Saturday, March 31, 2007

first day of the rest of my life and i miss you already [:

great day today!
short and sweetttt
and yes, it made my day!
PE was hilarious can.


after school i CHEOONNGGGG home! bus-ed with kalvinder
which was funny as in funny 'HAHAHAHAHAHA'
reached home, bummed alot
rosamund came over. slacked somemore
watched Thirteen
it's a pretty good show. about how this straight-ace girl wants to be likt, popular
so she follows the hottest girl in town
and strat drinking, doing drugs and sex and all that nonsense
and her life and family starts to become like shit and so do her grades
yep. and in the end, her friend (who totally wasnt hot la!) betrayed her and all that la.
but yes, it is a good show
(only thing is that it is rated m-18)
yes, we slacked a little more
played the beautiful piano (:
and then walked over to her place with crappy cheesy jokes la
swam just now. and yes, milo totally rocks!



speech day tmr. i just saw our VVIP on tv!
and i feel so stupid la! im gna see myself (taller version! grr) tmr
i think i'll burst out laughing and die or smethg.


Love will make you beautiful
HA.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

romance in the dark

wore full u to school today (:
collected our certs and presented the school with our trophy! :D
well, lessons were pretty fine la.
after school no training again, so felt pretty empty

slacked in prefects room for awhile
leong was being so violent can!
i have no idea why la.
stupid kenneth, waste my time, smack my head
abuse!
hahaha left with mo to meet ms ng
everything's pretty much up
so i practised with ms kumar, and then mrs oh
yea, laughed and laughed at my stupid life-size poster thingy!
went to watch the speech day team train after that.
they're improving, just minor details la.

left had dinner at grandmom's hse
and rosamund's gna come over tmr cause school ends early! :D
gna bum and junk, and watch dvds
HAHA

two more days to speech day
phew after that, can relax even more
and yes, people!
i really wna catch the phantom of the opera!
in esplanade!
hello? anyone?
it looks really really really good!



i love thursdays! <3

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

showstopper

yo, whassup?

i'm totally watching the dance floor now
it's pretty obvious who are the better dancers aint it?
vas and pris are not bad
but platinum are blowing off everyone's minds!
seriously, they're good.
and styles from beyond is not bad either

anyway, i really should go polish boots
gta collect prize tmr, and yes, we gta were full-u
so sian la. i thought like last sat was the last time im gna really shine my boots already

nothing much really
today's weather was just as hot as yesterdays
and yep it was THAT hot that during maths, we stopped studying and started chatting! HAHAHA
yes, with our teacher la of course.


you know, when the judges say, GOOD EFFORT, they actually mean that you're not there yet?
HAHA the way they put it sounds so good huh.

i miss sec two i miss sec two
i miss TWO A especially. come on, im growing up way too fast and im growing too old!

AND OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS BRACES
look at my life-size poster and laugh your ass out alright!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it's a good thing im graduating already.

ta
off to play my piano (:

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

yea you caught my eye [:

PHHHEEEWWWW
i have finally completed SANA, badge project thing
10 people not hard to find la actually.
but im damn dumb can. i could've asked my parents
instead, i went begging Hoho

well, i really didnt want to wake up to go school today!
my bed is just so comfortable and snuggling under the blanket is like, the best thing in the world!
but sadly, not an option la.
school was okay today
just that the weather was freaking hot(as usual) (very irritating right?) (what's up with brackets!) (oh, i want THAT popppinggggg sweet thing! )
after school had meeting with ex-co
seriously dudes. meeting was whacked.
we discussed very little issues, but laughed and joked, and laughed (somemore) waaaayyyy too much!
we laughed until terence turned to comics, jmo induldged in self-denial and claimed that the file was his, cheryl started crying, koh started thinking he was in a UN conference, varian started yelling like a gorilla, dj was quiet throughout mostly, and kenneth leong just gaped in exsperation! ( forget reban rai, alright? that ass )

who was the most sane?
MEEEE :D

haha after that, we had the heritage thing
i walked to church for like, the very last part of first aid
and then we all decided to walk back to school, and listen to grace tell us ghost story!
she told us about the haunted school(movie)(why are brackets so appealing)(!!!!!???) and we got damn freaked out!
when people tried to scare us, one scream, all scream! HAHAHA
hilariously hilarious
walked to prata shop, but then bus-ed home la

anyway, you know when you stand on the bus, and when the bus stops at a bus stop, you tend to look out at the bus stop?
yea i was on 22, and that was what i did
i saw this ernie-lookalike!
botak, but he had this really intense look (like wentworth miller)(but wentworth's hotter)(MUCH HOTTERRRR!)
looked really familiar, but i can't place a name to that face.yea


school(again) tmr!
sayonara! :D

Monday, March 26, 2007

my heart is yours to fill or burst.

Okay, i have decided.
Acoustic version of hands down is better than the normal version. better a bit only la.
acoustics rock! and yes, thank you leong. i give you credit HAHAHA


well, anyway, school was alright la.
after school, though, was super boring!
hmmm, WHY?
Because No More GB Trainings! HAHA
i don't know if that's good or bad la. ]
Good because i am free
and Bad because i am free.
slacked in the prefects room for a year, with mdm amrit
we were all talking about LBK and lixian's crush! and all
after we finally decided to get our butts off the yellow chairs, me leong and na went fatimahs!
ate and bus-ed home

everyone's so emo these few days it's like the IN thing la can
how i wish i can indulge in self-pity too and totally just think to myself, 'Geraldine! So Poor Thing!'
guess what i'm thinking now? 'Geraldine, you're pathetic!'
HAHAHA
like what they say, love is in the air.
and like what karina said, you Fall in love, not JUMP in love. so yes. wait.
so friends, please cheer up!
Being single's not so bad! :D
you don't get tied down
you don't have to commit
you do whatever you like
you don't have to worry about occasional heartaches
and best of all, you don't have to do any mind-reading!
mingling is best than sticking to one sometimes HAHA
Single Pringle, Free To Mingle, isn't it?

yes, so ah bangs. relac one corner la.
oh damn, i hope i won't get sued. haha


And his walk that we shared together
The streets were wet
And the gate was locked
So i jumped in
And i let you in
And you stood at the doorway with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And i knew, that you meant it.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

sunday morning, rain is falling

have you ever felt like, killing yourself for letting someone special go?
like, when that person likes you so much but then you're with someone else
and when you finally break off with that someone else and you realise that you actually like that person
but then it's too late, because that person already likes someone else, and he/she really likes her and his/her someone likes them alot too?
and then you have no choice but to watch them from afar
it's pretty sad innit.

yes. and that person that used to be crazy about you.
what if she/he knew about how you felt her now?
haha very complicating.


well, anyway, Randy Cline on unfabulous is MUCH hotter than jake bahari (who i used to think was cute. HA)


school tmr!
goodbye!

in darkness she is all i see

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Overwhelmed by your love

SILVER.
ILVER
LVER
VER
ER
R



HAHAHA this rocks. the feeling i mean.
we trained so hard, and so long
we complained so much, argued sometimes, got on each other's nerves, and the best of all, we encouraged and grew together
we learnt together, and bonded together
prayer sessions never fail to lift our spirits
the laughter and fun that we all shared during tough trainings never cease to amaze me
really, we have come so far.

well, maybe to some of you, silver is not good
After all, it isn't, definitely isn't gold
and to some of you, Gold is like the sign that you're the best and that you guys rock
i won't argue to that.
you know, when we stood under that really hot sun today to wait for our results
okay, the speeches were long and all, and many people couldnt tahan
but then, while i was just standing there in senang-diri position, watching people collect their trophies and listening to the coys that were being called out
i was freaking nervous i tell you
my legs were shaking, my palms were sweaty.
and when they were announcing the COP(pioneer) results
70th coy was on their toes. we were listening intently, and when our coy wasnt called
we all went like, PHHHHEEWWWWW
and then bronze, our coy wasnt called again
and we were all smiling!
but sadly, we didnt get a gold, and we were like the 2nd last coy they called for silver award
i was pretty disappointed at first
its like a sinking, deflated feeling you know?
(1st, 3rd, 4th, and 5th coy got gold)
hahaha
after vesper, we ended the parade
and then suddenly i saw things in a different light
i was pretty much, EY SILVER! NOT BAD WHAT!
and then we screamed and screamed and jumped and cried and laughed waaayyy toooo much!
the feeling was like, a mixture of relieve and pride, and of course, we thanked God so much!
while we prayed, we cried even more which was pretty funny haha
but really! considering the fact that this is the VERY FIRST TIME our coy has entered the drill competition, silver is already not bad.
in fact, we beat other more seasoned coys, i think
well, we went for celebrations!
at mac. HAHA ate like nobodies business
and we were all pretty high.


YES
drill competition is finally over!
i now can breathe air that doesnt contain GB molecules all over
and yes, in two years time, during the next drill competition
We Are So Going To Get GOLD.




Thank you Lord for everything
Be To Your Glory Forever and Ever, Amen

you make me wanna

i am dead beat.
today school felt so long
friday somemore!
gosh. must be chinese remedial
did bao zhang in like, record time
and then i had the heritage thing
yea
oh, and speech day parade segment was pretty cool la actually
today was the first time i watched the whole thing
okay okay i admit, first-u damn zai la
but i think the ncc one looked better
heh
well, after the heritage thing i went for PD practice
liyi came! :D
and we did like, major last minute changes!
well, i really really really hope PRAY that tmr's competition would totally rock our socks
argh! this is crazy!

and yes, airport has changed so so so much
was there just now.
stupid swensens becoming more cheapo.
their ring-a-ding-a-ling ( the only ice-cream i order) was SUPPOSED to be chocolatey and nice and fudgey and all that
walao. when it came i was major disappointed!
what a bummer right. hah
yea, anyway rachel ordered sme sticky chocolate thing and that was WAY better!
RIP. OFF.
and guess who i saw! ( apart from that six hot japanese guys! */melts )
rosamund! hahaahaha
okay la. enough spasticity



t'ciao.

Friday, March 23, 2007

something about you

I was just thinking about it just now
everyone's like, in love, well almost.
which is, well, entertaining
we were all teasing varian just now
about him and that vietnamese girl and all

i don't know, but isnt the word, 'love' a little bit too overused?
like, seriously.
Sure, Barney was trying to teach us smethg when he sings "i love you you love me we're a happy family " and all
but i mean, i don't understand
if its love, real love, how come their relationships last for like, a few years. hell, even a few months, weeks even
haha don't ask me why i'm being so random,
probably because i'm guilty, and acquitted

haha still, love is overused and underrated
you don't just love and tom, dick, or bobby you see on the street
not that hunk, nor that very delicious eye candy
that's just wrong isnt it
shouldnt love be a progression? something one feels not immediate, but something that develops
whatever happened to: I have a crush on you, or, you're just an infatuation!

yes, and i was talking to a heart-broken friend today
guys, please don't build us up, buttercup baby
just to let us down, and mess us around.
really! sheesh.
and no empty promises. that's almost as good as killing yourself and labelling, " I'M A BIG FAT JERK " in front of the girl


hahahahahaha
okay, i admit, this is all plain nonsense la.


i'm hungry.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

and you kissed me like you meant it

After two days on MC
going back to school today was hell
waking up was a total torture
haha and the weather sucked!
damn bloody hot. and irritating

got 2 free periods though. that's a plus
and after school went lunching with the dings
FINALLY. the 4 of us! :D :D :D
yu pian was closed. so i had rojak with ding
haha walked back to school
and while walking with woof, we kept meeting weird people. HAHAHAHA
had speech day rehearsals, which i must say, is well, okay i wont say
PD was normal.
liyi coming down to tmr!
after trg, slacked with the usual
and had dinner with ter, varian, and teo
no idea why, but i suddenly miss sec 2 days! still!

test tmr.
im gna nk and die today
oh yes oh yes
Prison Break later on! (:



Baby baby, there's something about you baby (:

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

straitjacket feelings

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel

Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Sleeping with the enemy

i still feel horrible.



Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing...fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers

and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at the doorway,
your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.


i know i know.
some of the lines sound really cheesy
yes yes and the rhyming sucks. like, some, and dumb?
really.
but overall it's a pretty great song
and im desperately looking for the acoustic version!
so please, Hands Down, you know what to do (:

Monday, March 19, 2007

just the girl

She laughs at my dream, but i dream about her laughter


I
Feel
So
Horrible.


my insides feel all quesy, and often i just feel like vomitting
at night, i cannot sleep in peace, because i keep waking up
in the morning, walking is a total torture
and school is just. boring
and very hot.
the weather, i meant
and my heart races suddenly, and breathing feels so, unnatural.

yea well, i was feeling very irritated the whole day
because of all those reasons i listed up there.
plus i kept having major headaches
and my stomach hurts i dont know why
RAH
Pd was pretty screwed, in my opinion
and i really wna do well for this segment
after trg, went to mac with eunice & ding
talked a little, laughed alot
yes, the usual (:

now im home
and no prizes for guessing who i saw on bus 22!
HAHAHAHA



i need H20.
dammit, just kill me.
argh.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

night time stirs and wakes the magic nation

DANCING ON THE KITCHEN TILES, IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU



okay.
i'm watching the phantom of the opera
for the 2nd time
yet again, i am so wow-ed.
hahahaha
i wna catch the proper musical. don't know if it's showing or not
so, anyone? (:


it's been hazy these few days
when you look out my balcony, it looks romantic
BUT its making me feel very bad
haha as in sick.
yea
that's how i feel. sick

oh well, let me go watch the phantom of the opera in peace
France is really pretty (:

more to life

okay guys, read this:


When Ms Woo was on her way to her class, 2E5, she noticed the intolerable noise they have made. Thus, she decided to confront those who were misbehaving.

Ms Woo: How many times do I need to tell you, DON'CH BE SO NOISY especially when the teacher's not in class?? Who was the one who make so much noise?! You better stand up before everyone gets it.

Felix: "Will the Real Slim Shady Please Stand Up, Please Stand Up, Please Stand Up..." (Eminem)

Ms Woo: You again!! Can you DON'CH PRAY A FOOL??

Felix: "Can't believe that I'm the Fool again~" (Westlife)

Ms Woo: Do you want me to beat you??

Class: "Hit me Baby One More Time!" (Britney)

Ms Woo: What did u say??

Eugene: "WHAT?!" (Stone Cold)

Ms Woo: Are you out of your head??

Kai Ying: "I just can't Get you Outta my Head~" (Kylie Minogue)

Ms Woo: Who do you think you are??

Eugene: "I'm a Genie in a Bottle~" (Christina Aguilera)

Ms Woo: DON'CH BE RUDE!! How many F9s do you all want??

Class: "1, 2, 345, Everybody in the House, so Come'on let 's Ride.." (Lou Bega)

Ms Woo: Do you all have to do this?? What else you all do?!

Class: "Sometimes I run, Sometimes I hide..." (Britney)

Ms Woo: Do you all think this is a party??

Class: "I'm Coming Up so you Better Get the Party Started!" (Pink)

Ms Woo: I want all of you to go for detention tomorrow morning!!

Class: "Every Morning they're a Hello..." (Sugar Ray)

Ms Woo: No!! I want everyone of you to go for detention EVERYDAY!!

Class: "Everyday I Love You~" (Boyzone)

Ms Woo: Felix, Eugene and Kai Ying!! You 3 come alone and see me after school!!

Eugene: "Show me the Meaning, of Being Lonely" (BSB)

Ms Woo: Okay Eugene!! Now only you have to come and see me personally!! Felix and Kai Ying
need not!! It's gonna be only 2 of us!!

Eugene: "Just the Two of Us..." (Will Smith)

Ms Woo: Do you want to SHUTTUP before I bring you to Mr Fauzi??

Class: "You Say it Best, when you Say Nothing At All..." (Ronan Keating)

Ms Woo: I want all of you to promise not to give me anymore trouble!!

Class: "This I Promise You... Woo~ I Promise You..." (*NSYNC)

Ms Woo: Make sure you all DON'CH give me trouble again!!

Class: "Oops!! I Did it Again!!" (Britney)

Ms Woo: DON'CH BE RUDE AR!!

Kai Ying: "There she Goes... There she Goes Again~" (Sixpence None The Richer)

Ms Woo: I'm leaving now!!

Class: "BYE BYE BYE!!" (*NSYNC)



hahaha pretty amusing isnt it.
well it used to be hilarious back when i recieved in through email like, when i was still a primary school-er
it has stayed in my inbox ever since
but i just realised that i have heard the lou bega song like, ten years ago on MAX 3
believe it or not, i was like primary 1 at most? MAX THREEEEEEE.

well, drill competition was okay la
i wont say we did our best
but i wont say we sucked to the core too
so yes, what's over is over
we were too nervous i think, and that nervous-ness turned against us.
after arriving back in school, lunched with the dings at jia yi bing ding
after that went for mitchel's party
yea. jing jie's like super cutteee!
hahaha

its 12.20 already
and i'm really tired

bye all! (:

Saturday, March 17, 2007

secondhand serenade

Because You live and breathe


i have spent the last hour or so polishing the pride of my life
yes, my pair of over-used, underrated boots
hahahaha
well, sadly i am so not satisfied
You know, you can really tell how devoted a brigader is
not by her rank
nor the number of badges
nor her position
nor how faded her uniform is
nor how tan she is
but
BUT by her boots

you see, if she's really devoted, her boots will shine like nobodies business
and she would definitely not use liquid kiwi
PLUS her boots will have zero friction, and her heels will be almost nothing
hahaha

okay that was some nonsense.
but can you believe it
four years with these precious boots
i know many of you, after reading so far, would laugh to yourself and go, "geraldine who?"
and then shake your head sadly before praying for me
and then closing the window
i am not going crazy believe me!
hahaha ask any one who owns a pair of boots
the original feels the best
it's not just how seasoned it is
it's just, that familiarity.


like all sec ones, i used to be so excited polishing my boots
learning the best methods to make my boots shine the quickest way
and all that
sec two, was the time when i had this fierce pride for my boots, and of course GB
senior, a squad leader, great friends, great juniors, great ma'ams. what else man?
haha sec 3 proved to be lazy. boots were neglected as i spent more time with mr smelly tie!
and now, sec 4 already
the boots are basically on the road to heaven
hahaha


i wonder when was my last time polishing my boots and checking my teeth to see if it was shiny enough
HAHAHA
and of course, after an hour of rubbing your finger in circles, with the stale smell of kiwi and the dampness of the cloth non-stop
one's fingers tend to get REALLY SPASTIC
like mine

seriously dudes
Try It


Lord, i pray for tmr's drill competition
We have asked of You so many things, but please just bless us
Bless the weather, and provide the Girls with strength and help us to overcome our fear/nervous-ness
Also, i wna Thank You Jesus for the past trgs
How we've really bonded, Lord, and how we just want to save our squadmates (:
Lord, whatever the outcome is, it'll be for Your Glory, not ours.
Amen!




When i look in your eyes, you're ready to break
don't walk away

Friday, March 16, 2007

best i've ever had

You know,wireless connection can be such a bitch
it keeps going on and off
i have no idea why i'm blogging now
i just have this strong desire to rant

i really don't know how come some people can blog in such an intellectual way
while others basically go yEsS iiE wEnT oUt tooDaEe nnd
okay forget it. that half-completed sentence alone took me ten years.
i mean,i was just blog surfing and i wonder how people can come up with such stuff
okay okay i admit i used to go like, aniwae,and 2 instead of to and yea you get it
but hey! i have been enlightened.HAHA
imagine, what if im still hahaS-ing now
no offence people(:
and i really must give a hand to the creator of kids central shows
tell me,whoever heard of multi-coloured ponies with ice-cream printed on their arses
and them having a huge dog, who cries, as a friend!
HAHA i mean,look at tom&jerry. that's pretty reasonable right. cat chase mouse, mouse outwit cat.
and mr bean! totally stupid
but really, you gotta go all out for mr bean's aqquaintances.

okay i feel pretty screwed.
drill competition's tmr and im feeling pretty nervous
so sweet stuff, polish your boots and say no to drugs
don't smoke crack and do all that shit you git me?

i crave sentosa, and cam-whoring, and chocolate.

These Things I'll Never Say :D

life for rent

well, me and pts pao-ed today
for THIRTY CENTS
damien paid the rest
HAHAHAHA it's just that it's once in a million so yea, gta blog about it (:


and like, i just came back from movie
the last bus is like, at 11.30!
LOUSY LA
hahaha
STOMP THE YARD was like super duper good!
although i was really amused by the wacky faces
but yea. they moved good dawg.
really impressed. ghetto moves and stepping, as they call it, totally wow-ed me
AND THE GUY WAS DAMN HOT
the leader of the beta whatever thing. yea. the guy that looked like the rock?
really dudes, he's hawt.
hahaha see. im now gna speak like a nAgger ( refer to kenneth's blog! )
yessss. really sweet moves
made me feel like dancing the whole time!

so yea people. go catch it aight!


gosh, geraldine. surely you are much more intellectual than to use slangs. HA
oh, and thanks for the ride back! (:

Thursday, March 15, 2007

ocean avenue

IF I COULD FIND YOU NOW, THINGS WOULD GET BETTER



trg was BEST today!
haha
we did TD, which wasnt all that bad
still, i think the girls can improve, but yes, with God's Grace we can do it!
hoho. anyway, i just realised that after months of endless, tiring trainings under the hot sun
we're gna do drills at the competition for like what, 5 minutes?
seriously la. and i wasnt feeling good today
stupid weather. haha but the sun rocked
just that i sadly have two colours now. and im burnt.

well, after GB ended, we had our usual round of prayer
i mean, really, just a simple line from each of us, in school, in public, outside the GO
but yet, God's presence could be felt so strongly (:
so yes Thank You Lord Jesus (:

lunched with pts at KFC!
ding and tan and amaths remedial! sad yea
haha lunch was retarded.
talked like we never talked before
and pao-ed ( well, i wasnt supposed to.heh)
sat down and talked somemore
talked about everything and anything
and yes, it was all pretty good
haha was about to leave and then bernice peh was like, hey this fashion got sme clothes not bad. got discount smemore ( AUNTY ALERT)
so i was like, okay let's go check it out!
AND SOOOOO
endless craze. we were laughing at ugly UNIQUE leggings ( HAHAHA )
and really out-of-the-world dresses
yes, we tried and tried and laughed and laughed
and half an hour later, we emerged without buying anything ( of course, that wasnt our intention)


anyway, im gna meet the usual at school at TM later
for movie
SOMEONE STOP ME!
well, im being very noble. im gna sacrifice the debut episode of PRISON BREAK 2
just for my pals!
HOW'S THAT
oh well. stomp the yard is supposed to be good. and it better be

really, i should stop spending money!




we could leave this town, and run forever (:

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

stronger than

TAKE ALL OF ME


You broke the night like the sun
And healed my heart with your great love
Any trouble i couldnt bear
You lifted me upon your shoulders

Love that's stronger
Love that covers sin
And takes the weight of the world

I Love You
All of my hope is in you
Jesus Christ take my life
Take all of me

You stand on the mountain tops with me
With you i walk through the valleys
You gave your only son for me
Your grace is all i rely on

I Love you so
And i give up my heart to say
I need you so
My everything (:




that's like, a really great song!
of course la. marty sampson wrote it!
haha anyway, ytd had SANA
not bad really
made new friends again
and the ncc guys frm dont know where were super hilarious
our skit won like, SECOND!
though it kinda screwed up at the finals
because the music ( SMACK THAT ) wasnt playing!
the instructor's phone got problem la. but yea, all was welllll
HAHA after that i trained down to potong
walked in to church IN THE RAIN ):
met up with them
went to ps
the whole way we were like looking at the papers, thinking of which movie to watch
in the end, we decided to catch pursuit of happYness
yea. had dinner before the movie started
and like, i saw junjian and varian at carls jr
and berlinda outside the food court
yes. the movie was pretty good
will smith's son ( in the movie ) was really really cute!
me, kahjun and becky cheang were like making ALOT of noise!
me and becky kept laughing for dont know what reasons la
haha
by the time i reached home, it was probably 12.30
yea. and the weather is like, crazy. totally hazy!


anyway, yf retreat tmr.
i cant go la. sadly ):

oh well. drill competition!
Here
We
Come
:D

HEADLINES:
Prison Break starts TMR!
KENNETH LEONG IS BOTAK!!!!!!

Monday, March 12, 2007

take all of me

I'LL SING, I'LL SING, I LOVE YOU SO (:




hey all!
interview today was, well, TIRING
really tiring
we were basically repeating most of the questions
and it was pure torture when the sec 1s refused to open their golden mouths!
so we had to keep prompting
after like 2 hours, my attention started drifting away and i was practically falling asleep!
after that, lunched with the gb girls
at mac. hmm talked nonsense la
trained to dings hse!
HAHA hilarious. we were looking at ding's photos
so different la
studied for awhile
ate alot of sweeets and stuff
lol
bummed more than we studied

bus-ed home
and i saw kahmennggg on the bus
OBVIOUSLY going to tm
HAHA scandalous! tsk

yea. and im damn shocked
mr president shaved!
HIS HAIR. cedric, HIS HEAD
yes, which is freakin me out
cause they're all gna do it!
OH GOSH. another series of prison break
the first part was like, that few guys from normal
aloysius they all i think


OMG OMG OMG
oh no, it should be:
OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS!

hahaha TYPE.
well, im still trying to get over the scary fact of botaks surrounding me
really dudes. shocked.

okay bye! (:

Sunday, March 11, 2007

orange hue

Take All Of Me



i didn't attend Yf today, but made it for class
YF service was pretty okay
loved the worship
i don't know why, but i was just thinking back, and like, the past three mths or so have been really busy
i've been indulging in too many unpleasanties ( is there such a word ?) and sucked into really horrible thoughts
okay, the description is really horrible. but yea, horrible
that's the word.
but yet today, during worship
i felt so calm
it was this sense of calmness that really, i havent felt it in a long time
i wasnt like, on fire for God at that moment really
it's just, that peace. really appealing you know?
at that moment, all that mattered was like, Me, God, And HIS plans for me
yeaa. so yes, thank you worship team! HAHA
led by dwong(:
yep unclePastor KC led us in word, which was not too bad either haha
me and eehui escaped upstairs while they were having retreat briefing
hmm had lunch
with bong, germs, lydia, becky, anna, kahjun etc etc
hoho i took ten years to finish my rice
wait, i didnt even finish it
slacked in the library and surprisingly, the only person that knew the chinese name for cactus, was kahjun's primary 5 sister!
so different la can! haha
anyway, the guys wanted to play lan
so we took a cab out, and played lan
okay, they played, me and germs walked to mac to buy lunch for muthu
TOTAL TORTURE LA CAN hahaha
saw stephanie at the mac!
her new haircut looked great (:
story-telling the whole way. feels like i havent talked to germsy wermsy for ten years!
slacked at the lan shop, and then chatted to this p5 boy who's from SA primary, and knows chubby cause he's from rugby too!
hilarious.
after we FINALLY left, bus-ed down to serangoon. guys played soccer, while the rest of us read papers/played bejeweld/worm game on muthu's handphone/sat on bong's jeans haha
yep. agreed to meet next tuesday to watch STOMP! (recommended by leong, so it better be good!)
yea. again, eons since i went out with the churchies (:



I Love You, Jesus
and i will be complete in you(:

accoustics (:

YOU'RE ONLY THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD


relieving this afternoon's events again
well, okay before that
i met ding in the morning, she did her thing ( no, it's definitely smethg decent! )
and then bus-ed down to school
met up with the GB girls and walked to church
FAITH'S WEDDING (:
okay, its like, one of the best i've ever attended
firstly, they gave us apples :D
and well, instead of signing that book and writing whatever we wanted to say,
they filmed us instead.
so like, they can just watch the video and think, OH LOOK! GERALDINE
and all that (:
boonie was lookin' good and nervous, and err tall
and faith was, well, BEAUTIFUL
as all brides are (:
flower boy, gerald gan was super cute la
haha wendy was like, practically pushing him down the aisle
well, before faith walked down the aisle, she specially prepared this surprise for boonie
she actually compiled a few pictures and wrote a song for him!
and she sang it la
like, it was really really really really sweet
and moving (:
worship was great, as usual
chrystal led. hmm
basically all the normal things la
and then, boonie gave a surprise to faith!
he ALSO wrote a song, but the nicest, sweetest thing was that he played the keyboards
everyone knows that boonie cant play
and he spent TWO WEEKS learning it!
plus, it was really good
the song, the words
very romantic and sweet!
me and everyone were like, AWWWW
seriously dudes. THAT'S LIKE, THE BEST THING LA :D
they had this thanksgiving video
which was shot at their new place
probably also our new nua-ing place or smethg (:
hahaha yea. and then we took pictures
ate, mingled around
and then more pictures!

hmm parents sent me home to change
and then we detoured to the botanical gardens ( HA.HA)
i was very amused by clara! and JJ
hee
dinner was filling
and went to aunty esther's hse for coffee, and vodka
hahaha played daidee/taitee/however you spell it
and LOST, like, SO MANY TIMES
oh damn. haha and now im home
watching HBO.


well, i'm really happy for faith (:
i mean, its been 4 loonnggg/short years since i first knew her
when i was sec 1, she just got together with boonie
she was the one who really, helped me change
a really big part of my life la basically
from the times when we would head to your hse to cook spaghetty and stuff
and just laze around
to the times when you'd scold us
to the times when we'd have loads of fun and lots of laughs
and to the times when you mentored us, taught us, and guided us
so yea, congratulations faith (:
you rock my socks!
I Love You [:
oh, and boonie, HAHA, you rock too!



it's the voice, the smile, and the beautiful eyes (:

Saturday, March 10, 2007

jaded

YOU ARE MY ONLY, MY ONLY ONE


carrie underwood, or kelly clarkson?
clay aiken?
okay, forget it.

well, i love the violinist in Yellowcard
rocks my socks, baby

yea so i went to school today
got back my results
im very, very disappointed.
yea
but too bad la. my own fault
i didn't study! ):
hmm after that went shopping with ding!
i didnt get anything
well, apart from like, accessories and all
really, i should stop buying useless earrings and all! haha
and ding was hilarious
and before we parted, we totally went crazy
total cam-whores
went swimmiinngggg :D

and now im home



savin' me (:

Friday, March 9, 2007

far away

ALL THE RIGHT REASONS


HAPPY BIRTHDAY VARIAN! [:
you.
are.
old.
Ha.
Ha.
Ha.

this morning i woke up and wrote a card/letter to him disoriented-ly
which is why my card/letter was full of rubbish
hoho ask him!

made it to school in time, well barely
and pretty much everything went smoothly
apart from the fact that today's a really loonnnggggg dayy
and that i was ALMOST totally sleeping throughout bio
yep anyway, after school
i took pictures with benson again!
HAHAHA small shirt smal shirt! ( no, please DO NOT ASK )
but yea, it was fuuuunnnnn. and like, i know how he feels now! haha
joined the girls for TD
tiring, and my feet hurts
someone, PLEASEEE massage it for me or something! haha
snrs were scolding us ):
and it wasnt very nice, plus there were flying soccer balls all around
very distracting
did PD. which is improving
well, actually, everything is improving
but there's, of course, more room for improvement! (:
prayeeddd and then i had dinner with VARIAN!
and newman, mo, terence, huiqun, deirdre, alvin, and on the other table, the ncc gang la
hahaha
ben tan has the 'SLAP ME' face! hohoho

OH, plus like, 5 people from my class didnt come to school today
haha and during CME, we were talking about marriage and all that future nonsense
yep, and we were like enjoying ourselves talking about the perfect guy, and how our husband-to-be shld propose!
haha yes, of course my dream is for that guy to serenade me on the beach or something
or like propose to me in a really really pretty church!
hahaha well, DREAM ON, GERALDINE

heh and im pretty depressed be the thousands of blisters that's threatening to pop out of my poorrrr feetttt
but hey, can't be helped
chem test tmr! (:




This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know,
you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go


it's the song that keeps playing on repeat (:

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

did i tell you?

DID I TELL YOU?


i had this really hilarious dream last night!
i dreamt that me, dom, kenneth and some one else went to club momo
and like, the place was super crowded
and then, we sat outside and ate tauhuay!
HAHAHAHA
dumb, right?
(:

if lovin' you with all my heart's a crime

TODAY IS A WINDING ROAD THAT'S TAKING ME TO PLACES THAT I DIDN'T WANNA GO


school was pretty okay. good, even
drills after school was not bad
since it was like so loud because of the construction going on,
we wanted to use the old parade square
BADLY, DESPERATELY
but then the guys were mean! they totally didnt wanna let us use the place for SOCCER
like, okay la
hhahaha in the end mrs ng helped us (:
okay, so we're making really good improvements
PD is not bad already
and TD is like, good
we just need to practice more and all
yay! hahaha

OH OH OH
i got like 24.5/30 for geog.
and 39/50 for chinese!
the only acceptable results i've had for common tests
at least i've got 2 subjects to save me

oh well, my toe nail just dropped out.
like, literally
its not bloody or anything yea
but still, its sick
hahaha oh and i saw ivy today!
she's working at around kovan area
near school (:
that's good!



is it broken, can we work it out?

MOL

the MOL concept

Meaning
Of
Life


reminds one of chemistry, doesn't it?
but yea, a 3 week programme which i don't think i'd be attending ):
won't be attending YF RETREAT too cause i got trgs
LOADS of trgs
i shall not complain or rant or whine
i shall just get it done, and try to win back like, gold or something
and then i'll pia.
i'll study like nobodies business [:

These few days haven't been all that fun
Apart from the very few times where friends actually colour my life with broken crayons ( precious times, i might add ) the rest of my life is like flying a kite
In other words, I Do Not Actually Have A Life
You see! im ranting again!
this is not acceptable HAHA
but yea, we were just talking about old times,
like during our lower sec days where everything was just pure fun, but yet we all did pretty well in our studies
now? we're old with wrinkles and like, white hair all over
pretty scary,huh
And suddenly, im really worried
worried about Os and all. i know i know, its still QUITE early, but then again
i don't know.
self-pressure i guess. but i really want to do well
really really really really!
to the extent that i pray about it almost everyday!
HAHAHA like, desperate yea?

well, i totally miss masterlife days(:
i don't know what i actually miss about it
probably that committment with God? yes, seems so long ago
Well, Geraldine
Do something
don't just sit there and indulge in self-pity
Push all thoughts that are not related to studying out of your mind.

I Like, I MUG
if you're not the one, then you're not the one
/*smiles tiredly.

i cant wait

We'll sing along with every song we know (:


I
CANT
WAIT
FOR
THIS
FRIDAY!
TYPE!


hahaha okay. im like super obsessed with the following;

There was a farmer had a dog
and BINGO was its name-O
B-I-N-G-O
B-I-N-G-O
B-I-N-G-O
and Bingo was its name-o

( lyrics CAN be changed! 1. There was a farmer who had a SON, and JAYMO was his name-o; 2. There was a farmer who ate a packet of those crunchy OREOOS )
HAHAHA
total retardation!


don't stay up for me, don't wait up for me

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

i love accoustics

THESE THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY ( ACCOUSTIC)


great song to sing along with the accoustic guitar! [:

Monday, March 5, 2007

to live is christ, to die is gain

To Live is Christ, To Die is Gain


meaningful yea? /*points up

ANYWAY
im like bloody disappointed with myself
results for common test SUCKED. like major
and im ironically complaining here, because
1. i know i didn't study hard enough, and
2. i knew i'd not do well
but still, the feeling is horrible you know?
RAHHHHHH

busy busy day.
checking scripts and all
but hey, i'll pia for prelims1 and totally do my best(:
after school no remedial
went to eat banmian with ding and woof(:
they instantly cheered up my day, at least a little
hmm rushed back to meet benson
and we took photos, like really retarded photos
HAHAHAHA
i think i look stupid! and then my stupid picture would be for the world to seeeeeeeee

i miss slacking, and not worrying about tests and exams and deadlines and having to meet to other people's requirements
but OH WELL, that's life baby
being a student/child/GBrigader/head prefect etc is like that
and like, i think im menopausing or something
i get so irritated easily this few days
ask me the same question like three times and i'll feel like strangling you
yea, that kind of irritated.
grrrrr

i saw ivy today (:
and i miss laughing until i get a stomachache because of really retarded reasons i can't seem to remember after i finally finish laughing.

Sunday, March 4, 2007

imagine me and you

IMAGINE ME AND YOU, I DO


ytd, CIP was pretty much okay.
did it with the GB girls
saw lexie! at clarke quay(:
yep after that rushed down to church for fcomm mtg
judith's our next head! and yea, i think that's not bad

church, was, well, normal
too normal. i don't know la.
but yes, everyone, IM GNA GO CHURCH REGULARLY!
hohoho

lunched with deb and dorothy!
and then i went marina
i tell you, RECORD BREAKER OKAY
i bought two things in like, under an hour
haha usually it takes damn long for me to find something i like
and i saw inni again. and he was like, " WHY YOU LIKE TO COME HERE? "
i just laughed at him
and YES, plenty of eye candy!

well, triton's left for china!
he'll be back in like, a month or smethg
haha yeppp


school tmr
grrrr. boring
and i have a date with ding on friday! (:



RETAIL THEREPY WORKS WONDERS!

Saturday, March 3, 2007

who loves pocky?

WHO LOVES POCKY?


ME ME ME ME ME

hahaha strawberry pocky is such an addiction. like seriously.
catching vertical limit on AXN now
its been a really long time since i watched that in like, the cinemas. midnight movie(:
there's CIP tmr, at salvation army
we're gna salvate the armies

so anyway, today was the last day of the motivational talk. it was fun la.
like, FINALLY FUN
games, and major retardedness going on
especially pts, woof, deirdre, angeline, and kalvinder
hahaha yeppp
ended and although we didnt win (!!!!), its okay (:

so after the talk, i played basketball with taimao, dj, ben leow, and zhaoyuan, and justin
hahaha they're like so pro. and since i really havent played for quite awhile (not that i'm good )
but yes, it was fun
they wre funny! but i miss sec 2 accesive bball days at 'cheryl-house-downstairs' LOL
anyway, had this long talk with jnr
and then prata! played 3-word game
total rubbish!
oh, so we took a walk to hrtland
1. RONALD MACDONALDS HAS GOT DIMPLES!
no wonder i'm so attracted.
2. PAO HAD TO PULL ME AWAY FROM THE PRISON BREAK POSTER
i can't wait for prison break to start! WENTWORTH MILLER! :D
3. Fabuleous ( or however you spell it ) is like, the NEW in thing!
hahaha seriously. it's located outside the comic book shop place where terence decided to adopt as his new home la
and then, there were like a million and one kids trying it out!
they were total addickts LA
there was this lil boy, he didnt wna get off of it!
HILARIOUS
and then yea, there was this like, super teeny girl, whose father kept placing her there
and then she was damn high, and like, she ran off screaming/shrieking
HAHAHA laughed like i never laughed before
and bus-ed home. hohoho


Our greatest fear is not that we are inedequete,
it is that we are powerful beyond measure

how so very true(:


RICH WHAT? RICHMOND
YU WHAT? YUYING! :D :D :D