Okay had like the scariest thought:

What if i don't go to school tmr? As in, deliberately?

Anyway, i shouldn't be harbouring such mental thoughts. It's useless because i'll still go even if i don't want to.

Catcher in the Rye is a pretty famous book and someone gave it to me, erm, last year i think?
Such a shame. i've only read it once.
But since i'm in the middle of Harry Potter (i'm trying to not read too much but study more which is proving to be extremely difficult) I have no time for other books at the moment.

I don't understand how people can hate reading though. I mean, fine, if you're holding on to really lousy books with virtually no storyline then i can understand what you mean.
I even understand if you're reading some classic, or literature. Afterall, it does get a little boring.
But books are really good! Sometimes even better than tv (but this is touchy. i love TV AND books at the same time. And don't forget the radio! - VIDEO KILLED THE RADIO STAR :D )

And my parents just left to watch a movie ):
It's quite sad seeing that almost everyone else has a life, but me.
I've been cooped up at home or in the school hall practically everyday since the start of prelims. Or maybe even before that.

But still. Thank God that the time for extended programmes and excessive after school programmes are all passe. And not to mention, CHINESE REMEDIALS.
i think that's the worst.
I miss lower secondary days though, when people don't really give two-shit and you feel like you have a whole life ahead of you.
But then you get into sec 3, and everything screws up. Okay la, it's not that bad, but secondary 3 is probably the shittiest year in the 4 years of secondary school life.

Whatever it is, my secondary school LIFE ended on the 16th.
However, my secondary school DAYS are gna be lost on the 6th of now, 6pm

Anyway i was watching TRL the other day, and they were talking about Britney Spears and the custody thing. If you all still live in the ice age, Britney spears is fighting for the custody of her 2 kids with her ex-husband, (bummer)Kevin Ferderline.

And then TRL went around talking to people in I LOVE NY (inside joke) about her and whether they think she should get her kids. The reaction of almost everybody is : "its sad that she's losing her kids. But she really needs to get her act up. "

And then they interviewed Chris Crocker, who admittedly, scared me off a little bit.
Anyway, Chris is a helluva britney fan and *ahem, he looks just a little bit like her. Got me questioning about his sexuality but generally, he seems pretty popular.

Go check out youtube for his " STOP BASHING BRITNEY, SHE'S HAVING A HARD TIME " and "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT" videos.

Classic : "i may be a whore, but i am not a famewhore okay"

AND THEN I SAW HIS VIDEO OF HIM DANCING AND THEN I BURST OUT LAUGHING UNTIL I CRIED.
PLEASE go check it out! i won't put it here cause it may cause you to freak out and die of shock or heart attack. It'll make you cover your ears but not your eyes and then you'll be so repulsed you have to let out gas. Haha okay that's random but seriously, the video SCARES me.
He's like some total psycho i sat in shock throughout the whole near 3 minute video and then probably another hour after that.
Even now, i'm stumped. Look at it
"I just can't.. Control myself!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, Gimme more (no pun intended) Sarah Michelle Gellar. It sounds wrong but ever since they stopped buff, i've not seen her.

Okay i said that purely because of the GIMME MORE part.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

You, Me, My Medication

SIX MORE DAYS
SIX MORE PAPERS

And i keep hearing RJA all over the place! On phones, other people's MP3s, playing on the airwaves!

HAHAHA RJA reminds me of table partner! :D
We always try to remember the lyrics of the RJA songs.

Had really really really super weird dream last night
Had a whole mixture of the weirdest people dumped tgt in my dream - includes secondary school friends, pri sch friends, and of course the usual typical nameless faceless strangers.
I think it must be the lack of brain cells.

This is bad but i feel so not panicky and not stressed out at all.

And i'm telling YOU now, that I, Geraldine Chua will be leaving on the 31st of Jan 2008 to study in Sydney, Australia.
Don't ask why. it's just a personal choice, but of course i have my own reasons(:
Not that i'm looking forward to leaving Singapore &everybody okay. I am not.

Really! sheesh.

So looking forward to six days later!
Oh makan kakis! CHOMPS FOR DINNER NEXT TUEDAY? :D :D :D (after the sickening lit papers.)

Anyway.
MCR's coming.
I still don't know if the killers are coming/came but at this moment i'm not exactly chasing for tickets.
Linkin park's coming.

Who else wants to visit pretty, green singapore?

Paper tmr and friday!
Minimum, Bs for those 2.

Chimos.

Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away?

Isn't that actress from Brothers And Sisters the Ally Macbeal show?
Oh my that show's from long ago la can. But i don't know if that actress is the one i'm talking about.

So far, i've cleared maths and english. Geog &chem too, but that's just half of the whole subject.
Am so tired &my back hurts because i think i keep sitting up
I need a personal masseuse or smethg

Anyway maths paper 2 today. Two and a half hours which fly by so damn quickly.
So after the paper, it was still pretty early and me adam terence and jiang went to heartland for lunch at Qiji
After lunch, which was about 12? We talked and talked and talked and laughed of course.
Talked about many random things, many of them unexplainable. Like, how come different people speak different languages and who came up with the alphabet and how are bones formed in a foetus and stuff like that. Was interesting. Wondered if there's anything that can stop or break through tornados etc stuff like that.

Oh. We were so genius. We were talking about the good old days (As usual) and then we were saying how long we've not seen bella. And jiang commented that he saw bella quite a long time ago, and i was like, 'oh me too!'
And we realised that we were together then, plus varian, at vivo! Haha dumb people
And we went on trying to figure out what exactly we were doing at vivo because there was only the 3 of us, and the rest were not there! It's weird cause usually gatherings have at least like 6 of us present so we spent ten years trying to figure that out.

Talked from 11 plus to 5.30! Butt cramps! HAHA TERENCE.
Halfway through maureen and varian joined us (:

Anyway, just SIX MORE PAPERS LEFT
and SEVEN MORE DAYS!
it'll be over soon
CAN'T WAITTT I NEED MAJOR SHOPPING SPREEEE :D

chimos!

Thanks to Kalvinder, i'm pretty much into R&B these few days

Haha what's up ladiesHow ya'll doin'Yea I know what ya'll needAll of ya'llAnd that's ya'll gangsta boo rightCome onMmmYea...YeaOh no noIt was 6 o'clock on the dotThat's when I seen this cutieShe was chillin' at the spotshe was wit her girlsI was wit my boysAll of a suddenI asked her to come over and say�Whaddup maHow'd you like to get to know me?I'm not shyI'll do anything for you andI'm that guySay I pick you up at eightI promise I won't be late�[Girl:] 'Cause all I ever wanted wasSomeone I could hold on toSomeone who would never break my heart in two[Chris:] can I be the one for you?[Girl:] lets sing out and let's seeShorty wanna rider (gangata boo)I told her that I'd call her (it's true)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on come onShorty want a baller (gangata boo)Someone who can spoil her (it's true)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on, come onI never met no-one like you beforeBut I gotta take this chanceCause if I don't I'll never knowWhat this girl is really looking forI may not have all the money (so who cares)I may not have all the fancy cars (I'd still be there)But what I have to give you babyIs so much more[Girl:] 'Cause all I ever wanted wasSomeone I could hold on toSomeone who would never break my heart in two[Chris:] can I be the one for you?[Girl:] lets sing out and let's seeShorty wanna rider (gangata boo)I told her that I'd call her (it's true)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on come onShorty want a baller (gangata boo)Someone who can spoil her (it's true)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on, come onHey shorty you're the oneNice lips thick hipsPut me onToo tough come on girlBreak me offI can't see you wit nobody elseNobody's like your Chris (noo)(DON'T KNOW THIS BIT)Come on baby [x2]Shorty wanna rider (gangata boo)I told her that I'd call her (it's true � yes I did)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on come onShorty want a baller (gangata boo)Someone who can spoil her (it's true)I'm not looking for the love butI think that you're the oneSo come on, come onooohh ohhohh noyeee-eeaaah

Genius. Pure genius.
The whackiest song all year! Can you imagin kal dancing now? Her funny step-snap-step dances!

Okay sorry i just feel like i'm missing out on alot of stuff going on in the REAL world

And stop studying already people!
There's only so much you can achieve in one night.

What is true contentment, you say?
It's being blessed(:

You got me lovestoned.

One word: DIE

Two words: SO DEAD

Three words: KILL ME NOW


___________________________

Okay *edit. Friends on now, i'm taking a short half hour break.
After that, back to maths.

Im getting gastrics, which sucks.

Okay this is totally random.
I have milo at home though.
And donuts :D

Chimos

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight

Been mugging since around 11 in the morning
Stopped only to read HP
It's so addictive can. And you definitely won't get bored because J.K.Rowling is such a great author!

Anyway, They're showing nightmares &dreamscapes on tv, based on the short stories by Stephen King i think.
Lol stephen king is good. And his books never seem to make you feel so.. creeped out.
It makes you feel all weird but not to the point of fear - the kind that makes you feel Afraid of sleeping in the dark - the kind of fear that true blue horror movies can instill in you.

Anyway i'm watching HBO - Buddy. Goodness this woman is weird. Haha there's this english woman who absolutely loves animals. So she's already raising parrots and birds and dogs and cats and horses and chimps.
And then she decides to take in a sick baby gorilla. My she's eccentry.

And the gorilla is so funny la. Okay that's not a very nice thing to say.
But the chimps are hilarious! They act like little kids, just ten times more mischievious.

So i realised that humans are very ironic people.
For example, we call ourselves bitches and bastards and retarded and spastic, and we pride ourselves on that! I mean, What is Wrong with us anyway!

Hahaha i'm not aiming this at anyone, i mean, i just realised it. After all, i'm guilty of such a crime too.
But don't you think it's really funny? Not to mention, ironic. And a little on the contradicting side. After all, none of the people i normally call 'gay' or 'retarded' are really gays or retarded.
I mean, what If you really meet someone who's homosexual and really retarded? Obviously you wouldn't call them what they really are right?

HAHA okay like i said, human beings are the weirdest people on earth. Okay fine, we're the only people on earth. So that just makes us even more weird.

I have Absolutely No Idea what i'm ranting on about.

English and maths paper1 tmr!
Pray pray pray (:

Chimos :D

GOSH.
Guess what i'm watching now?
CLASSIC NICK! HAHA okay i know i sound overly excited, but what they're showing on now is all the old old old nickelodeon shows
Like skeeter, kenan&kel, and clarrisa (melissa joan hart!)

Anyway, i realised that many of the actors in the old show are working in the more recent ones
Like 'bobby' in skeeter. Isn't he like owen in naturally sadie?
HAHA okay i feel so lame.

Who loves orange soda?
Kel loves orange soda
Isn't true?
Uh-huh.. I do i do i do

Hahaha total madness.

Brought back a whole load of stuff from the old house.
That's ALOT of Stuff alright.

Anyway i was just looking through stuff - letters, books, stickers etc. you know, things that primary school kids get obsessed about.
Haha my goodness! We were like 100% lame can. But its really interesting to look back and laugh at the past.

And there's a whole load of pictures! Especially from the UK trip. Because it's so long ago, i can't remember much of it already.
Haha i remember getting FLEAS(!!!) in UK because i went around touching the stray puppies =/

But yea i Love that place!
Someone bring me back there someday alright :D

Okay chimos!

The take over, the break's over

Incubus for you people(:
1999 hit

Dance Floor Anthem

Dammit! $(U F($^%($%%$(HN%I$W OF ALL SONGS!
sheesh imeem's getting really retarded!
I spent so long trying to get One of the nicest songs of all time, and then it becomes some 30 second shit!

Okay nevermind. Since this blog came with a muse song, i'll use a muse song instead :D
Or incubus

See first la.

After finding i'm back to maths!
spent the last 2 hours doing the TYS
Feel so drainedand tired and i don't feel like studying anymore! ):

And So I Watch You From Afar

Friday nights are meant for TV(:

After all the crazy 9pm shows, there's Ghost Whisperer (Yea Jennifer Love Hewitt's hot alright. Though i think her singing career ended just shortly after she released her first single - barenaked. Correct me if i'm wrong, it's been years.)
It's remarkable how producers of Ghost Whisperer have managed to sustain this show. I mean, a woman who can see ghosts? It isn't easy to think of problems ghosts have right? But they make it very human and normal. (I think that producers of friends is the best. 9(?) seasons and it just gets funnier after ever episode.)

And then Survivor:China! HAHA i've never been much of a fan of such reality tv shows (okay fine except for America's next top model - all the bitching! sheesh!, and laguna beach for awhile)
But this. I don't understand how i managed to stay away from such shows.
Survivor china (oh aaron's out! drats) is like full of cunning, scheming people who want to win big bucks.
I think the only reason why i'm watching such shows is because it pleases me to watch people backstab each other.
I know That's a HORRIBLE, horrible thing to say! But apparently, I don't know. I feel really bad, and admitting it makes it even more worse. And true.
HAHA but yea all that voting people out stuff makes you sit on the edge of your seat and when people gets voted out, it's harsh.
And then there's all the challenges. Things people will do for money. Like Jaime. I thought she was really nice, but then! (last week's episode)

So if you're gna join survivor wherever one day, make sure that you're either Too good to be voted off the island, or that you're simply smart enough to gang up with all the right people and bump the 'better' people off the island.

Anyway, I just realised that Shan Wee's ( GREEN LEPRECHAUN SHORTS, FREAKISH HEIGHT OF 2METRES AND HASN'T SEEN DAYLIGHT IN YEARS) from Eye for a guy 2
I didn't know that! Haha i only knew howard who apparently, is the THE Love Guru and stuff like that. Heard that he(howard) gave denise keller loads of presents during the whole show!

There was a time when i totally thought utt(sada?) gregory something-something-whatever (He's gay and proof that i know that and am Totally over him? I can't even remember his full name! :D)and denise keller where made for each other!
But then i outgrew that period of self-delusion of course.

But enough of utt & denise keller. I'm here to talk about shan wee. Like i've said countless of times before, i love his accent. Okay fine im a sucker for english accents, provided that they're not too thick.
He's not much of a looker (not much, not Not) but after pairing up with ros, i've realised that he's a great DJ! of course, ros has always been but i used to hear him on his night shows and i thought that he was all just but another 'lousy' DJ that's just reading off scripts.
Of course, hosting alone is not easy.
I think.

And i feel so guilty. 4 years is enough to make anyone broke
But God will provide

For now, O'lvls!
Chimos :D

whimsical

Was looking for the dancing waiters at pizza hut and i came across this....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay i think by now you've already gotten my point.
It's really hilarious.
stomachache!

Let go

Okay i spent like the last hour trying to find a complete let go cover by BLG
I was ALMOST giving up and wanted to use the original version
BUT THEN
:D


Why this song and not thunder? or head over heels? or memory? or the kill? or the remedy?
haha so many choices but this cover's Really good! and i mean REALLLLYYY GOOD!
Plus, it's a great song.
And martin's voice is so good here!

Anyway, this song may be familiar to frou frou fans.
And then A Static Lullaby did a cover of this song too
All 3 covers sound different. Frou frou still has the very peaceful feeling, while the A Static lullaby version is just.. Edgier >> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkJYOZF_HQE
So go BLG! NEW ALBUM AND TOUR PLEASE.


chimos!
XOXO

SPG

Okay time for a REALLY long post. Like, REALLY LONG.

HAHA SPGs ARE LIKE SO TOTALLY IN AGAIN!
sorry i just find it so amusing okay!
Haven't heard that term in a few years now. And it surprises me to know people who don't know that term.

Anyway, i decided to do a little research
(http://www.wikipedia.com)

Sarong Party Girl (also known as SPG or Singapore Party Girl) is a derogatory term used in Singapore and (to a lesser extent) in Peninsular Malaysia.

It describes a local Asian woman (e.g. Eurasian, Chinese, Malay, Indian) who usually dresses and behaves in a provocative manner, and who exclusively dates and prefers white men. This can be considered a variant of the Pinkerton Syndrome*. The term first achieved international notoriety after the 1994 publication of Jim Aitchison's book "Sarong Party Girl", which offered a satirical portrayal of the SPG and related aspects of Singaporean culture.

The term has its fairly innocuous roots in the late 1940s-early 1950s when Singapore was still ruled by the British. As a general practice, the British forces personnel socialised very much among themselves, according to their military ranks and status (i.e officers and enlisted men). However, there were some instances when specific local guests were invited to social functions hosted by the British. The term 'Sarong Party' came into use to describe social functions which included local invited guests. The sarong is a wrap-around 'skirt' that is part of Malay formal dress popular among local men and women of the time. It is still worn today. Over time, the term has taken its more colourful meaning.

AND it continues to crack me up...

The stereotypical Sarong Party Girl has extremely tanned skin, a false foreign accent, and is provocatively dressed. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) Originally, the outfit of choice was thought to be a bikini/tank-top paired with a sarong, but that has changed. Many of them frequent nightclubs or other nightspots that are popular with expatriate white men, in order to meet and form relationships with them. Sarong Party Girls are known to prowl specific nightspots in Singapore along Orchard Towers, Boat Quay, Clarke Quay, Emerald Hill and City Hall; the classic location being the now-defunct Carnegies at Far East Square.

Sarong Party Girls in local entertainment are usually portrayed as gold-digging, husband-snatching Asian sirens. (AGAIN, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) This perception contributed much to Singapore's decadent image in the 1970s, as seen in films such as Saint Jack. The Sarong Party Girl stereotype was popularised by a series of humorous books by Jim Aitchison in the 1990s.


And in the course of trying to find out more about SPGs ( SARONG party girls to me) i came across this website
CHECK IT OUT WHEN YOU ARE (ONLY WHEN)EXTREMELY FREE : http://www.talkingcock.com/html/lexec.php?op=LexView&lexicon=lexicon&alpha=S&page=1

Its atrociously hilarious! I mean, really! Every single singaporean i know use AT LEAST ONE of the words there, nevermind that they are the 'jia kantang' &grow up kinda people with teachers from britain. it's SINGAPORE and singapore means SINGLISH. period.

Some examples below. Nothing vulgar of course, but check out the site for the not very nice to hear ones. And it all starts with 'S' because i was, well, looking for information to tell All Of You about SPGS (i can't believe so many people don't know what it means)
Also, i added some comments. Those in brackets, and not in bold.

Some i find really funny. And(or) not to mention, (EXTREMELY)true. Others are just Plain Ridiculous. i mean, why do we even use those kinds of words anyway? SEE ME NO UP! And the rest is just VERY VERY POPULAR.
Haha We Always speak very improper english LAH!


Word: SABO KING
Real meaning: real saboteur.
Used in: "He's a damn sabo king. I told him I do'wan to go for the meeting, and he nominates me to go!"

Word: SAHT
Real meaning: Of uncertain provenance, it’s the local equivalent of “cool” or “groovy”.
Used in: “You got tickets to the sold out concert? How come you so saht one?”
See also: Saht Saht Boh Chioh

Word: SALA
Real meaning: Malay for “wrong” and “incorrect”.
Used in: “His house is over there, not here. You go sala oreddy, lah.”

Word: SALA PARKING
Real meaning: A rather witty Malay euphemism for incorrect underwear dressing by men. ( I SWEAR I DIDN'T KNOW THIS)

Word: SAY SOME MORE (Contributed by Daniel Hong)
Real meaning: Sarcastic warning to another person not to continue their abuse, perhaps even after the argument has ended.
Used in: Ah Beng: "You damn cock up, ah you!"
Ah Seng: "Still say some more! Whack you then you know!"

Word: SCARED WHAT
Real meaning: An expression of bravado.
Used in: “Go to jail, go to jail, lor. Scared what?”

Word: SEE ME NO UP
Real meaning: To be looked down upon by someone. Can also be used to accuse someone of being condescending.
Used in: "You know me for so long and still treat me like that? You damn see me no up, is it?"

Word: SEH BIN (Contributed by Bubba)
Real meaning: Describes someone who is very proud.
Used in: "I invited him to dinner and he rejected me. Damn seh bin!"

Word: SENG LEE CHO TUA (Contributed by Kevin)
Real meaning: Hokkien term which literally translates as "business do big". Used (with a bit of sarcasm) to comment on someone who appears to be a show-off or very busy, giving others the impression that he/she is doing very well in his/her job.
Used in: "Wah, now you carry 2 handphone ah? Seng lee cho tua leow, hor?"

Word: SEVEN MORNING EIGHT MORNING CRY FATHER CRY MOTHER
Real meaning: A literal translation of a hybrid phrase - qi zao ba zao (Mandarin for 'early in the morning') and kau peh kau bu (Hokkien for 'to bellyache').
It means to complain loudly first thing in the morning. (More commonly used in hokkien, of course)
Used in: "You ah, lost ten dollars only what! Don't seven morning, eight morning (**qi za bui za) cry father, cry mother(**kao peh kao bu) and wake up the whole neighbourhood!"

Word: SHOW HALF BALL
Real meaning: To describe a girl who is revealing substantial cleavage.
Used in: “Check out Ah Lian today, man. Her dress is so low cut, she show half ball.” ( I didn't know this too!)

Word: SIA SUAY
Real meaning: Hokkien for "to embarass".
Used in: "I warn you, you better get good grades. Don't sia suay me, okay!"

Word: SIAL LAH!
Real meaning: Exclamation of/or disbelief formed by a combination of "sial" and "lah". Typically used alone or in the beginning of a sentence by mats (ahem) trying to act more munjen and vice-versa.
Used in: "Siah Lah! That girl damn chio siah....."

Word: SIAM
Real meaning: Hokkien term for "get out of the way". Can either be used to shoo people away, or in the sense of making oneself scarce or dodging a task.
Used in: 1. "Siam ah! Sio ah!” (Get out of the way! This bowl of soup is hot!)
2. "I saw the boss coming, so I thought I'd better siam (one corner)(haha) quickly."

Word: SIAN JIT PUA
Real meaning: "Sian" describes something as boring. "Jit pua" is Hokkien for "half". Put together, and the phrase can be loosely translated as "too boring by half", meaning it is extremely boring. (contradicting now, aren't we?)
Used in: "Sian jit pua, man! This disco is damn boring!" (More commonly used by teengs: Sian half.)

Word: SIANG KAH PAGER
Real meaning: Hokkien for "who paged/beeped me?" To be said very loudly in public places, such as cinemas or during performances. (HAHAHAHA TYPICAL. who writes these stuff anyway? Are they paid? They should be paid!)

Word: SOLID
Real meaning: An adjective describing something or someone as being very impressive.
Used in: 1. “Did you (it should be 'YOU GOT') see her performance? Solid, man!”

Word: SOMBONG (we don't use this... usually dao.... but read on......)
Real meaning: Arrogant and haughty. Basically the same as “Ya Ya” (HAHA yaya papaya!)
Used in: “Piang eh, Ah Lian is si beh sombong one. I saw her in school and she never say hello.”

Word: SORRY NO CURE
Real meaning: Singlish phrase used to express indignation at an inadequate attempt at an apology
Used in: Ah Kok: "Why you potong jalan my girlfriend?"
Ah Beng: "Ai yah, sorry lah!"
Ah Kok: "Sorry no cure! Ai tio hoot?"

Word: SOTONG
Real meaning: Malay for “squid”. Used to describe someone as rather inept or in a world of his own. Presumably, it comes from the squid’s emission of a cloud of ink, hence the popular phrase, “blur like sotong.” May be used as both noun and adjective.
Used In: “Aiyah, why you ask him to go and do things? He’s damn sotong one!”

Word: STAYBER PAH MARBER
Real meaning: A deliberately sloppy pronunciation of the words "stable" and "marble", the phrase literally means to play marbles in a stable fashion. It is used to describe someone who has shown exceptionally steady behaviour under stress. May also be used as an exhortation to keep cool.
Used in: 1. "Wah piang, Recruit Phua kena from OC stand in the rain whole day, he si beh stayber pah marber!" (Wow, the OC made Recruit Phua stand in the rain all day, and he's still okay. He's very cool.)
2.. "Eh, this sort of thing don'ch stress! Must stayber pah marber!"

Word: STYLO MILO
Real meaning: Stylish, fashionable
Used in: “Wah, check out Ah Beng’s Versace jeans! Since when he so stylo milo one?”

Word: SUAH KOO
Real meaning: A Hokkien term which literally translates as “mountain tortoise”. Used to describe or suggest someone as being unsophisticated and ignorant. The Singlish equivalent of a “country bumpkin” or a “hick”.
Used in: “You donno how to use a microwave oven? Why you so suah koo one?”

Word: SUKA-SUKA
Real meaning: Derived from the Malay term "suka" (above), meaning "like", this means to do as one likes, regardless of whether someone else approves.
Used in: "You can't just suka-suka do this kind of thing."

Word: SWEE SWEE BOH KAY CHWEE
Real meaning: Hokkien phrase which literally translates as "beautiful and not diluted with water", meaning something is already perfect, and there is therefore no need to add anything.
Used in: "Don't disturb! Everything is swee swee boh kay chwee."

Someone should compile these stuff into a book.
101 GUIDE TO BEING A TRUE-BLUE STLO MYLO SINGAPORE LANG
DON'T BE BODOH SEH! LIKE THAT SURE DAMN SHAT LA

okay enough of blogging. my fingers are tired. and so are my eyes.
And on a random note, the masks used in the movie V for Vendetta is very amusing.

*anyway, The Pinkerton Syndrome is a derogatory Singaporean term describing the tendency of some local Asians who tend to consider Caucasians superior, usually having a bias towards favouring Caucasians over locals

Chimos!

innocence

I'm home and i feel like sleeping! But i won't (:
Instead i'll have a good night sleep tonight, for once.

Geography was alright. I don't know actually. Some part of me says that it's so-so
the other parts say that it was HELL DIFFICULT
oh well, its over. and i probably won't touch the textbook again.

Anyway,





this song was on the radio once.
Sadly though, it stopped playing already
Her vocal's really good here so listen. None of the bitch, slut, i wanna be your girlfriend business.

So yea. Did i mention that i'm really really tired?
Long weekend and busy week next week!
Emaths, english, bio & f&n!

ITS ENDING SOON :D

I forced myself to wake up at 8am today just so i could do the geog TYS
okay it hasnt really been touched la
but i am determined (or sadly confident only) to do development and manufacturing
HOWWWWW

Anyway, if its God's will, He'll deliver me and give me easy questions =x
hahaha no la i really wna do well, but like i said God's will, not mine!

So I'm just gna walk into the exam hall and face the geog paper today with Trust in Him (:
Still not very confident la okay.

And i'm so tired cause i cldnt sleep last night!

Pray for me! I really need some prayers now (:

Okay back to geog!

chimos!

Thank You Lord

Okay i'm supposed to be chiong-ing for Geog
But i have to stop here and say hello to everyone :D

Chemistry is done (except for MCQ) and alright i must say it was manageable.
Surprisingly i could do almost all the questions. Almost i say.

But it's not me. It's God.
He's the one who made my path straight.
For the last few days, QT has been more regular and very good(:
It's a shame how little time i spend with God everyday la.

Anyway, last night's QT was on proverbs; Wisdom!

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight" - Proverbs 3:5-6

Popular verse. But Amen to that anywy(:

I'm not 100% perfect. I'm still learning to surrender everything to Him
It's not easy too. Not easy to put Him first, especially when there's so many distractions, studies &school to name a few.

But God WILL makes things alright in the end!
It's amazing isn't it? How great My, Our God is?

I'm just feeling so overwhelmed right now.

&All i'm living for is You <3

____________________________________

First it was chem
Now it's geog!
Extremely unprepared! ):

tingly

It's like 930am and i'm already starting to feel all tingly and nervous slash excited
Chem paper starts at 2.30, OF ALL TIMES
like half of my papers are in the afternoon la

&I totally could Not sleep last night!
Therefore i tried not to reach for my books but instead, i listened to muttons at midnight
They had the Click five on the airwaves!

HAHA i bet like everyone's going KYLE PATRICK by now

okay number 1. He's just cute.

number 2. He Cannot Sing.

okay he can la but i still prefer the previous singer, Eric Dill
Especially for empty! okay fine it's a good song but everytime i listen to it i just have to focus on his vocals
It's a distraction HAHA and then i keep seeing the video on MTV for empty
It just reminds me of McFly's video for It's All About You!

But anyway they're a good Band with some great singles like Just the girl and stuff
Though too much of Jenny all day long is beginning to make me go crazy

They were really funny on air though. and the muttons test was funny. So the muttons would say a word, and the band had to guess if the word is the name of a person, food of place.
So they started off with Hawpar Villa, and Lor Mai Kai, and Sun Yan Zi (they know stephanie sun just don't know her chinese name apparently) and Lap Chiong (chinese sausages!) and Liang PoPo(HAHAHA) and Chinatown (in hokkien) and a few other words which i cant remember.
Joe was hilarious. He just guessed that everything's food. Oh and they love tiger beer!
I don't understand how people can drink bitter stuff like that but hey! makes me proud of singapore. (no its not a suburb)

And oh i listened to jojo's version of beautiful girl.

Listen to it.

First Chris Brown &Rihanna remix of umbrella? That was bad enough what with all the ella ella eh eh and umbrellas and you are my cinderella ella ella and glass slippers and what not.
It's something fresh and the remix version just gives it a new edge
But some people wna listen to Music and lyrics and Nice voices!

Oh and i can't believe i missed the BEP concert.
Stupid O'lvls

and if you haven't already realised it, i'm just trying to remain normal and stay calm

chimos!

she's so lovely!

HAHA i absolutely adore this song!
It's so funny it tickles my funny funny very funny bones.
It's the kinda song that makes you wna dance around and sing along with your girlfriends
HAHA its so fly baby




I love the way she fills her clothes.
She looks just like them girls in vogue.
I love the way she plays it cool.
I think that she is beautiful.

She's so lovely
She's so lovely
She's so lovely
She's so lovely x2

She's Pretty, a fitty
She's got a boyfriend though and thats a pity.
She's flirty so flirty
And that kind of girl thats really dirty.

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
How we'll make it through this.
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

I love the way she bites her lip
I love the way she shakes them hips.
I love the way she makes me drool.
I think that she is beautiful.

She's so lovely
She's so lovely
She's so lovely
She's so lovely x2

A stunner, I want her
Was she this fit when she was 10 years younger?
Come see me discreatly.
She says shes got a trick or two to teach me.

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
How we'll make it through this. x3

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

I think that you are lovelyx 7
I think that you are beautiful.

She's so lovely
She's so lovely
She's so so lovely
She's so lovely x2

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
How we'll make it through this. x5
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know


Okay i'm back on the rap because i've done the tys 2-3times already and Last year's paper was absolutely easy peasy!
*Cross fingers. Let's hope that Cambridge will be nice enough and give something even simpler.
what can i do now but study somemore (GEOG! *SCREAMS)
3 weeks seem to be slowing down.

Anyway, the radio's my baby these few days.
I keep hearing BSB and their song inconsolable. its a typical BSB song, so nothing much really except for the fact that kevin's gone so now its just another 4 member boyband.

Like, look at nick carter. He has one album and 2 singles which are long forgotten by the world by now. And then look at BSB's rival, N*sync. Guess who's from there? Yea Justin Timberlake.
Nevermind that he used to be another pretty face in another boyband (who admittedly was pretty big ) back when we were little kiddies who worshipped blond Floppy hair (arghh)

But look at Mr J.T himself! He's probably one of the best artistes out there so its cool. I mean, he didn't even need cameron diaz or britney spears to boost his popularity. When he first went solo, he had great songs, especially cry me a river! and then he went into that whole funkaye-music-that-gets-you-addicted-and-dancey genre thingamajic.
Of course, collaborating with Timberland is awesome la. Its timberland!

But its not a 3-strikes-and-you're-out thing.
Basket-oops Backstreet Boys still can do something.
But the thing is do we want them to?
After all, they are famous for whiny lovesongs. Ask anyone to sing I want it that way, or The Call or Larger Than Life. Even Back to your heart and they'll do it.
(i know them backstreet boys song alright!)

So what if we're all into screamo and retro music and techno and rock?
You can call them Gay (harvn!) but its definitely a fact that the numerous BSB songs we grew up with can never be thrown away just like that *snaps fingers.

So yea don't be so hard on them cause you're "way cooler than them" and "totally over their baby songs" and be totally dismissive with a flip of your hair or a shrug of your shoulders.

Which backstreet boy is gay, anyway?
:D

screaming infidilities

It's a nice morning.
But still.
Being cooped up at home all day with almost nothing to eat except junk food and only books to accompany you is Boring!
All i've got for entertainment purposes is the tv, piano and this computer.

I repeat.

B-O-R-I-N-G!

I can't believe i'm saying this (okay fine actually i can)
but i miss school! Not just a little bit, but alot!
I miss the crazy laughter and nonsensensical things that never fail to happen every single day!
i don't know why im typing like this! But hey! I'm trying to make a point here!

HAHA sorry self-amusement.
But its true. I'm not talking about the essays and the black faces of the teachers, but the Fun parts of secondary school life.
No no, im not gna start a long story about secondary school, but let's just say that the many crazy moments? It'll never be the same again. (sadly)

It's true that No matter how many times a week i meet up with my friends in future, it'll never be the same.
As in, the magical moments that ONLY happen when you're 13-16/17 and you're in your lousy school uniform and you really don't care what the world thinks of you.
yea
Those moments.

I think O'lvls has done this to me.
Okay not only me but almost everyone else.
It's just that i'm more verbal.

And what's with david copperfield raping a woman in the bahamas?

And Hero/Heroine is BLG's new single?
i thought it was their first single!
I was hoping for head over heels anyway
Come on! NEW ALBUM!

Oh yes, Taylors College accepted me.
So tentatively, i'll be leaving on the 31st Jan 2008
so it's either a :D
or a ):

Eeeee i'll miss singapore!
And You.
And you.
And you!
(it'll never stop)

Okay la studying's priority!

Chimos!
(i think i'm addicted to this word.)

i like. imode

I like joey from Friends.
And i also like rachel
Therefore, in season 9, its awesome when they hook up (for awhile la)

But yea it's cool.

And i know what i said about not wanting to blog but damn i can't help it

Plus i really really got in!
Life would be perfectly perfect if not for O'lvls
oh well you can't win 'em all.

okay la bye its back to geog and chem!

XOXO

just remembered

okay my dad told me something today during lunch that made me wna scream and dance around potong's hawker centre!
He told me that taylors emailed him and said i'm in!

i don't know if this is true or not, but hey got me pretty worked up

OH and Good luck to all taking O/A levels!
Will be praying for you people!
Pray for me too! Hee Hee :D

We're doing this for His Glory, not ours(:

im sorry

I'm sorry. I just couldn't resist the temptation to blog.
I know it sounds silly but it actually gets a whole load of thoughts of my brain.
Nothing personal of course.

Anyway, my dad HAD to be a superhero and fix the computer and stuff. see la! now that everything's working i'll use it everyday! Which isn't good. I was doing so fine people!

And yesterday was my cousin's birthday. Held a barbeque over at my place. (hooray we're finally using what we paid for!) and he is like super funny. Plus his PSLE's over so he can totally relax. But yea, no worries i slacked my butt off ytd (need i say no good?)
Laughed really really really hard with my cousins. They're a bunch of funny people la okay.

Church today. Nothing much. I think studies got into our heads and stuff so we became like very random.

And i feel so unprepared of the upcoming major exams! (U#Q*TRABFRJ$*#Q%$(FJI#Q I NEED SOME MAJOR SHOPPING SPREE SO I CAN SHOP MY WORRIES OFF MAN
it's like i'm not mugging hard enough and i know i'm not mugging enough and like everyone around's me so totally kissing their books 24/7 and what am i doing?!

okay. that's the very stressed side of me. apparently, not stressed enough.

I'm so hopelessly random.
i'm dreaming of vivo and shopping and bags and shoes and nice clothes and accessories and the beach and suntanning and hot guys and and and

I'm boring. Period.

Chimos.

what if i wanted to break

Finally!
Science practical is over!
okay let's very well over look the fact that it's just ONE down paper and there's so many more to go
but hey it feels like the whole damn thing's over already! lol

anyway, chemistry was surprisingly easy peasy
okay fine it wasn't THAT easy but easy enough la(: [all hail Zinc Carbonate]
bio was well, just plain surprising. it was more to the theory side and there were NO TESTS AT ALL
stupid FDJ(Q(U##)@!*%)$#QFDKANGK REAG walao make me memorise so bloody much
okay i know i sound whiny but please, let me whine

haha

&my computer crashed.
all i can say is Well done, & good timing!
because i can concentrate on my really long honeymoon with my tys-es and books and OSP
ONLY, i keep switching on the tv which is such a waste of electricity and kaching because there's boring shows all day long
shocked me. like, when did i get bored of TOM &JERRY?!

Oh and graduation day. Don't even ask. to me, it was wayyyy too draggyyy. Even my speech (i admit) is draggy! I read through it halfway, okay like, 3 quarters of one page and i almost deflated. Hahaha yea i know bummer right. But its true! I got bored of my own speech!

but yea, the 'after-party' (Oh spare me Ha-bloody-Ha) was not bad. Was busy taking loads of pictures and stuff like that. And then varian treated (i use the word loosely because we paid - a little, too) us to pizza hut! Harvn was so irritating! Because the soup tasted like shit, they complained and made things difficult for the waitresses. Okay like, its our right but hello! Manners people!

But anyway, i must commend them. they tolerated our nonsense and bitching and evil eyes and served us a new pot of soup (though it was just a not much better but Still.)

Oh and has anyone seen britney spear's new music vid? Wow. like, Wow she is now fat. Even fatter still in the extremely revealing getup she wears. And black hair does not suit her.

And Ashlee Simpson's with pete (from FOB). This is probably old news but so, i'm kinda 'out'.

Okay see you all. I'll be back. Will go shopping VERY SOON :D

Oh, and if you like, have any dvds/cds like grey's anatomy of first few seasons of friends, or scrubs or movies, please! lend them to me AFTER my O'lvls!

chimos!

fantasie-impromptu

I am finished with you

did like 2 chemistry papers already
i think im kinda improving. i think
im so gna kill the chem paper that's in another 10 days or so
it's NOT going to be the other way around

plus its gna rain again
seems like its always raining la
okay maybe its just bedok(:
but the rain is super nice! haha or maybe its just me

i like bumming on the sofa and because of the balcony, i only feel the wind and coldness and don't get wet at all
so cosy, and then i can top it off with soda and chips or oreos and milk!
fantasie-impromptu!(chopin)(very nice)

Anyway, i think what ms loo said is totally true. when it nears to the very much dreaded O'lvls, everyone will start chionging maths and sciences.
Like me.
So today, i am gna do geog! okay not do but at least get started in memorising it.

yay me.

oh and did you know that Ludwig Van Beethoven was 'Abused' into becoming a child prodigy, like mozart?

okay bye, for now.

THE CLIPS

First day of the rest of my life, i miss you already


Awwwwwww
the cd varian made for us is super sweet. Yes, even for varian
Thanks alot retarded person
though we're graduating first, you know the clips will always be the clips (and retarded as usual)

okay like i said, varian did this roughly 4 minute slide show for us and burned them into cds!
the song's a bit typical but hey its the thought that counts
and i keep laughing at ALLLLL the pictures!
man they go back like 2 years ago? when we did this project and had to take pictures of us 'stealing' stuff.
goodness

yea well, today's already the last day of school ):
after 4 years of so much fun and stuff, i don't feel all that eager to leave
but then we gta move on right?

bestf, pts, varian, jiang, xiaoming, niang & ks
thanks for 4 great, retarded years of my life(:

okay varian! now i need the tissues i gave you last year for your birthday!

oh and i feel so outdated and positively ancient, but i need new songs!

nice local songs are preferred. im going local!

:D
XOXO
Love, gi

on the side of me

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go

Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
when there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me


*I'm dedicating this song SPECIALLY to the clips.
You guys know how much i love you retarded people <3

amazing

Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

was listening to this song and i decided to check out the video
came across this; tribute to Blink182.
i was never a huge fan, but hey, some of their songs were pretty good
and ther music videos were totally one of a kind.
angels&airwaves, and +44 are still okay, no doubt
but its just different yea

and is this song an apology frm tom? hahaha
yea well, he can say "NO IT ISNT" when someone asks him */shrugs

oh and i completed my speech. yay so satisfactory.

thnks fr th mmrs

the first time i watched this video on MTV, i fell off the sofa laughing.
Now's your turn to fall out of your chair :D
pete's damn funny.I like his back-up.

the simpsons

Well, the Simpsons have become hugely popular ever since the movie that was aired this year

I came across a few well known facts, and a few unknown facts.

Okay i heard this on tv quite some time back, but the names (homer, marge, lisa, maggie MINUS bart) are all names from the creator's family members. Only, he substituted his own name(matt groening) for bart's.

The simpsons has 19 seasons, and its around 20-22 years old!
The first appearances of the simpson's very retarded family, is, well (google it) extremely ugly and crude.

Yeardley Smith is the only voice actor who regularly voices for One character (lisa)

Homer is retarded. That we all know. But then watch a few episodes and he actaully claims that his father(who can fall asleep in like 2 seconds haha) wasnt a great father and so.

Plus, when homer was young, he used to be a red/brown-head.
and since marge has blue hair that stands up high(is it dyed?), i can't imagine where the 3 kids got their yellow hair colour from

Despite homer being potrayed as a 'bad' father, he loves his kids. yep. specifically shown in season who knows what when he gave up his aircon savings to buy lisa her first saxaphone (i remember because i just watched it)
okay this is amusing. Homer's EXTREMELY overused catchphrase : 'D'OH!' (reminds me of pao) is actually included in the Oxford English Dictionary

Homer was raised on a farm by his parents, and fell in love with marge when he was in high school or something.
He steals very frequently, especially from their neighbours (he's obviously jealous of them) but they seem to give in alot.

He ALSO has a low IQ (DUH) due to his hereditary "Simpson Gene," his alcohol problem, exposure to radioactive waste, repetitive cranial trauma, and a crayon lodged in the frontal lobe of his brain.
Homer's intelligence was said to jump fifty points when he had the crayon removed, bringing him to an IQ of 105, slightly above that of an average person, however he had the crayon reinserted, presumably lowering his IQ back to its original 55.
The amount of Homer's brain which still functions is also questionable.
At one point in the series, Homer apparently lost 5% of his brain after a coma

And.
He speaks penguin.

Marge Simpsons is like, the only one in the family who wants to go to church regularly
And then *drumroll* the truth!
Marge is does NOT have natural blue hair! it is in fact, gray.
Plus, she used to wear is normally, down. but since her prom, she decided to 'keep the look' and ever since then, you get the famous beehive hair dyed blue

Bart Simpsons - one of the highlights. He's known to be mischievious, and rude and stuff like that but (again i just watched it) on his very first day of school, he was actually looking forward to it
And that it was because he clapped 3 times while singing a song and signs of being just a little slower than made him feel like an outcast
while still fresh in school, a friend commented that he was funny, and he used that to his advantage. Ever since, you get the new and no-so-improved bart.
He addresses homer by his name, and not 'dad' unlike lisa, and is the only kid that get strangled by homer (Ha Ha Ha)
the sibling rivalry between him and lisa is super obvious but he knows that lisa is smarter, and he also apologises to her on a few occasions

Lisa the smartypants.
She gets her saxaphone from her parents (homer) when she is being spotted as extremly talented even at the age of 3. Because of the lack of cash to put her in a gifted school, homer buys her a saxaphone.
Yet, she's also rebellious at times and will go all out to express her believe and opinions.
She's buddhist and has been obviously neglected by her parents at a very very young age because they were more preoccupied by her 2-years-older-than-her brother. (she changed her own diapers, fixed a puzzle in principal skinner's office at the age of 3 and when he asked her what 5-2 was she could answer immediately, something homer could not do)
and her latest relationship is with colin (i think,from the movie)

Last of all, Maggie
She's the only one in the family who can't talk, and sucks on her pacifier all day long
Everyone loves her, even homer and bart
also, she is smart, and is an expert marksman apparently.
As a baby, she imitates alot that's going on around her, and is often seen Trying to walking, but tripping over herself and falling smack down on the ground.
She played a tune on lisa's saxaphone once, and even played Tchaikovsky's The Nutcracker on her toy xylophone

At age one, Maggie could spell EMCSQU (E=MC²) with her toy building blocks, whereas Lisa at age three could merely spell "STAR" and "RATS" with hers (yep really. just watched it)

So Maggie's probably the real genius, except for the fact that she can't speak.

wow

Wow. school ends in 2 days time!
that's hell fast!

Anyway, today is devoted to biology
already read a few chapters this morning at the reading room dwnstairs
and did like 1 math paper 2

im planning to at least complete half the book! phew
the back chapters are wasted i tell you. Like, who cares how plants reproduce?

okay getting cranky
PSLE is over, so is N'lvls
im jealous but then after about a month i WONT be so all i gta do is
Have a little patience(:

see you around people.
i am so banning myself from the tv until at least 5 (the simpsons and friends, hello!)

things to do

Things to do IMMEDIATELY after O'lvls

1. watch Grey's Anatomy excessively

2. Watch One Tree Hill, also excessively

3. Go shopping

4. SLEEEEEEPPPPPP

5. eat

6. burn the textbooks or give them away

7. stand outside school and give it the finger (ha yea right)

8. Movie marathon!

9. STAYOVERSSS

10. sentosaaa :D

the kill

i'm all youtube today.

Okay i heard the stripped version over the radio.
The original version was fantastic
but these! :D
Brilliant!

Jared's voice is awesome.

2 versions.
One still screamy, but raw. Excellent. The violins are a plus!(:
the other one's just quiet and plain. Just as good though.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do?

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life.
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
I am finished with you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now: this is who I really am inside

I Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who i really am

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
(You say you wanted more, what are you waiting for?
(bury me) I'm not running from you...)
What if I, what if I, what if I? (bury me, bury me)






you guys know how hyped i am over acoustic versions.
So This. amazing. i love amy lee!




And Then i came across videos from this girl - Amanda D.
She's supposedly 12.
not exactly in christina aguilera's league (not many are)
but still. check out her videos.
haha shit i sound like i'm doing some advertising here.

for the record

okay i'm supposed to do this (thanks alot LA)

10 things i don't like about guys:
Guys who -
- dye ten strands of their hair, or fringe, more specifically so that they look kewlz~ as hell
- &i most certainly do not like the worxzZ & nEhX.. Stop it! it's not CutEzZx!
- smoke at staircase landings
- carry 'handbags'. Hello that's GIRL stuff. You want hello kitty?
- have alot of piercings. i mean, look if you're hot enough &have the skater boy look, and you like, have a lip piercing then fine. go ahead and skate your skateboards. but ten piercings? Too much, you Pierce mine eyes.
- Wear jeans, pants, and a preppy tie that hangs halfway. What, you get fashion tips from Avril Lavigne now?
- wear basketball shorts and slippers OR pants and button down shirts(and ugly ones too) Everywhere you go.
- Can't spell properly. (haha okay sorry that's just me.)
- Drink, underaged, and get drunk all over the place/go clubbing at what, MOS? Don't drink if you don't appreciate it!
- Stink. HAHA i like nice-smelliinggg guys(:

come on, if you wna suck, at least be a poet.
okay that's too much Macbeth for one day.

im so bored

I'm so bored right now i could kill.
I am not feeling 100% stressed out (yet?) and i'll take it as a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad sign!

Earth to Geraldine you stupid human thingamajic!
your O'lvls start in 13 days (according to the school countdown thing)
What in the whole of God's wonderful creation are you doing sitting here in front of the computer!
ytd &today has been super unproductive. have barely done anything

8$*^%(#&!%*$(# DFSAI$HUQ#(U(*$#&@(!

On the other hand, day by day, the number of sec4s who are actually present in school, is like, Almost Zilch.
how united can we get!
but then of course, the school can shoulder the responsibility because they're letting us have our study break LATE.
good or bad, you decide.

but apparently, i've noticed teachers telling us stuff that they've never told us before; stuff that may just be Quite important for that disgusting alphabet that everyone wants to remove from the, erm, alphabetical order? (think, L M N..P.. yay bless you)

i just realised that i've been subject hopping. Well, don't blame me (blame OCBC. or ask them)

okay this is Reallllyyy getting nowhere!

But.
i'm still gna watch tv later(most of you are probably walking away now, shaking your heads. I can see you!)(i feel like a Joey. from friends)

oh talking about TV, i've yet to comment about the 9pm channel 8 show which i absolutely adore! HAHAHA

1. alot of people may say she's ugly and a really bad actor, but i don't agree!
I'm talking about rui-en. her acting is not the best obviously, but i think she got this thing about her, she looks very natural acting. i mean the way she acts is actually not much acting cause she looks like she's being natural. i know you all don't get what i mean. i actually don't get much of it either.

2. The show is really dumb, in a way. i mean come on, have you ever seen such things in singapore? If they filmed it in like, erm, Hongkong, Fine, you know. What's with the mafia wannabes and terrorists and all that running around with guns and no one stops you even though you Barge into a hospital room. Its pretty absurd but hey, its Acting. Television lies haha
And i also can't overlook the fact like, for example, julian hee chased someone(forgot who. the bad guy of course) and although he was like 248731metres away frm everybody, they all knew where he was. no need to call or radio them or anything. That's what i call Heroes man. telepathic qualities

3. overall, the actors are Very good! look at that really crazy fella! the one who's faking it (died alreadyy), don't know his name. ling xiangping and all the other psychos. very good. They Look Psychotic.

Anyway, i tried to play because of you - neyo on the piano just now. can't seem to get it, but look at david sides! he motivates me to continue learning piano :D

i understand the fact that i'm getting really draggy.
&i had lunch with very nice people today! after 100000years
iie LubBXchXcH dEm wOrRzxXzXzS (i think i'll fail this language if it ever comes out in our syllabus.)

oh and PSLE students have 1 more week left. according to huiqun (PRATAAA! :D) promos are over. N'lvls are over. damn you O'lvls.

i think im gna drown myself in some chemistry now. or bio. or whatever's important la.

I WANT TO GO LONDONNNNNN
let's find you/me/him/her/it some british accents <3

hokay. Just be a bitch, and slap me now.

this cant wait

THIS CAN'T WAIT!!!
GOODNESS HE'S SO PRO I LOVE HIM ALREADY
HAHAHAHAHA

(to David Sides : please marry me? okay FINE at least TEACH me how to play the damn piano. i wna play we be burning too! HI SEAN PAUL)

okay sorry im a little crazy now. but damn look at him!
check him out on youtube.







we be burning.
Now.

emma watson

I'm backkkkkk
had lunch with ruqi. there's always a first for everything &she's just so funny (:

Anyway, i happened to come across Emma Watson's official friendster site or smethg
and then i went on to her official website.
no doubt, she's pretty. but i must say her beauty's not the typical fiona xie kind of beauty
there's just smethg about her, but you can't put your finger on it. or at least, i can't.
if charles dickens or jane austen [hey i read classics too okay! im not all murder mystery and vampires. HA right.] were to write a book about emma watson, they'd probably describe her as 'handsome'. i would too.

Well, what i Really wna say is that she is super lucky!
okay maybe its not luck. after all, she is pretty much a superb actor, especially in HP, but i'll save that for later.

if you view her friendster site, you see her in TONNES of chanel dresses! plus she goes to coco chanel's very own apartment.(!!!!)

Girls, you know what i mean!

Come on, we'd DIEEEEE to have this kind of priviledge! its coco chanel hello. i mean, i think we'll all just settle to be in Dona Karen's apartment. i'd die okay. of happiness and pure bliss of course HAHA
&i won't say she looks fabulous in every picture(friendster) espeically the blue dress. its very london fashion - loud and wild and blows your mind. the dress is good, but it just doesnt suit her (i'll probably get spammers and hate mail frm now on just by saying this LOL)

oh and she has a younger brother - 14 this year i think. Not bad looking, but still young. The kind that melts every girls heart when he flashes his best smile. haha

So i think her first major role is Hermione Granger in the HP series (hello crookshanks haha)
She IS good. plays the most of the parts of hermione well; smartass, irritating sometimes, know-it-all kinda person.
But then again, in J.K Rowling's books, hermione is much more insecure (apparently about her intelligence even) and is not as flawless as how the movies potray her as.
Film Critics (read this somewhere) also said that she was too pretty for her character(hmm)

And in the first 2 movies, hermione wasnt as pretty as she is now (COCO CHANEL! who wouldnt be pretty! you'd be so happy you look ten times prettier la) /plain looking -as described in the book, neither pretty nor ugly. Simply, she's normal (&muggle born)

I'm telling you, no guy i've ever met has told me about how pretty she is before the 3rd/4th movie onwards! (sheesh. and then when she gets in a dress and her hair's less bushy - they all fall on their faces and worship her. I Repeat : SHEESH)

Before that, everyone's like, 'she's irritating.' &the girls go, 'danniieeelll!' [FYI daniel's too short. love his eyes. but then it stops right there.]

But despite her looks, before or after the transformation, she is indeed a powerful character, even more so in the movie.
I mean, come on, without her, Harry would probably have died already. After all, harry's not trained &ron weasley's, erm, not quite there yet in the first movie.

Overall, i think she's great.
[ I Might Be affected by their clipped, precise british accents (that i absolutely adore) ]

I mean How can you find their accents irritating! (it is irritating when the accent's get Too thick)
(But.)
Hello! The Queen has it! :D

God loves you

okay i'm feeling prettaye emotional now
having grown up in a christian family, i don't know how people of other religions view us until i got older(secondary school maybe?)
But even then, the few people that i've 'evangelised' too have eventually came to believe.

anyway, like i said in the previous post, i admire xiaxue for her blog
but i think i also pointed out that she disgusts me
maybe disgust is too harsh a word, and i honestly take it back

She questions. Questions that many have asked but are not at all satisfied with the answers they are given. Maybe if they looked closer, or listened more carefully, they'd have the proof they wanted.
I've experienced &felt His love. It's easy for me to believe him, just like i believe in things like technology, or wind, which you can't see.
I've got so much on my mind now ):

Breaks my heart really, to read this. Imagine how Jesus would be feeling? :

______________________________
ripped from: http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2005/04/evangelising-has-time-and-funerals-are.html
(its pretty long ago too! -2005)
(pretty vulgar too)
_______________________________
Evangelising has a time, and funerals are not it.

PERHAPS some of you might have already known from my blog, or perhaps with Singapore's mere three degrees of separation it is not difficult to guess - 20-year-old motorcyclist Goh Jingwei, who was killed last Saturday in the shocking bus-bike accident, was a friend of mine.

It was a heart-wrenching and shocking ordeal for me, not only because of the cruel way Jingwei went, but also because he was the first of my friends to go.

I cannot claim to have attended many funerals (nor would I ever want that), but so far, those that I've been to before Jingwei's were gracefully arranged.

In my opinion, the service, no matter what religion the deceased may be, is overtly important. It is the last memory one can have of the deceased, and unpleasant as funerals always are, personalized eulogies by loved ones combined with tastefully prepared rituals or gentle bereavement speeches can seal the deceased in the best memory one can remember him as.

In Jingwei's case, it was uncertain whether he was a Christian or not, but he did express an interest in the said religion, and, according to his friends, had attended church twice. Thus his family, who were not Christians, acted accordingly and held a Christian funeral for him.

The chosen pastor, naturally, did not know Jingwei personally. That cannot be blamed.
But what made me feel angry, was the way the pastor had to repeatedly glance back at his piece of paper in hand to get Jingwei's name correct, and yet managed to deliver his memorized speeches flawlessly.

Excuse me, but that is just plain offensive.

To all of us present, Jingwei is so important... and yet, the pastor could not even put in a little extra of effort to memorise a three-syllable name?

An inappropriate analogy perhaps, but I remember when I was a banquet waitress I've always told myself that it might be just one of the many times I am serving a wedding dinner, but that evening is eternally special for the couple. And therefore, I always put on my best performance for these weddings. Shouldn't the pastor have the same attitude; or is Jingwei just unimportant because he is doing this speech thing everyday?

That being said, a different pastor from the previous day was actually doing active evangelizing during the service.

Among all the heartbroken people that Jingwei had left behind, he had the cheek to actually announce, I quote, that he would "like to take this opportunity" to urge those present to accept Christ, or well, not be able to go to heaven like Jingwei did.

I'd love to spew some vulgarities at this point of time, but urgh, I can't. (Hey, I can now! KNNBCCB!)

What does he mean by "take this opportunity"? This is my friend's funeral, and it will not be used as a billboard for his personal preaching! He was hired to comfort those in grief, to pray for Jingwei, and to conduct the whole ceremony - most definitely not for non-Jingwei related issues such as evangelizing!

I recognize that he wants to spread his beliefs, but there is a time for it, and the moment he chose could not have been more wrong. It was taking advantage of a person's death for his own religion's benefit (although he is assuming the benefit for 'converters' but keep in mind not everyone agrees with that, and I most definitely don't)! It is ok if Jingwei specified, before he passed away, that he wanted his faith to be spread, but Jingwei most certainly did not do such a thing.

But the issue has passed. It doesn't matter anymore, because no matter how the funeral went, Jingwei will still be with us (his family and friends) spiritually, although he has left physically.

What matters, however, is that such atrocity does not happen in future. I am writing this article as people tend to let pass these hiccups because the atmosphere is sombre enough without extra trouble - which I think is a terrible mistake. The funeral is going to be the last impression of the deceased one can have, and it has to be done properly. It should not be tolerated, such insensitivity to the deceased and family.

**************
Personally speaking, since I am a non-Christian, I find it pretty - condescending - that pastors tell the story of how Xtians all go into Heaven - whilst the rest of us have to stay and suffer on Earth.

It sounds like a nicely-spun fairy tale to me, and though it might help loads of others get over their grief (which is a good thing), I still feel uncomfortable with that particular belief. Here are some of my concerns in brief:

1) The pastor telling us not to be sad, for JW was taken away by GOD to a better place.

a) You bloody do not even know JW till he is lying there dead, OF COURSE YOU WOULDN'T BLOODY BE SAD. Don't even try to understand our feelings, and don't tell us what to do, because you DON'T KNOW A THING. Just shut up, you hired stranger. (It is not the pastor's fault I know, but I want to be angry at something)

b) If God truly wanted to take him away, why did God chose such a tragic death? Is it to torture his friends and family? Why can't he go in a peaceful manner? (If you don't already know, JW's head got rolled over by a TIBS bus after skidding off his bike)

2) It was said that Jesus understand our grief, for he too lived as a human, and he knows we all have heavy hearts. He however urges us not to feel upset, for the deceased as gone to a better, sunshiny place called heaven. So ... Does this Jesus guy expect us to feel upset, or not??? (If you don't get the contradiction, I am not going to bother explaining)

3) If it is true that dying means God wants to take us to him, then how come pastors take medication when they have terminal cancer? Just go la.

4) If living is merely for the glamourous afterlife with God (scoff, as long as we believe in Him that is - poor kindly monks), then what's the point of this life? To separate us into hell and heaven?

5) I've got a no. 5, but at this point of time my mother just started to scold me regarding chalet matters (which I am starting to feel is far more troubles than it is worth), so I forgot it.

Excuses. So many reasons spun out of nowhere to cover these questions. I just cannot accept it.Maybe Christians can answer me, but don't. One thing I hate hearing is people putting words into God's mouth, like they play chess with him everyday. My Christian friend heard my questions. He cannot answer me, because God (is supposed to) have infinite wisdom, and we mere humans cannot fathom how he thinks. A good enough answer for me.

**************************
Note to Christians: The first part of the article is targeted at the particular behaviour of the individual pastors, and not the religion. Do understand that. I agree that most pastors would not do such insensitive things, or even if they do evangelise it is ok since the deceased is an staurch Christian and he/she would like to spread his/her faith. But as JW's friends, we find that behaviour hard to accept, because we know that JW would not have liked it. He never evangelised to us. Even though the pastor doesn't know this, his choice of words were still wrong anyway.

The queries later on, are my doubts, and do try to answer them if you can --- though I am not interested in your own answer. If you want, quote me the bible.

**********************
"The Babel fish," said the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy quietly, "is small, yellow and leechlike, and probably the oddest thing in the Universe. It feeds on brainwave energy received not from its own carrier but from those around it. (......) The practical upshot of all this is that if you stick a Babel fish in your ear you can instantly understand anything said to you in any form of language.

"Now it is such a bizarrely improbable coincidence that anything so mind-bogglingly useful could have evolved purely by chance that some thinkers have chosen to see it as a final and clinching proof for the nonexistance of God.

"The argument goes something like this: 'I refuse to prove that I exist," says God, 'for proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing.'"

'But,' says Man, "the Babel fish is a dead giveaway, isn't it? It would not have evolved by chance. It proves you exist, and so therefore, by your own arguments, you don't. QED.'

" 'Oh dear,' said God, "I haven't thought of that,' and promptly vanishes in a puff of logic."


---- Douglas Adams, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (1979)

Did I already say how much I love Douglas Adams?

(This story is not relevant to the first parts, but I was reminded of it and just put it in anyway)

****************
Postnote: To all the buggers who are saying that it is ok to evangelise at the funeral, HOW FUCKING INSENSITIVE CAN YOU GET? Ok look, you are saying the pastor is just doing his job. So it is justified to do it, anytime, anyplace is it? Just coz he is "doing his job"?

Excuse me but that makes no sense.

Answer me this then, why don't the pastor step into a Muslim wedding and start preaching? Why not? Because it is disrespectful, and people are not interested. The same for the funeral. Christian though it might be, people who are there are there to pay their last respects to JW, and not listen to general preaching talks - which are available at your friendly neighbourhood church anytime. We want to hear about Jingwei, and as I have mentioned, funerals are PERSONAL EVENTS.

I don't care if death is related to Christianity. It is just plain rude. I quote one reader on his comment: "i will agree that it is insensitive just as an insurance agent would be trying to sell a premium plan at the funeral."

One great analogy. So what if the premium plan is a good thing? So what if the insurance agent is "just doing his job"? Tell me about how I am going to hell another time please.

__________________________________

okay phew that was long. but all i did was copy-paste.
anyway, it's really sad isn't it? i mean, christians, you know what i mean
went on to read the comments after that and then i broke down

wellllll all i can quote is [mmvagabondmm]:

" There they go again BOSS, askin lotsa questions, thinkin they know all the answers, arguin, justifyin their beliefs.
Is it the ,fear of not knowin the truth or point to this life, BOSS, that makes us act like this, or maybe we are too smart for our own good?
Partly its your makin, BOSS, you let us evolve to the point that we ourselves can be[try/want to] our own BOSS.
But I dont blame you, for you will always understand us and will show us mercy after we've shown our lack of faith.
And for that I thank you BOSS :-) "


its hard to explain my sorrow
but all i, we, as christians, can do now is to continue evangelising. That's what we're supposed to do. It's our mission (the Great commission - Matthew 28:16-20)

How do i explain that i want you to believe in Him because He loves you, and that i do too?

HBO

I can't stand to fly, i'm not that naive

johnny depp - one of the best actors ever.
for example, him as captain Jack Sparrow in pirates. his character is totally quirky and ecentric.
and then him as err, willy wonka in charlie and the chocolate factory! just as quirky, but its a different kind of quirkiness., if you get what i mean
so yea. He is Excellent. very nice

hooray for me i went to school today :D
the turn out was Pathetic! but i guess it doesnt make any difference. as long as people stay at home and study, i guess the teachers are fine with it la.

after school, followed parents to the HDB office or whateveryoucallit at toapayoh. did 1 maths paper which is quite something as it was really noisy and i probably looked retarded among all the agents and stuff.
&have i mentioned that my cousin's super retarded? Ash greeeennnnnnnn

oh &today's the start of PSLE! seems like chicken feet now, doesn't it haha
and why are kitkat bars to expensive now! Such A Rip-off!
i mean come on, when i was younger, kitkat used to sell at like, 30cents for a single bar, and about 60 cents for the double bar?
now the prices are totally crazy. 1.20! haha what is the world coming to maaannn

i'm reading this stephen king short stories novel thingy(everything's eventual)
the way he writes makes it so realistic i get paranoid.
HAHA stupid right. but he's good.
anyway, there's a short story in that book - 1408
reminds me of that recent horror movie or smethg

XOXO Geraldine loves you! [:

not again

I'm not in school, Again.
It ISN'T deliberate okay! in other words, i didn't PON SCHOOL
i really really didn't. hahahaha

leong posted about being complacent.(and that whole post reminds of the ronan keating song - if tmr never comes. SHEESH)
i agree and isn't that what most of us have been feeling all this while?
that we can do it, and stuff, without any help.
i don't know about you guys, but for me, i like doing certain things on my own
sometimes, i feel like i can do it all, if i want to
you see the flaw now?

haha anyway, whirlpool of emotions now.
SOMEHOW, my ipod(the black one) is missing, gone, nothing, zilch yea whatever
How surprising innit.
it was still 'fresh' in the box, and i wanted to use it and upload songs just.
And
Gone.
well done. it's so very much like the DKNY perfume, no?
FYI you're just taking up space and oxygen.

wow i know i sound harsh but seriously!

Anyway.
i'm gna throw the ipod issue aside now, and go check up mr alexteoh's website and rip off chem notes
I Want My A1 Back In Chem!
(if that's even possible now)

see you all at school tmr!
I'll show up for sureeeee

__________________________________________

it seems that i'm multiple-triple-blogging these few days.
my head's Always talking to me 24/7 and i never get a proper chance to spit everything out
too much going on, but sadly my fingers don't work as fast as my brain ( proof that my brain actually works and that i am as intelligent as i look HAHA)

Was just listening to the radio just now. like i've said, countless of times, i'm pretty much hooked on 97.7fm
the only thing that bothers me is (apart frm hosts with super irritating voices), callers who well, call in, and talk rubbish.
for example: today's infohound (howdoyouspellit) show (hosted by raven)
It's this show where raven comes up with a topic (today's topic is - are you a morning, or evening person?) and people call or sms in to share their opinions.
And apparently, a certain someone called in and said smethg Extremely contradicting.
it was something like: "morning people suck because they sleep the whole day, &waste the afternoon away" [i shan't even comment on the grammer! this is edited.]
and raven's like, but isn't it the evening people who sleep the whole morning because they stay up the whole night?
And the caller goes - NO... &*/click. i presume that either raven doesn't want the argument to be aired (she said it was an argument) or either one of them hung up.

i get a kick out of hearing these people talk rubbish and embarrass themselves on air.
okay fine i know i'm a bitch.
but it gets on my nerves! i don't know why but yea whatever happened to Speak Good English Campaigns and stuff like that

&i just wasted half an hour reading xiaxue's blog (http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com)
HAHAHA i really shouldnt be doing this but hey to blog for a living?
That's something okay. requires skill and talent that i most certainly Do Not have because all i tend to do is rant and complain and nonsense the time away (like now, for instance)
anyway, her posts are all very amusing, if you get past the swear words and very random posts and stuff that should have ratings - like R21 or smethg.

Also, She Can be quite evil if you look at it in certain ways cause all she does is criticise.
Criticise, periodically throw in some adverts of course, and money comes rolling in.
*/snaps fingers - just like that!
But all the same, i go there for entertainment purposes, and she gives it to me - free! (it sounds wrong, doesn't it haha)

But i must say she impresses me in some ways, and disgusts me in others.
&when i say impress me, i don't actually mean her photoshop skills &tonnes of makeup she slaps unto her face everyday
When i say impress, i refer to the way she blogs. So very typical singaporean-like but then with some other elements added to it so it's singaporean-yet-not-so-singaporean all at once! (you guys don't get what i'm saying lol i don't blame you)
But yea, She is worthy of her title. Seriously.
Not everyone can do that! and her command of language is not bad too.
Two thumbs up.
you've got to like her, even if you don't want to.
i know, i know.

She's just not very nice only la (:
HAHAHA

wade robson

came across this. awesome.
the guy said his inspiration is frm wade robson!

i'm sure EVERYONE who hasnt been living under a rock or in a cave has heard of wade robson!
Wade robson, probably the world's best choreographer
wade robson, who can never be categorised/labelled
wade robson, more famously known for his MTV show; the wade robson project
He's a fantastic dancer/choreographer!
&sadly, MTV doesnt show the WR prject anymore. i remember being hooked on it while i still lived and breathed MTV in primary school.

Oh please if you're free, go check out his sexyback(remixed) dance thang.

Hot, or what.

everybody

This can't just be summer love, you'll see

i skipped today which probably isn't a great thing.
nothing much has happened for the past few days which makes my life really boring.
friendster's irritating me and imma go marry my books now.
&raven's voice is super irritating! i can't wait for shan &ros though :D :D :D

ta.

__________________________________________________

taking a very mini break now.
came across this. hahaha interesting actually

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
YOU SAY ?Hands Up (BECAUSE I'LL SHOOT! jk)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Calm before the storm - FOB

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Readymade - Red Hot Chilli Peppers! (HAHAHA)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
So sick - Neyo (well i did skip school.....)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stick Wit You - PCD (right.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Underwater - Death Cab ( HUH?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Lithium - Evanescence**

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Only One(acoustic) -yellowcard (True!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Let there be love - Oasis (HHAHAHA REALLAYEEE)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
We Believe - Good Charlotte (?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Shadow Proves The Sunshine - Switchfoot (still ain't getting it)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pretty in Punk - FOB (HAHAHAHA AMUSING)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dead Wrong - The Fray(HAHAHA noooo!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Leaving Town Alive - Bethany Joy Lenz(??)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What Sarah Said - Death Cab (don't get it. BTW 'sarah said - Love is watching Someone die' oohhh creepyyy)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Runaway - Electrico!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I'm Sorry - Daphne Khoo (HMMM..)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Ransom Letter - Pug Jelly (i support local bands HA)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Where would we be now - Good charlotte (erm, getting lost?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Broken - Amy Lee feat. Seether

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I will follow you into the dark - Death Cab (haha yea & i'll bite the bullet, eat snakes, drown in the pacific, have HOSTEL reanacted with me as the lead all at once! [okay minus the hostel part] see im so niceee for you people!)

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
So Long So Long - Dashboard (yea so longg suckas.)


okay so like, it doesnt make sense but so what.
&now all the dashboard songs are crawling everywhere.
and it's already october! where did all the months go man.

don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over?(:

**Lithium- (www.dictionary.com)
A soft, silvery metallic element of the alkali group that occurs in small amounts in some minerals. It is the lightest of all metals and is highly reactive. Lithium is used to make alloys, batteries, glass for large telescopes, and ceramics. Atomic number 3; atomic weight 6.941; melting point 179°C; boiling point 1,317°C; specific gravity 0.534; valence 1
(just in case hahaha)