Saturday, September 29, 2007

i want you to burn

Why do all the good looking guys inevitably end up being gays?
HAHA

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just finished 2 chem papers, 1 math paper &1 chapter of ss
chemistry is just retarded. i can't seem to do it! but on the other hand, bio's like, easy

don't understand how some people can sit and study the whole day
i can't, obviously. just 2 hours and i Have to get up and move
my concentration span is super short.

anyway, last day of school is on the 11th, grad day is on the 16th
another week or so! time passes really quickly doesn't it.
seems like just ytd when i was in lower sec. wow i feel so old now
time has this uncanny way of speeding up when you're older. we were just talking a few days back and we're like, damn we're gna be 30 soon! What a scary thought
HAHA but anyway, 30's the age you can change your I/C or smethg like that right.
30 marks a whole new era, generation, life etc. but hey we're just 16 year olds going on 17, and that's well, pretty old by our standards too.
okay i know what i'm saying don't make sense at all. spare me or sue me, your choice.

imma go chill for awhile before i go back and do more more more chem!(ew.)

Friday, September 28, 2007

thnks fr th mmrs

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

this song is extremely addictive. better when you listen to it on your ipod or mp3 than on speakers and stuff.

anyway, ms ida didnt come today, but we were just as busy.
mrs lim-foo's hilarioussss. she took over lit today

and recess was hell funny! okay so like, the rest of the students were having their exams
so the canteen was empty and Unusually quiet during recess.
it was up to us to create that lively atmosphere! and we succeeded
thanks to ms kingkong, ling hsih jiang

XOXO
To the love I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyholes I watched you dress
Kiss and tell

Thursday, September 27, 2007

suicidal

Here comes the next contestant

Hey all! :D
me &pts went SP today to collect our NYAA thingums la.
left school after recess (hope she's not in school tmr! *crosses fingers) & we wasted like, almost 2 hours?
They asked us to reach there at 1.30 but the whole thing only starts at 3! and so we just sat there and entertained ourselves (i will not mention HOW cause it was really lame!)
laughed and laughed until we couldnt stand it had to pee (that's how lame we got) &we had this really weird voice because if we were to laugh normally, it'd be super loud! (ITS BERNICE, COME ON HAHA)
anyway, the whole thing was pretty boring la okay. the trainride home was Extremely interesting though

1. Weird SP students crawling ALL over the place! like, REALLY WEIRD OKAY

2. there was this couple, who were leaning against that erm, train thing (you know, the one beside the seats so that when you seat at the corner and someone's leaning on That thing, you see butt everywhere) and the girl was, erm, fatter than the guy, and the guy looked drunk &they were acting all scandalous. And the train was super crowded too!

3. man in front of me who forget to do his flies

4. woman who looked so much like bernice's mum i almost burst out laughing!

5. met my parents at bedok central and damn i saw this this.. This aqua!
okay not that i havent met my own fair share of aquas but look, this one totally turned me off okay!
Long dyed hair, no boobs, adams apple, bad, REALLY bad makeup. oh and the best/worst part? she/he/it was wearing a See-through blue colour dress. it was more of a night gown thang but you know, that sort! arrrgghhh almost Gorged my eyes out and died on the spot

&then of course there's THAT teacher we despise. okay despise's a strong word but we don't like him. period.

okay sorry we've been bitching about people All Day Long!
so evil right, i know haha

okay la, finally no test tmr. whole week's been really busy so i'm relishing the rest!
XOXO

Is that your hand on my girlfriend?
Is that your hand?
I wish you'd do it again
I'll watch you leave here limping
I wish you'd do it again
I'll watch you leave here limping
There goes the next contestant

hahaha so amusing la this song. but catchayeee

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

save me

JOSH VERDES IS AMAZINGGG.
absolutely fantastic.


haha oh and i changed the skin, yet again.
the old one was getting really draggy &iwanted something simple
and i have no idea what that girl's name is (erm the one on my skin)
she's from laguna beach though, watched her on MTV before

&you've got to click twice for the tagboard to appear

fart facts haha

I Dare You To Move

My life's been boring. and Singaporeans are Totally weird people la okay!
SS mock test tmr. gta get down to studying alreaddyyyy
i hope good governence comes out! its like, the easiest, second only to sri lanka conflict
hahaha okay i feel like total crap and i'm probably deprived of sleep

SNPLES
AAEEYO
YROSOO
OAPEUN

caesar's box/square. decipher it.

oh did i mention that i'm RE-reading the deathly hallows? AGAIN?
complete waste of time i must say. haha

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?

Let everything burn, let everyone scream
Burning their lives, burning their dreams

alright mates. it's close to my 9pm show now so i'm gna finish the SEQ questions in about a minute.
today was super exhausting! did more more more papers and for f&n we had to like, do 3 essay questions! could've die i tell you. and the thing is the questions are all one liners, and they expect you to link link link to different points. was very mentally drained. so no wonder i was so tired when i was doing maths paper1 - O'lvl june paper. bused home with kal. i think we were too tired to even talk right. haha

yea well, anyway its 42 days to the END of O'lvls!
Note how i'm counting down to the end lololol its so mentally exhausting to want to study and then my brain keeps talking to me and saying that i should take out a book or smethg but automatically i turn on this stupid electronic thing and start typing all these thoughts so that the whole world can read them haha i feel so stupid you can laugh at me like, haha-stupid, not hhahahahaha-stupid if you get what i mean.
phew.

well basically, mugging's been not very good and i need my report book!
oh and mrs ang (HAD TO) asked me to be her student valedictorian. dumb right.

1. i'm not the top student. far from it even!

2. i thought that whole period of making speeches and emcee-ing and using a mike was all passed. i thought when i stepped down, i'd be normal again (not that i was abnormal before) so yea

3. i hate writing speeches/scripts/whatever i've got to rack my brains to come up with! it's draining mentally and physically cause you gta run around and confirm stuff and all.
4. i haven't spoken in a really long time so why me!

5. i'm not the top student! HAHA okay fine i mentioned this already but i thought valedictorians were supposed to be like, the top scorers or smethg

BUT.
i said yes of course. typical isn't it.

the only sad thing is that during graduation day, i bet it'd be super boring.
Trust me on that.

And don't you think its total crap that some people talk endlessly about being Original, but they end up ripping off stuff from others?
Not that i mind. i'll just take it to boost my ego or smethg [:

&i really do love you people! never fail to crack me up every single dayyy <3
XOXO

Monday, September 24, 2007

how it would be

I can breathe for the first time

had dinner with parents at serangoon and now i'm baccckkk
feeling really tired and drained now. maths mock test after school.
we did this year's O'lvl june paper. it wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be!
manageable anyway.

today was normal, everyday's pretty much a routine now
go to school, FRC, laugh and talk nonsense, get back to class, hear the teachers nag and then give us loads of OSPs to do, or PYPs
not that i'm complaining haha

i can't wait for O'lvls to start, and more importantly, ENDDDDD
i'm becoming impatient already la!
HAHA im off to do pungol's maths paper or smethg!
XOXO

Sunday, September 23, 2007

wow

hey guysssss it's a sunday &i'm not in churchhhhh ): i can't handle this whole O'lvls + where to go, what to do thing it's just too much. not that i'm totally stressed out or anything. just, confused i guess. anywayyyyyy, i've already been to the agent and stuff so i guess all i'm waiting for is for the 11/19th oct so i can get my results &all back. was talking to my cousin ytd during family gathering, and she was all like dont goooo &stuff. hahaha oh yea, ytd was really fun. cousins are like, all super whacked people, especially shayn!
ASH GREEN HAHAHA okay stop digressing, but this is really what i want! it sucks pretty much actually. it'd be better if like, i would just have a second thought about staying. what steph said was right. there's just too much &stuff (i'm not referring to her drumset btw haha) OH AND REMEMBER I WENT TO IDP THAT TIME! stupid they didnt mention all the very important stuff - they didn't tell me that i needed my O'lvl results for uni admission, they didn't tell me that 3years advanced honours is for ADVANCED A'LEVELS STUDENTS, they didnt tell me that i needed MATH BECAUSE SHIT MY MATHS IS LIKEE TOTALLY NON-EXISTENT AND they didnt tell me about the 20 points and below thingamajic! also, febuary admission is like, the best and so i shouldnt go in july AND that we gta be kiasu and book the room at taylors house before it all gets crowded and filled up and then i'll get into homestay which is not on the top of my list HAHA sorry but comparing the 2 agencies, im glad germs told me about oal lolololol okay guys be prepared (i am you know) so january's too bloody damn fast lahhh i cant work/hang out/imma skip cny goodbye hongbaos! hahaha okay this is becoming very random la it doesn't even concern you people lol but yea anyway, thank God for my parents who have been totally supportive &stuff, even if it means huge huge huge sacrifices ): if only everyone else would be half as supportive as they are. oh well, i'm back to the books already XOXO

Friday, September 21, 2007

sweet seduction

Sweet Seduction, the clock will strike
This could be the last time

i really have to get down to studying, SOON
hahaha what an overused, underrated word it is -soon

today was pretty free - 4 free periods
though last 2 (lit) me kal &bernice talked to the teacher who is really funny
UNLIKE that mr whatsisname guy.

i look back at all that we've done, the hurt you've put me through, yet i can't seem to wipe the smile off my face. thank you, really(:
You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave,but I can tell you that I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
Step up to me
I know that you've got something buried
I'll set you free
You set conditions, but I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
Come back home, won't you come back home?
You step in line, you got a lot to prove
It comes and goes
Yeah, it comes and goes
A step in time, yeah it's a lot to move
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be, but I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go


edged with marks

Thursday, September 20, 2007

if i had the

WHO'S A HAPPY PERSON?!

GERALDINE'S A VERY HAPPY PERSON!

go me!

*/CLAP X5 HOO-HA!

black black heart

Shakin' me out of my reverie

today was Absolutely Boring.
well okay, apart frm the 2 free periods (ms ida didn't come) and like, there was this relief teacher. he is like, extremely weird okay.
he is, well, emotionless, apart from stopping to smirk at us!
usually other R.teachers just talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and.. yea you get my point.
so it was very unusual for this guy to come and peep at whatever we were doing.
it was very disturbing haha
and kalvinder got so pissed with him! it was hilarious actually.

anyway, the weeks are passing too quickly! another 3 weeks to 18th oct. DIE
hahaha i've been mugging of course. but not as hard as i should be so yea. there.

okay, so i'm sure EVERYONE has heard this song before!
maybe not the whole song but the oprah-thingum part. they used this for some phone ad - M1 or smethg, i Think.
but yea anyway, it was hidden for roughly 23872years in the external hardD and i chanced upon it so there you go.
oh lyrics are kinda..
leave it to you to fill in the blanks.

XOXO





Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless

Black black heart
why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire
I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

As I begin to lose my grip
On these realities your sending
Taste your mind and taste your sex
I'm naked underneath your cover
Covers lie and we will bend and borrow
With the coming sign
The tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape

Black black heart
why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire
I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

Black black heart
why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire
I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

let go

frou frou probably isn't everyone's favourite band but they still hold their own alright.
However, this one totally blew me away(like, 10 years ago i can't believe i'm still addicted to it. sheesh)
nevermind that i took so long to post it up here(:
Love martin johnson's voice! <3





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watching live the dream. okay the finalists are like really good
waaayyy better than whatever campus superstar competitors (sorry people haha) & even Singapore Idol
oh and it seems like evanescence has disappeared! A
Amy Lee is drop-dead gorgeous, even without the gothic make up and all.
Especially without the make up!

cross my heart

Jealousy, turning things into disease

back frm school not too long ago. today was alright, only because there's PE
played basketball. what's new right? haha
anyway, halfway me and bernice pangseh-ed the girls cause cjj & philbert wanted us to play against them!
played 2 matches and we beat them in the first one HA
okay la we're not that pro they just let us win okay. see, they're nice(:
plus, i've 100-98 blisters on my feet now.

assembly was crap as usual. i Cannot wait to leave all these behind. but who knows, i'll probably miss it when i've left. ironic?

oh and everytime i'm with kalvinder or one of the coconuts, i never fail to see really weird people!
like today's lion dance troupe we saw today while buying 1.20 bubble tea
and there's like, chocolate warehouse sale at one of the buildings around school area
just noticed it today, but apparently, it has been there since like, forever.

its past 5am and i'm driving around
i can't get no sleep, stereo's blasting aloud
drowning my thoughts
butterflies from last summer flying away
why do they fly away?

i promise i won't hold you up
look me in the eye now, shakin' me out of
my reverie
last summer's magic hanging by a thread
why does it break?

you're the first to go and i'm the last to know
how did it last so long?
it's just one last song.

I cross my heart, and hope to die
Payback's just starting, City lights blinding
I cross my heart and hope to die
don't say sorry, i know its only temporary

it's effortless but i'm losing you
deception's alibi switches off the sun,
stars and the moon
shadows creep and block out the lights
why do they fade away?

you're the first to go and i'm the last to know
supposedly for a lifetime
it's just one last line.

I cross my heart, and hope to die
Payback's just starting, City lights blinding
I cross my heart and hope to die
And hope you die

I cross my heart, and hope you die
i'm pulling the trigger, the pain won't last forever
I cross my heart and hope you die
don't say sorry, i know its only temporary

i promise i won't hold you up
look me in the eye now, shakin' me out of
my reverie
why does it break?

stab my back &it's better when i bleed for you

Sunday, September 16, 2007

muse

Our hopes and expectations
Black Holes and revelations

wow i don't know where to start
went shopping with mum ytd @raffles. i didn't get anything cause i wna go on a major shopping spree after O'lvls.
hey i'm even dreaming about it already okay.
so after that i followed my parents to their cg. i'm am Very very very impressed by jessie(i dont actually know how to spell her name haha)
anyway, she's frm church la okay. She's Primary 3(only) and is currently in Grade 7(piano)
she studies at NAFA(!!) and has studied thr for 3 years already. she's like, 9!
i tell you, when she took over the piano i was wowed okay. haha

guest speaker spoke and he was pretty good. he really loved us youths though (haha)
anywayyyyy school tmr!

Quote: "A pun is a punishable offence - sorry, no pun intended!" (HAHA @ ____)

okay please do go listen to the mash up of coldplay's the scientist and sum41's pieces. its very good! even better than greenday vs oasis + a little eminem.
anyway, pieces is such an old song! okay, 2 years old anyway but yea old enough la
i remember the first sum41 song from their All Killer No Filler album. it was in 2001 or smethg. wow. they sing nonsensical songs but who can blame them?

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Hyper-Insomnia-Para-Condrioid

Saturday, September 15, 2007

bittersweettt

Bittersweet Symphony

sup' yo
my eyes are like all red and puffy
i've not been crying, just lack of sleep
i have nothing much to say actually, so this is actually a waste of time

oh if you guys have been watching tv
there's this advertisment; the cereal one? kokocrunch etc?
the little boy is super cute!

how random i know.
and we had 4 very free periods today
pts, nat, ws, bird, nurul &i kept talking about the end of the world etc &religion
actually it started off with maths, to the earthquake, to the fire that broke out in hougang resulting in 2 deaths
and then tsunamis and how in the Bible etc etc etc
i just realised that the few of them actually Want to believe in God. They just don't have a chance to
makes me step back and count my blessings. growing up in a christian family, i never experienced what they are experiencing
maybe that explains my hunger for lost souls

this post is pretty long for a i-have-nothing-to-say-this-is-a-waste-of-time thingum
so yea
sayonara XOXO

the one in a million song that i actually like frm dishwalla
nothing special, really.

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last timeI will fall
into a place that fails us all
inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear
to see still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
and are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in
give it up
and then
take a breath
make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Thursday, September 13, 2007

disgusting

She laughs at my dreams but i dream about her laughter

okay i'm not here to complain about my results and how badly i've fared cause i realised i've been doing that Way Too Much
i should'nt be complaining. i should be Praising God :D

MOST of my subjects HAVE improved since prelims1, so Thank God for that
I achieved my 2 in english, so Thank God for that
I got a very very unexpected 3 in lit! so Thank God for that too
At least, i passed my sciences and f&n, which i thought i'd fail horribbllyyyy, so Thank God for THAT
okay its becoming draggy, but still, thank Him for such grades, be it lousy to me or not
cause in His eyes, its already perfect

heeeeeee(: i swear im not self-deluded(HAHA)

oh and recess has been super enjoyable for the past week. been having a chance to catch up with the clique<3>
it's rare 15-20mins max moments like these which i treasure! (:

i feel like i'm under-using the facilities bayw has got to offer!
i don't use the gym, the pool, the vending machines, the tennis courts, the bbq pits etc
not even the study room anymore man.
maybe if i were to graduate earlier, i'd be able to wake up at 8am every morning, go for 1 hour swim, come home and STUDY
maybe then i won't be so fat and stupid haha

okay i feel very random
shall stop before it starts(:

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

5 minutes to midnight

not new, but extremely addictive.
the kind of song that makes you wna sing along, though you know you'll sound horrible(:

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertow
But you know the places I wanna go
Cause oh oh oh
I've got a sickness, you've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan, we walk out the door

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

We could
Pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh all I care
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?
Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
We'll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts
We can make the time stand still

its alright

Give my gun away when it's loaded

Unbearable!
i can't type properly at all and my right hand feels super weak
all thanks to PE of course. played basketball today and in the midst of total confusion, the ball landed on my fourth/fifth finger on my right hand
so now, i can't write, type, hold a pen, give you a high-5, clap or open a packet of chilli. tried and tested, don't worry
but i have no idea what happened, just hoping that it'll smehow recover by like, the next hour or so

i've yet to collect sciences and lit paper. bloody disappointed in ss cause i thought i'd do well.
35/50 for SS + 30/50(!!!!) for Geog = 65/100 for combined humans. okay you can kill me in a minute because i was aiming for at least a 2-3, and a ONE for O'lvls. damn.

got back english today too. still not totally satisfied but relatively happy about the marks.
sad thing is that i could've done better if not for the stupid summary. i only got a 13/25 -just pass. really sad cause i did quite well for compre & compo, and so-so for report writing.
you wldn't have to kill me with your bare hands if this happens in Os and summary pulls my grades down. i'd have committed suicide by then. yeah i am dead serious. don't know oral results but for now, its a 69/100 for english I Must Achieve my minimum 2! RAHH

okay sorry very irritated cause i didnt fare well this time, although i studied like crazy and thought i'd do well for certain papers.

but shit behind,

1) china mordern/jazz dancers performed for school during assembly.
HIGHLIGHTS: they all looked the same and danced in angles! like really, they go: "90degrees to the left, and 90degrees to the right.." it was like watching a bloody dance video

2) We're pro. Pro to the extent that me, steph &kalvinder could have a msn conversation during assembly.
HIGHLIGHTS: KALVINDER (duh) and her WET SOPPY KISSES(!), NUDGES(!!) and The Simpsons theme soundtrack MP3 by kalvinder and her cracked voice(!!!)

3) i saw mr sunshine THREE times today [background info: mr sunshine is an old man who roams around heartland mall. He wears the same clothes repeatedly 24/7. He smiles almost all the time and wears BRIGHT ORANGE CROCS (priceless) yesterday, at around 2-3pm, he walked around Qiji and stopped to stare at geraldine(FREAKY). Today, at roughly the same time, he was seen at kovan macds Three Times. So, is he stalking us, or what?]
yep, freaky i tell you. i Tried to avoid him all 3 times (failed) and the sight of his orange crocs just cracked us up.
HIGHLIGHTS: oh, and he zips his pants AFTER he takes 20 steps out of the toilet (witnesses: deirdre, cheryl)

4) steph, me, deirdre, cheryl + ter, dj, maureen, adam &kenneth teo had lunch (okay, the obviousss)
it was crazy, if you know what i mean. laughed so hard we cried and all - The Usual haha
luckily the rest weren't there. and bestfriend was hilarious. she loves to act (we all agree on that) and she actually loves being constipated.
HIGHLIGHTS: steph thinks that Bananas cause constipation; cheryl thinks that Potatoes cause constipation.

sayonara people,
XOXO

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

beauty in the breakdown

Cutting out the words before i speak

This sucks. i feel so suck-ish now. Damn you geraldine - that's all that's running through my head now. No, it's strolling and taking its time and i just want it to all run out but no it doesnt want to leave
i'm blabbering as usual, gibberish but you really cannot blame me
actually, you can. because Serve Me Right

shit like, how cld i have done so so so badly for prelims2!
it's even worse than prelims1. it just gets worse though, nope, won't let me off so easily
i thought i'd do well for geog but bam! this goes straight into my face
its times like these i doubt my intelligence

i'm so freaking out now. i can't imagine what it'll be like if i get this kinda results for O'lvls.
i shuddderrrr to think about it even
i don't know if the teachers marked very strictly, or if i just didn't do well. after all, there are some i know who get A1s (grrr) so i don't know. i feel so disappointed ):
come on, i studied! that's what makes it all so much worse.

but anyway, today was really funny
everytime i go out with the coconut gang, i just laugh and laugh and meet REALLY weird people.
it's all kalvinder's fault (apart frm the scrotum &rectum part - creds to tan)

okay sorry for mentioning scrotum and all that, but its REALLY funny!
you HAVE to ask. really!

i am going to marry my tenyear series and mountainload of textbook now. please, wish me best of luck[:

Monday, September 10, 2007

connecting

If you do the connecting, God will do the perfecting

Today's the first day of term 4. got back 2 papers already - chem &maths, though chem is kinda incomplete
what can i say? i did really badly. i kinda expected it while i was doing the paper but yet, still very very disappointed.
on a higher note, bestfriend passed her bio so She Gets To Treat Me Lunch! HAHA hooray for me hooray for her :D

hmm on sat night &sunday afternoon after church, i attended the jan johnson seminar
my parents dragged me there on sat but i was blown away. she's really good and i just can't help but sit up straight and listen to her, hear what she has got to say
inspirational &i'm VERY encouraged. also, been having hell loads of doubts the past few days and i don't know, after listening to her and going to church and all, i feel so well, grounded now.
it's a good thing, really. have Got to learn how to be truly dependent on Christ alone.

anyway, like i said, it cleared my doubts and fears and worries
that sense of presentiment and uncertainty is all gone now.
It's amazing, Overwhelming even
i think God really does have a bigger plan for us all
i shall shake the dust off my feet and testify HAHA

i can go on all day about God's grace because it really IS amazing!
You guys just don't know what you're missing unless you truly experience it.

anyway, i've been blog surfing, As Usual
and lately many people i know are breaking up, or getting sick and tired of their relationships
it just struck me how so very inmature all of us are
&as a christian (im not here to preach. Really), relationships are supposed to be Godwards.
it should be a relationship with both parties growing closer towards Christ.
&then there goes people (i really will not mention names) who complain about the misery, and the pain and the i dont know, torture? of their relationships
and i'm like, Why? shouldn't relationships be one that's filled with peace joy fun laughter.
it's a statement, not a question.

about 5 more weeks to O'lvls!
I need to be pushed. Harder than ever
XOXO

Psalms 37:4 ;
Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart"

Friday, September 7, 2007

cry

Faith is like the wind
You can't see it, but you can feel it

just watched a walk to remember for like, the 3rd or 4th time so far
everytime i watch it, i can't help tearing
especially the 2nd time onwards, cause like, i already know she's gna die lol
great movie, inspiring.
mandy moore and shane west looks so good together actually haha

alright im feeling extremely hungry
gna cook sme maggie mee

God has a bigger plan for us
Even bigger than the plan we have for ourselves(:

Thursday, September 6, 2007

awww










awww sweet, isn't she?
6 and she has near-perfect pitching!
very very cute! and she's missing her 2 front teeth :D

oh and she worships simon! She LOVES him!(2nd vid)
and at the end of the semis, when he said "i didn't like it.."
note how her face totally fell. heart-wrenching hahaha

oh &i totally dig their british accents. radical.

smirks

And you caught me off-guard
And now i'm running and screaming

i'm laughing now. silent laughter aimed at myself
it seems that i'm not off-target. took me hell long to get it right

yea it's really funny how we've all changed.
reading through bestf's blog and like, i saw that neoprint we took?
like exactly how long have i not stepped into a neoprint shop? its like eons i tell you
haha &then that song she posted - broken? brings back too much too

and i've got chocolate infested with ants. Cadbury, in fact.
Damn.
tom &jerry's on now
XOXO

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

things are never what they seem

Don't try to fix me, i'm not broken

y'know i was just looking through stuff - blogs &all
and i just can't help thinking; things are NEVER, ever ever what they seem
i feel like such an idiot. i keep thinking that everything's fine, there's nothing going on but then Wham! it's all in my face
haha ever felt that way? maybe its cause we never have time to exchange goss or swap spit now
but yea i just can't help feeling.. i don't know. i won't say how i'm feeling here la ya

&stuff HAS changed. no, i'm not over reacting or whatever, but stuff has REALLY changed

goodness. *smacks my forehead

okay i'm leaving. this is ridiculous.

goodbye.


_________________________________________________________

I HAD TO BRAG
my dad went KL today with his friends for their own little rendezvous apparently(!!!!)
& GUESS WHAT. he loves me so much he bought dunkin's home!
yay my dad's like a total mind-reader okay. it's called telepathyyyyyy

&i'm sure all of you people have watched Garden State at least once.
sure it's pretty draggy, esp the starting but its rlly REALLY amazing! you just have to watch it
released in 2004/05 i think. directed, produced and acted by zach braff or whatever his name is AKA JD frm scrubs(:
okay so like, for those who caught it, at the end there's this soundtrack by frou frou?
Let go? it's a great song isn't it!
anyway i'm sure all of us have heard it at least once(they used to play in on the radio like way too much, i think)
but recently i totally fell in love with it again
though this time round i'm stuck on the BLG version. yeeeaahhh they remade it &it's totally awesomo! martin johnson has such a great voice but i still adore paul!
HAHA okay sorry but what we have? it's real okay. So Real.
HAHAHAHAHA aww i know what you people are gna say la whatever go away shoo scat

but seriously. give the blg version a listen. ( not the a static lullaby one. too hard)

much love[:

grey's anatomy

Wow okay like, seriously? i have to Stop using tvlinks.
it's totally shameless and i'm Hooked on Grey'sA.

it's like ER, With the scandals hahahaha
&i can borrow all 3 seasons frm my cousin but nooooo, i just have to watch it on tvlinks where it takes rlly long to buffer and stuff

anyway, i cannot wait for Os to end so i can totally watch all 6-7 seasons of scrubs
it's been damn long since i last saw it
who knows terence, maybe i'll go watch smallville too?

okay enough of the sitcom mania
i'm gna go back to Grey's Anatomy and then i'll do sme maths or smethg
how about that?(:

Monday, September 3, 2007

5 colours in her hair




HAHA their first single or smethg
gosh dannyyyyyy <3

Sunday, September 2, 2007

must have done smethg right

We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life

And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
This jealousy
They can see that we've got it going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky
Cause it's hard to believe
That somebody like you'd end up with someone like me

And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside

It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

HAHAHA watch their crazy video. really stupid
it seems that almost everyone can play soccer damn well.
anyway, it's better than their Be my escape vid, that one was totally common

well, i've been slacking for the past three days
enough rest i'll start mugging tmr (cross fingers)
tmr we're going to SP (dammit, tell me why we signed up?)
so not looking forward to it, but BP must go i guess
so i went to church today
lunch with classmates at T3cube. funny people la all of them
went PS and watched that my school rocks competition thing?
yea wait let me digress i wanted to shop and i saw this jeans frm dorothyp? 73 bucks. sweet
and this top frm esprit -sweeterrr. hahaha
okay back - the dance competition was crazy. only one team impressed me, the orchid park sec group, or is it the bukit batok one?
but anyway, they're like damn pro lol
okay im babbling, talking nonsense so ya.
OH can you believe my dad went to queue for donuts? i dont know what's the shop name la it was sme missy shit but hell the donuts SUCKED.
walao i want my DUNKIN'S! HELLO dunkin' donuts are still ze best alrightttt
so yea, point is, the donuts frm PS tasted like shit (no offence to those who really likes it but yea to each his/her own opinion, si?) and dunkin's still the best(:
Great, now i want a trip to m'sia so we can hunt for donuts (just like what we did last year all the fat people)
sayonara
XOXO

Saturday, September 1, 2007

shiate

I am such a sucker for acoustics and self-composed songs, dimples and intense gazes, roses and sunrises. Such a total sucker.

goodness slap me out of my reverie please.

i'm totally into acoustics again!

invelm

Tell me did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanant scar

yo mama.
let's see. today had teachers' day celebrations.
it was pretty well done. thumbs up! me and kal and all the crazy people laughed so hard.
esp kal. she totally embarassed us! haha
left for heartland with grace. bummed around with nothing to do &then bestf joined us.
left for yangzheng at around 12? haha reached there and we walked around the school, being jealous of the things that they have now and wondering which century we came from
seriously, yz's so damn different! it's pretty and colourful. you should see their toilets! HAHA
anyway me and grace totally had nothing to do. i spotted sme long long lonnnngggg lost friends though. hahaha and so many people looked extremely familiar. i just didn't know who they are.
and primary school students are so puny! puny tiny minute. very very extreemeeelyyy small
i was very amused by the fact that their bags looked much bigger than them! they looked as if they were about to topple off the stairs or smethg. hahaha and its so freakin' noisy
there was one point when me and grace were in the canteen &we heard this thunder-like sound
realised it was cming frm the hall upstairs and it was probably the kiddos jumping and screaming for joy
freaked me out. i was wondering if THAT would ever ever ever happen to yuying HAHA

oh and aaron teo and friends came to my school. i was like GO AWAY haha i was totally trying to remember if they were frm my primary school.
but obviously, they're not GATESCHOOL CRASHERS
jamie arrived like after 19247832 years
went cine and catched rush hour 3(i know, like FINALLY)
the storyline wasn't that all good. but it was really funny. hilarious. and what they said about the jokes being the same? i disagree. haha
left for chomps (asses. i got lost trying to find my way to the 136 bus stop which NEVER existed!) and dinner was greaattt
THANKS STEPH! (she treated us la duh)
and oh ya, happy belated birthday rubbish!
&happy birthday steph! (soon)

Steph: please please please eat your calcium pills one everyday after dinner or smethg it'd do you good and please watch where you put your foot and ass and don't go wakeboarding at night and you'll be finnneeee. realllyy

Angeline: the chocolates were ex okay! you tits haha

so now im hommeee. after a long bus ride frm amk hub
me rubbish steph &kal went there to look see look see
and angeline IS totaly rubbish! aunty i tell you.
they wanted to cab there and she was like, Wait 20 minutes! then cheaper!

okay la. bye i'm bored already(: