) Well, anyway their computers were down so we decided to go easyway (PAO, i say, PAO! DING. TYPE. SAL. Omgosh miss those crazy people) and then! This bookshop place had sales! Soooo of course, being the geek/nerd/loser that i am, i went in and started looking for books.
Well, cherie bought a Jode Picoult book (she's awesome, isn't she - Jodi Picoult not cherie hahahaha)(okay la cherie too :D ) and i got a really good price - 4 books for ten bucks. But please dooonnn'tttt tell my mum, she'll whack me.

BUT THEN. The WORST thing happened. To ME! ):
Okay, i was at this particular bookshelf, checking out some books yea? And then this...manPERVERT walked past me, mumbling something. I somehow caught the words "masturbate". But y'know, this is Sydney and i thought it was just another mentally challenged person, so i ignored it. Like, hello! Books galore! (such a total geek, aren't i?)
So ANYWAY, the guy walked away right. And then he comes back and stands next to me, mumbling something again. This time i couldn't make out what he was saying, so i ignored him, cause i thought he was checking out the books on the shelf too. AND THEN THAT...THAT..PERSON WALKS PAST ME AGAIN. This time, HE decides to make himself heard loud and clear!
"Do you want to see me masturbate?"
I looked up at the words "Do you.." and then i saw him smiling this awful awful horrible disgusting terrible gross pervertic GRIN at me! I look back at the book i'm holding and the full meaning of the words sank in only like three seconds after he said it. By then, that GUY (sorry, very tempted to say asshole but i won't)(wait. i just did)(!!!!) already left.

It was so damn bloody horrifying i had to put down the book and look for cherie.
Thank God nothing happened!

But seriously, i get goosebumps now cause i can still imagine his freaky smile. DAMN ):

So we bus-ed home after that, and had dinner for awhile. Supposed to leave for church at 7, but then we had student meeting. Left at 7.30 and we went to Welcome Party!@church. It was fun alright. Talked to a few people we've never met before, which is awesome. But the best part was! (not the bread + dip which was simply amazing) HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL KARAOKE. I know, i know, you people are probably shaking your heads in disgust/amazement, but we weren't THAT bored. We were honestly interested okay! Spent like an hour singing with this lady called amanda. She's really sweet(:

So now i'm back here and i'm blogging and i should stop and catch up on my work.

ta.

Pichas!

Should be studying for my econs test that's well, erm, soon.

But hey! Pictures from celebratory dinner thingamajic


Wanted to YUMMMSEENNNGGG! But Failed.


Phae &Germs.


I swear cherie's in lourrveee with moi


Ben the cheenaman


Temuujin + phae!


&TuBu/Baby/Tuvshin. TOTAL GAYNESS. But hey! On the Gayness scale, he still loses to...


DAMIEN NIANG :D :D :D

Okay sorry. Had to entertain myself to take my mind of econs and gastrics.
Catch you guys later!

D:

Sometimes I get so weird, I even freak myself out.
I laugh myself to sleep, it's my lullaby.

I know. blogging twice a day IS pretty freaky. But there's just too much going through my mind now. Absolutely bombarded by good thoughts, bad thoughts & all that nonsense. Well, was supposed to blog through livejournal, but once i reached there, my mind just went into Autoblank mode. That's a place for ranting and pouring out my feelings.

Well, i just don't feel like doing that now. What's more, bestfriend can't view it (i think) cause i locked all the posts.

Anyhoo, i'm absolutely tired. Very very dead to the world. Massive headache that's threatening to rip me apart and leave me here to bleed. Very melodramatic, i know, but who cares? Honestly?

Okay. Varian's gna make my day by skype-ing with me, nevermind the fact that he chose macs over me. Hahaha

Love you all la.

You are my sugar rush

Messaging cheryl now(: I really miss them a lot (except you kenneth. NOT joking alright)
But hey! Look on the bright side - i'll be home pretty soon! (if the plane doesn't crash)(if i don't get into a car accident)(nevermind the exams issue too)(and tmr's econs essay)(ARGH$(U#ENFK A)(!!!!!!!)

Hahaha spastic. So yeah let's see. Well, on friday (or was it saturday)(sorry, sleep deprivation. slept at 4 last night, woke up at 7am this morning for lessons) The Most Happning thing happened. At around 8, someone triggered the smoke alarm.

Okay, firstly, background info: All homes/apartments/campuses in Australia MUST have a smoke alarm. It's the law and well, if the smoke alarm goes off for some time, the fire brigade will come. So anyway! THIS means that Taylors is famous, nope, not amongst the other international schools or local schools, but amongst the fire brigade.

So enough digression. What happened was - we were chilling in our room (as usual) and then suddenly, the fire alarm went off. My first thought was: Seriously? Seriously! Cause i mean, how many false/true/not major alarms have we had since the start of this year anyway! So well, of course we all evacuated and we were like all in shorts and tshirts and stuff. It was bloody freezing cold, mind you. The fire brigade came, of course, and i mean, they didn't even looked worried at all! Hahaha it was amusing really, cause i think we all knew it was a false alarm, including the firemen. Well, anyway, just as the firemen were leaving, me and germs heard them say "....seven times..."

HAHA. gosh. can you believe it? SEVEN TIMES? Ever heard of the story of the boy that cried wolf? Seven (is a nice number) times is a hell lot.

But yeah. That's like probably on the top of my list for The Most Exciting Things That Have Happened To Date - which, i sadly must admit, is not all that exciting at all. Sheesh.

Oh and how come the fire alarm went off? Because. Of. Too. Much. Spray. Hairspray perfume deodorant and the likes. Almost burst out laughing when suzanne told us the cause because remember Our Perfume Fights!

Okay moving on:

HAPPY VESAK DAY PEOPLE!

Note to kennethleongyufei (whom i love a lot lot lot but hey i'm sucha good liar MUACKZXZXZZX TO EUUU WORZXZXZCZX ROFL): Vesak day is not an indian holiday! it's buddha's birthday apparently, so YOU, MY DEAR DEAR (f****ot) FRIEND, don't go around wishing banglas around you happy vesak day! You'll just get whacked!

Oh and my letters have not reached Singapore yet! HOW SAD IS THAT HUH HUH HUH!
Hahaha but yeah, if you guys got it, pleeeaasseee tell me cause i'm DYING to know.

Okay la. nothing more to say. think i'll blog at livejournal later on(:
See you people. you know i love you!

i don't even know if i want to know. Cause this letdown won't be beautiful.

oblivion.

Did I imagine half of it?

Goodbye.

Overrated.

Friendster's daily horoscope thingamajic:

One of the people you deal with on a nearly daily basis is not shy about singing your praises -- but in their admiration of you, they might be shaping themselves a little too much in your image. Imitation may be the sincerest form of flattery, but this might start to feel a little too much like outright copying. If you feel like they are shadowing you too closely, take action. Let them know that they don't have to copy you -- they are special being just who they are.

Yeahhhhh i know it seems so lame to feel ripped off but i really don't like it. At all.

But hey whatever just let it pass yea? And horoscope's can sometimes be really retarded, but other times it's true. Hahaha weird stuff.

Anyway, HONEY CHICKEN CURRY WON THE BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT! Hahaha Tuvshin was so happy! But yeah, they played well today. Got the whole match recorded! Oh and Asianz won Spartans (Well, of course)

So anyway, went for celebratory dinner and as we were walking, i saw danny! Was shocked at first because i thought he was some stranger. Hahaha after dinner we went to catch LAST NIGHT WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS!

Haha at first, i thought it was a stupid movie...wait, i still think it's a stupid movie. But it's a GOOD stupid movie! Haha i know i know i've CONTRADICTING written all over my face but really, ashton kutcher's hotttttttt. His hair spoils it though. BUT STILL.

Last NightWHAT HAPPENS In Vegas is pretty funny in a stupid way so if you're in for some comic comedy (what?!) , you know what to watch.

Yeah i just started on my econs assignment so i think i should focus on it, with FOCUS being the key word here.

Because i don't know what to make out of this.
So please, just give me a sign
I don't wanna be dragged down into something i don't even know

Do the right thing and give it all up. It's too exhausting, this - game. I quit(:

Somebody out there

I just finished my english homework and it's time to study for my Aust Studies test tmr.

Well, obviously i don't mean now NOW, do i?

Haha school was alright today. It's basically a routine everyday - classes and then an hours break and then more classes. It's so mundane; Boring even. But what to do? My main purpose here is to study. Gone are the days where i'll skip school on a whim and drag my feet to class (&have milo and hello panda for recess haha).

Anyway! On a brighter note, me, cyndy and cherie are planning to join the Student Representative Council! I KNOW I KNOW - after 6 bloody years as a prefect, and almost 2 years leading the board, some people may think i'm mad to go back to the planning thingum. But hey! I actually really enjoy it. It's what i do, y'know? But i was really quite apprehensive at first, but then cyndy (who was vice-president of her SC - don't play play!) got my so hyped up i remembered how much i love the board(:

See! I still remember the council and the board and all that okay :D

Well we went to buy a cake for pheara's birthday and then we watched the dudes play basketball. Well, after the Honey Chicken Curry lost in the semis, they were crushed but then due to external reasons, the 2 leading teams were disqualified - well, almost. so! They're gna play against paoyao's team tmr for 1st & 2nd place! So eggciting. GO HCC! (which sounds waaayyy cooler than honey chicken curry)

But yeah. To go support them means i gta skip like 2 classes or smethg. Really reluctant but hey! THEY'RE PLAYING FOR THE CHAMPIONSHIPS

Aww i'm such a schweet friend. Hahaha

So anyway, today's pheara's birthday yea? He's NINETEEN and we bought a (whisky) cake and celebrated for him at the balcony. he's probably not used to this but then i really hope he's happy! I mean, what with the foreign land thingamajic and all - it's pretty awesome if your buddies celebrate your birthday with you(:

Alright. I totally have to study (have a bad feeling i won't get down to doing any mugging at all) so yea, ciao!

There she was
On a warm summers breeze
Just as free as could be
So oblivious to me
As I stand
Taking her in
Everything else seems to fade
As I get up to say

This is it
This is the moment, am I right or wrong?
But I've got to catch you before you are gone again.
Don't wanna rush you; I've got nothing to lose.
But I've got this feeling it should be me and you

Palms are shaking
Could this really be...
my love at first sight?

Here I stand
Going out on a limb
Searching deep within
For the words to say
She just smiles
As I try to explain
Then she puts her fingers to my lips
As she gets up to say

This is it
This is the moment, am I right or wrong?
But I've got to catch you before you are gone again.
Don't wanna rush you; I've got nothing to lose.
But I've got this feeling it should be me and you

Palms are shaking
Could this really be...
my love at first sight?
My love at first.

You may not believe
But just wait and keep hope alive
Cuz its there; Oh it's real
And one day you will find
You will find your love at first sight.

Please don't stop the music

Having AS now. Research research research kyoto protocol and what not.

BORING, i say, boring!

Well imma cut one class later and go support the Honey Chicken Curry! (GROSS) Basketball gala day makes this possible and chases away the guilt (*cross fingers*) but at least i'm not skipping classes for the whole day.

Yeah well, what comfort huh.

Okay really gta go back to doing stupid research already. Which reminds me - i still have not started on my econs assignment yet!

Mati liao la.

Singlish is coolio :D

ciao!

Sadistic headlines.

4 cats found dead - 3 with stab wounds

By April Chong

ANOTHER four cats have been found dead in Pasir Ris, bringing the death toll to seven felines since May 2.

Of the four, three were found in Pasir Ris Town Park on Monday, within 50m of one another and with abdominal puncture wounds.

The fourth cat was found nearby, in an open field near Block 536. It had a fractured jaw.

It had no other observable wounds, and it is not known whether its death was related to that of the other three.

The Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA), alerted to the deaths, said the wounds on the three in the park were stab wounds, not the result of dog bites.
On May 2, three cats were found in Pasir Ris Street 21, doused with what is believed to be thinner.

Two died and the third was eventually put down as a result of its injuries.

The SPCA is offering a $1,000 reward for information leading to the arrest and prosecution of the person or persons involved in this spate of cat deaths.

The SPCA may be contacted on 6287-5355, Extension 9.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_236642.html?vgnmr=1 (The Straits Times 13th May 08)

______________________________________________

Saw this on-line and i must say, WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD!?!?!!

Hahaha! Cats being stabbed to death? Killed? I mean, stab wounds and fractured jaws must most definitely be the act of a human being. Why, no one to kill so turn to animals is it! Hello whatever happened to KINDNESS TO ANIMALS!
Crazy crazy crazy. How're we supposed to protect our animals anyway?

Sheesh.

A Vacant Affair

Reasons why I want to be a journalist:

1. English - there's just so much you can do with this particular language. To manipulate it to convey messages and emotions. Yeah well, it's a pretty awesome language, hey?

2. One too many detective novels. The whole blame goes to James Patterson of course - not forgetting Sidney Sheldon and the likes. Hooked me up when i was barely 13, driving me away from classics, sucking me in into a whole new world where a contemporary word impacts me at such force.

3. The deadlines. Lately i've been studying about news productions and their processes and all i can say is - WOW. It's gna be hell busy being a journalist, covering rounds and stuff, but hey! that's what we all live for - the moment.

So today i had english for about half-an-hour because only 2 people had their presentations. There was no Aust.stdies cause our teacher was invigilating the math exams. And then media for an hour and break time. Decided to skip FSS to go lunch with phae and germs because there was no econs anyway. Felt so guilty after that. No more full attendance already =/

The rest went to play basketball but i went grocery shopping with char, phae, germs & kathleen. Bought eggs and stuff and yoghurt for lunchhhhhh(: Came back and dinner was pretty quiet. The usuals came back from basketball and they were all high on basketball! Apparently, now that tuvshin's mongolian friend (timuujin) is in their team, tgt with some other korean guy and stuff, their team is getting better. Which means they have a pretty damn good shot at the basketball gala day this coming wed(which i don't think i'll be watching cause i have lessons and i want a clean record pleasseeee)

Joined them for dinner at pavarotti and now we're back and life as an art student is really very boring cause i have very little assignments. The only major ones come from econs which i don't really like but hey i don't like studying anyways.

Phew.

Okay tmr's gna be a long day with ITC so i only at 3 and then i'll probably have to start on my econs (i keep talking about it but i never get started) and finish my media essay and start studying for media quiz this thurs.

What tuvshin said is true - it gets so sickening here cause once you've got one assignment over and done with, another just comes flying in. At full speed too.

No time outs here. Nope-siree. No half-times and i want to rest for a day.

None of that crap here everything's just busy busy busy.

But then again, like i said, life as an art student can get pretty boring cause we're probably one of the free-est people around. Except for the research part. Hate research.

Okay, before i leave:

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KENNETH!

You're old and soon you'll be over 25 and you won't be in your "early twenties" anymore and then boom! you'll be 28 and you won't even be "mid twenties" anymore and and and! Hahaha you get my point.

Well, ciao! oxxooxox

Always on your side

The Amy Lee that everyone knows.



The Amy Lee that not everyone knows. Isn't she absolutely gorgeous? Nevermind the emo-gothic thing that's going on, i think she has an amazing voice. Very talented, that one. Haha

Anyway, i've been listening to NDP songs on youtube! Sun yan zi is definitely one of singapore's most popular icons. But i really like tanya chua too :D

Want to go for NDP so badly this year but i'll be here ):
Feeling so patriotic, especially now that i'm away in a foreign land. But hey! it's all cool.

Anyway, i think i will go to Salvation Army church now. I know i know. Sounds a bit crazy going for SAChurch when i can attend the oh-so-popular hillsongs church. I don't know why though, i feel like i can serve there. Don't know why but during service today (at SA) i had a strong urge to serve in the children ministry and like, teach them tambourine dance or smethg. hee hee.

So today's mother's day yea? Msged my mum but she didn't reply me ):
Hahaha but yeah for the past 16 years i've been taking mothers' day for granted. But today, well, the feeling was just overwhelming. Like it feels so strange now.

Okay the maths people are studying like mad while im here doing nothing and watching youtube. Should start on my econs assignment already. so i don't have to panic and die next week.

School starts tmr. Good or bad? I honestly don't know.

Take care people. Love ya <3

Stranded

Maybe our love would catch like fire

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
I really don't have much to say cause everything i wna say has been said before millions and millions of times
But hey! You know i absolutely love you yea?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIBSON!

Haha IVY! I love you alot too. Hope you've received my msg :D

Okay i gta go back to mugging. Apparently the clips are out ice-skating or smethg. How fun (:



Because maybe, they're gna be the ones that saves me.

And the playboy bunny with her bleached blonde hair

It's friday people! We should be out hanging at george street or mucking around at some coffee place around the city INSTEAD OF STAYING 'HOME' AND WATCHING NORBIT IN THE TV ROOM LATER.

HAHAHA this is stupid. But hey i'm running out of cash. Okay maybe not. BUT I'm trying to SAVE money NOT to shop (i know. don't freak out. it's still me) but to go back to Singapore and buy my camera.

Was just looking at DSLRs online but aussie's are money suckers, they just wna suck all your money and reduce you to nothing. They are cruel people, especially sydney-ians who discriminate against Asians and think that Singapore's in China!

Well yes cameras are cool stuff all you wna do is snap snap snap away oktomats holgas dianas & all how fun wheeeeee!

Okay the four walls are closing in or me now. And ben was so nice to buy yakult and distribute it out :D

And i just realised that when i go back in June/July, i'll probably melt on the streets on smethg. Have been looking at friendster pictures and people in singapore are actually wearing bloody SCARVES! Like hello how can they breathe! It's autumn here and no doubt the temperature isn't as low as other places and there isn't snow but i don't even wear scarves and boots everytime i go out (jacket's are a must though. definitely.)

Well okay sayonara people. supposed to be way away in the tv room already.
XOXO

Video calls, friends, loved <3

I'm online with jiang now. Video call. Hahaha what's up with his hair anyway?

Anyway, what we did was, i'm video conferencing with jiang right, and the rest conference on his phone! - terence, varian, jmo & cheryl. So basically i can talk to all of them! Hahahaha

They totally made my day.
But i should stop soon. Cause it's probably using up alot of memory.

:D
Cheers mate!

I Shall Not Be In Want

Hey baby hey baby hey!
Hahaha have finally completed my IRP but i still have some polishing up to do.
Am absolutely drained. Research assignments are positively exhausting!

Anyway, we were just talking about what degree to do when we're going up to university.
Well, i obviously wna do Arts(Media and communication) and major in media & probably French or Italian studies and if i am able to take a third major, i'll probably try psychology.
But then again, i am really interested in law! Like criminology and stuff. UniSyd offers a double degree for arts(media)&law but then it'll last for 6 years + 1(honours) + USFP = 8 years! Damn i'd be so old by then!

Hahaha it's so interesting though - law. Really wna do criminology but then my first love is probably still writing and media and all that nonsense HAHA

Well i'll be praying about it and if you guys can help advise, please do so! Apparently media is already a very heavy subject and throw in law - i'll probably go mad. And i'll be what, 24years old when i get back! OLD WOMAN. But then again,media itself is already 5years + 1(honours) + USFP = 23 years old.

HOW!

Okay go consult the ultimate people - my parents :D hee hee

Well im off to dinner! see ya guys soon :D

PS Joke of the day

A boy takes his girlfriend home after going out together.
When they reach the front door, he leans against the wall with one hand and says, "Sweetie, why don't you give me a blowjob?"
"What? You're crazy!"
"Don't worry, it will be quick, no problem."
"No!! Someone may see -- a relative, a neighbor..."
"At this time of the night? No one will show up..."
"I've already said No, and NO!"
"Honey, it's just a small blowie...I know you'd like it, too..."
"No! I've said NO!"
"My love... Don't be like that..."

At this moment, the girlfriend's younger sister shows up at the door in her nightgown with her hair totally in disorder. Rubbing her eyes, she says, "Dad says either you have to blow him, I have to blow him, or he will come down and give the guy a blowjob himself, but for God's sake, tell your boyfriend to take his hand off the intercom!

There's always something that's happening in a moment

I just came back not too long ago from playing basketball.
Well, i honestly suck at this ball thingamajic. As Anson said, i'm slow and i can't shoot Hahaha

But then again playing basketball is pretty painful (not physically although that's possible)
I was msging cheryl and we were reminiscing about the Hua Guo Shan days! I wonder now how we could've spent 6 hours straight playing basketball and drinking loads of 100+ (which they don't have it here of course.typical)

But yea i am very homesick. Especially since i know that June's coming and that's when i'll be going home! I. ABSOLUTELY. CANNOT. WAIT.
This feeling sucks. It's practically cruel okay! Who likes the waiting game anyway?

I am honestly sick of Taylors and sick of Sydney and all I wanna do is just go home and sit in front of the tv, with the phone stuck to my ear conferencing with the usuals, eating rojak and watching the 9pm show - basically wasting my life away
Hahaha ahh the comforts of home :D

So anyway, i finally found the problem! to myself.
I am a two-faced bitch. Hahaha not in THAT way but in the sense that though i may seem normal to people, in my head, there's always this constant process called THINKING. Like it's chaos there! World war III or smethg.
Recently too much thinking (and the lack of sleep)(and the stupid bronchitis thingum) has been making me blank out very oftenly. And also i've been having absolutely horrible headaches.
It's a horrible, horrible feeling but i just gta grit my teeth and move on yea? What else can i do, complain? HAH.

Well, see. That's called CONTRADICTING, people, because i just complained.

Oh well. I really HAVE to start on my IRP which is due this thurs and my econs hmwk.

Oh but english presentation was really good, thank God. Mario, apparently, was shocked. I think he thought i was frm China which i'm sorry to say, is just a bit insulting. And media's getting interesting though i really don't like research still. Too tedious. OR maybe i'm just too lazy luh. We have to write an essay about media ownership in a country of our choice and i chose Singapore. Hahaha apparently our media outlets are pretty bad which makes me think twice about working in SPH. Hmmm

Australian Studies report test thingamajic was a disaster. I didn't study one part, which means DIE, DIE, DIE


Yeah i'm probably being overly dramatic. Hello homework, goodbye people.

Why do i feel the emptiest although there's a crowd around me?

Joke of the day

A young man wanted to purchase a gift for his new sweetheart's birthday and as they had not been dating very long, after careful consideration, he decided a pair of gloves would strike the right note: romantic but not too personal. Accompanied by his sweetheart's younger sister, he went to Nordstrom's and bought a pair of white gloves. The sister purchased a pair of panties for herself. During the wrapping, the clerk mixed up the items and the sister got the gloves and the sweetheart got the panties.

Without checking the contents, the young man sealed the package and sent it to his sweetheart with the following note:

"I chose these because I noticed that you are not in the habit of wearing any when we go out in the evening. If it had not been for your sister, I would have chosen the long ones with the buttons but she wears short ones that are easier to remove. These are a delicate shade, but the lady I bought them from showed me the pair she had been wearing for the past three weeks and they are hardly soiled. I had her try yours on for me and she looked really smart. I wish I were there to put them on for you the first time as no doubt other hands will come in contact with them before I have a chance to see you again. When you take them off, remember to blow in them before putting them away as they will naturally be a little damp from wearing. Just think how many times I will kiss them during the coming year!

All my love.

P.S. The latest style is to wear them folded down with a little fur showing."

Definitely, maybe

I'm TRYING to mug for my Australian studies test tmr. It's like 15% of the overall and i'm pretty sick of it already.

Well Happy birthday damien! And Happy belated birthday to jiang!
Am totally missing you guys. But i hope you people are enjoying your 17th birthday while i'm suffering down under.

Haha i sound so depressed but then again, i very well just could be. English presentation first thing in the morning and i'm so NOT looking forward to it! It's pretty ironic cause i actually miss the emcee-ing days but then thrust me an article and give me 15mins for a presentation,and i actually feel all weak at the knees. WEAKLING!!

Today's been happening. So Far. At around 4.30, rakhman, cherie, tuvshin and I were just sitting around at the common room and then we started playing truth or dare! HILARIOUS OKAY! I had to crack an egg on my forehead and DUDES PLEASE DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME. HAHAHA it hurt like crap and i had to do it like what 10 times so that it finally cracked open. And then Cherie got dared to drink 2 cans of coke in 2 minutes and she did it! Haha awesome or what.
Tuvshin then got dared to stuff grilled tomatos in his mouth and ask a girl for her number with her mouth full. He succeeded in the stuffing part, but then got turned off by the girls or smethg (lol) and gagged. HAHA and so we placed a piece of tomato in this dip thingum, and he had to take it out without using his hands and all.
Well during dinner, we completed the rest of our dares!
1. Rakhman went down on his knees and proposed to some random girl
2. I had to take out my slippers and act like it was my handphone! And that there was no reception (how embarrassing. But hey! We live for embarrassing moments HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT)
3. Cherie had to go around and ask 5 guys for pads because 'her period came'. She ended up asking only rohit, eric and ben who ran away like a scaredy cat!
4. Tuvshin had to sit on rohit's lap. Haha
Awesome stuff basically. Crazy people.

Okay i really NEED to study now. Gta sleep early can't be late for school tmr!

Loves! <3

PS I Love You

Finished PS I Love You in like 3 days. It's a sad love story but i'm not exactly impressed with the writing. They say the movie's good though. Am planning to watch it when i get back to Singapore!

ANYWAY, i'm trying to leave early, like around 20th june so i will spend nearly a month in singapore! I really really wna go back, which actually surprised me even cause i thought i'd be able to withstand being away for like a year.

That's not happening, unfortunately.

WELL I'm feeling darn right happy now cause i have my broadband! LIKE FINALLY ALRIGHT. After 11 damn straight weeks. FINALLY i can start my assignments. hahahaha

Well, just got back home not too long ago. Went with the usual & more to watch Ironman! Hahaha it's really quite cool especially the heart generator thing that i keep admiring hahaha nevermind that we had front row seats (total bummer)

It's going to be winter soon and it's feeling like it!

Actually had truckloads of stuff to tell you people but now my mind's an absolute blank. Have some blog-hopping to do so see ya!

XOXO