anticipation

FOR ALL THE RIGHT REASONS


what's up yo
just realised that i have that dialogue thing tomorrow & school in the morning
which means that i cant go shopping! And i can't go for the BBQ
sad ):
&lessons are from 830-1245
BORING!
warehouse sale at beach road! MUST GO LA
&the new 9pm channel 8 show is about autistic children. fellow lit classmates, you know what this means
okay not funny anyway went for the computer fair today with family &stephanie!
it was really very crowded & geraldine doesnt really like crowded places
as in, computers? 1 hour is fine to be stuck in there, but 3-4 hours is WAAAYYY too long
hahaha but oh, hot guys!
full of them hehe :D
shopped a lil at suntec but didnt get anything
although this particular shop's salesperson kept throwing me dressed to try (it Was nice)
and i kept trying because if i turned her down it'd be rude, so i tried but didnt get it in the end
because i won't know when to wear those kind of dresses
okay im talking nonsense and im supposed to be doing research and im waiting for prison break to start
oh, let's go rollerblading okay! i likeeeee :)


I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)


i know i deserve much better than you.

put a new song in my heart

PUT A NEW SONG IN MY HEART
SING A NEW SONG FOR MY KING
YOU ARE THE SONG THAT I SING

okay, im really very tired and will crawl back to bed as soon as i finish this post (:
just wanted to say LAST NIGHT'S CONCERT ROCKS
it was awesome! so those that didnt go, you guys missed out ALOT.
basically, ytd was very packed
slept at 3, woke up at 5
dom had his day-op
and at around 12 i met up with germs &muthu
lunched at secret recipe(total ripoff!)
and shopppiiinnggg!
muthu is the perfect example why girls(like me) shouldnt shop with guys(like him)
and why bfs make terrible shopping kaki!
HAHA you guys get tired easy and are always sitting down or wanting to drink coffee
and that makes us feel guilty, and we waste alot of time not feelg guilty.
LOL okay la i shan't be mean
anyway, i was LATE when i left but managed to reach church of our saviour WAAAYYY before the gb girls
was doing nothing until varian called so i went inside to join the yuying& ex-yuyings in random conversation
met the LSBC people, sherry, and people who looked really really familiar, but whom i didnt know
so the gb girls FINALLY came and we sat away from the rest, because varian HAD to find us lousy seats! lol
okay, at the start it wasnt really good for me because we didnt know the first few songs, so it was really hard to worship
UNTIL we decided to join the rest in front
that was when madness started
WORSHIP WAS AWESOME
like, seriously, it was damn good
had alot of mixed emotions in me, and letting it all out by praising& worshipping felt good
then pastor had a message, a very good one too
&after that, i tell you EVERYBODY was crazy
crazy for God that is
including us! waayyy cool
jumping, screaming, shouting, screaming, dancing. yea you name it, we got it!
lol it was practically like mosh. but like i said already, it was G-R-E-A-T great!
it finally ended & we were all dead beat, or injured(HAHAHA) & ALL OF US were losing our voices (and smelly too)
they bought the cds and all
&the yuying-ians(& 1 ex) took pictures with the band! it was really funny because at the last min our last camera no batteries ( karina or camera man to blame i dont know)
anyway, the gb girls left and the rest of us bus-ed dwn to grapevine for supper
DISAPPOINTMENT
grapevine has changed &i dont like it
according to them, the food was not good &there wasnt even the jar-cup thing anymore!
LOUSY (though oreo frappe was STILL good)
now im off grapevine abit
at least tangerine's still the same
but yea, still disappointed anyway
taxi-ed home ($10.95)(!!!!!!!)(i love brackets)
& slept almost immediately
and its around 10 now, and im still tired
so yes, goodnight ! (:

its you its you

ALRIGHT PEOPLE
i have shopping kaki tmr!
like finally, after asking ten thousand people, germs is free!
GREAT SINGAPORE SALES, HERE WE COME
may the forse(as textd by bong) be with us


oh, apart from 'happy birthday ter'
i also gta wish the following;

Happy Birthday to Clarinda!
Happy birthday to Joo peng!
Happy birthday to Jian di!
Happy birthday cynthia!

who else am i missing out? (:
i know, so many people was born on the 29th
go find out why
say no to drugs people
&join us for sonic edge concert tmr!
&did i mention that i saw hilary, fellow long long long lost classmate today?
HAHAHA hilarious.


i cant waaaiitttt

goodbye maegan, shaina &tim
i love you funny people! <3

more than a love song

MORE THAN A LOVE SONG


holidays have started, and no im not free
had ss & chem lesson today, & corntors (is that how you spell it?) kept us awake
i waited 1234567810 years for that stupid 22
like, i missed TWO BUSES
the 2nd one just happily sped past even though i stood up and waved me hand like a mad person!
My gosh i must have looked really retarded
and then when the bus driver just ignored me and drove away, i didnt know what to do i slowly sit down
HAHAHA dumb. how malu was that man!

&i doubt im joining the usuals for movie today
uncle roger & co. are flying off tonight so i wna send them off!if not i wldnt see shaia, maegan & TIM<3>
and yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE
you are OLD. im only 15+++++ 7%GST okay!


we've been talking about the great Singapore sales!
and that's on the top of my list!
SHOPPINGGG
anyone? [:

motivation for getting up in the morning

HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT IT'S OVER


A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking
B:Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun


G: Never let people tell you what to do.
E: Freaking beautiful
R: Good Gf/Bf
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking
L: best smile
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
E: Freaking beautiful

C: weird
H: Easy to fall in love with
U: Gets hugs
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking


i must say FINALLY
FINALLY chinese is over!
well, it wasnt that difficult but it wasnt easy either!
in fact, paper 1 was kinda hard, paper 2 so-so
after the paper, it was like a huge burden was taken away
Thank God
though i may consider retaking again, but will see first la. if my results are satisfactory
then okay la

pizza with the usuals after the papers
hilarious, laughed until we were all so tired!

came home and slept slept sleptttt
like i said, chinese uses up ALOT of brain cells &leaves one out of breath

anyway, thanks again to those who encouraged me!
&thank you Lord for blessing &guiding me (:

hot guy alert

OH I FORGOT TO ADD
i saw a really really hot guy today :D

im nervous

WHY CAN'T I BREATHE WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT YOU
WHY CAN'T I SPEAK WHENEVER I TALK ABOUT YOU?


alright
chinese Os is just tmr!
i have to admit, i really dont know what to expect, and that thought by itself is scary
&im glad i made it for service today (:
really felt God speaking to me to just let Him take control &to honour Him in whatever i do
lunch was great, loads of catching up to do
&then im supposed to be studying now
i am quite confident, really
but then there's another part of me that wants to run away and hide!
gosh, people, pray for me okay


thanks everybody, for the 'goodlucks' and 'God Bless'
really appreciate it :)


&its the global day of prayer today!
due to tmr's exams, i cant make it ):
oh well, do enjoy alright(those that are going!)


your eyes gave you away

bitch please i'm a ninja

UTT <3

no i am not going to profess my love for utt here
it's just that he's really hot. yes, im pretty sure everyone's nodding their head at that statement now
i'm watching cheaper by the dozen now &like, how can someone have sooooo many kids!
TOM WELLING is hothothot too

okay i shall stop &try to continue later

love will make you beautiful

A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD


its 5.01 on sat
i have completed everything on the damn lead portal
i must admit, i really didn't do it seriously
and i don't like doing stuff on the computer
i still prefer the good ol' pen and paper you know

well, there wasn't school today
and if not for Os, i'd probably looking forward to the whole month of june that's coming
Fat Hope people
i have many extra lessons and stuff going on
not to forget prefects trg, pbb camp etc etc
hectic hectic busy busy

i'm gna go do chinese later on
at least, i'll try.
oh pleeasseee make me a nerd! at least just this year.


when everything comes crashing down
when all i know falls to the ground
when darkness comes and i can't see
You're always there to rescue me
when all my strength has turned to fear
when all i know just disappears
when you get tired but you cant sleep
You're always there to rescue me (:

hung up

DON'T HANG UP ON ME CAUSE I'M HUNG UP ON YOU


HAHA cheesy lyrics.
right.
i'm officially sick
and we've unofficially stepped down
&today's the official last day of school
i'm tired & my throat hurts & chinese is just next monday so i cant afford to not do chinese or fall ill
plus prison break's on later, total must watch
&since there's no school tmr
i can watch that 70s show later.


i know i'm such a bore.
thank you very much.


don't you cry
the tears will tide
from your eyes
don't be scared
just trust in His plan ((:

screwed results

THE ACOUSTIC SONG


another RJA song.
wonderful lyrics too (:

anyway, got back my results today
honestly?
It. Sucked.
like, how can i get TWENTY POINTS?
MY Goodness.
i really should be doing smethg about this!
i'm really mad at myself. because i know i didnt study enough
but then again, im relieved.
because if i studied damn bloody hard and got this kind of results, i'd be jumping down by now
significant improvement for maths though, which is good
but i got a 3 for humans & science, and a FOUR for freakin' english
HOW TO when im aiming for an A for these three subjects?

okay. enough of the nonsense
but im just gna really cheong chinese now (i got a 3 for chi prelims btw)
and like, O's just next week
so i'm gna PRAY PRAY PRAY & be a cheenahead for another well, 6 days to be exact
and if i do well (B3 &above) i can happily retire ¬ use the language that, i have to admit, i have not mastered even after almost TEN YEARS of education
sad, but true.

yes, &i found out today,
We All Hate Cats
Stray cats i mean
icky creatures who STARE you down when you're eating
yucky creatures who stays beneath your chair, which makes you afraid to even move. '

and we ALL miss 2A'05
when we were collecting our results today, many 2A students were sitting tgt
&basically just reminiscing about those days back then
we're really leaving! really really really leaving
&we all miss the days when it was always fun
stuff like me&cheryl, bentoh& varian throwing paper at each other
may seem childish now, oh, weren't we childish then!
but yet, it's such a wonderful memory you know
i get this really funny feelg
like when you know you used to have really good times but then those days are gone now
&you still remember &treasure them
but then you'll never get that kind of joy again
i mean, of course you'll still enjoy life, but in different ways
in other words, we all change
we move on. maybe not in the bad way we all think, but more of like.. growing?
yea we're all growing up.
but still, we all miss 2A <3
((:



okay.
goodbye.
We'll mug to the ends of time, my friend (:

face down

FACE DOWN


okay. listening to face down now.
i still prefer the acoustic version though.
anyway, i've been feelg really cranky lately
credits to PMS
and if you are not sure what PMS means
well, err, you should know.

chinese O's, i HAVE TO STRESS, is just next monday
i don't know what to feel
a mixture of emotions actually; fear, anxiety, excitement etc
or in chinese, we call it, GAN CHU LIANG DUO
it's like PSLE, only different haha

alright. i'm prepared to get really really busy soon!
in june there's ALOT of things going on
including dialogue session with mr B.G. Yeo & of course, PBB camp
and then cheong-ing for prelims 2 of course

results will be out tmr!
i still don't know how or what to feel
i roughly know my results &im definitely hoping for the best!

so here's the song i'm into now (:

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand
still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's goin down
Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
As you lies crumble down
A new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
if you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's goin down
I see the way you go and say you're right again
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found

Face Down in the dirt
she said "This doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"
Face Down in the dirt
she said "This doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around
do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground
well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around
do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground
well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found

Face Down in the dirt
she said "This doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"


i've had enough, &now i'm gone.

and maybe time will tell

AND MAYBE TIME WILL TELL


okay, yesterday was saturday
and my lit class went down to RELC (yes, very ulu please) for sme talk
it was really good actually, though near the ending it started to get really boring and me + pts were feelg very hungry. HA
but yes, got a better perspective of the text, especially the themes and all that
lunched at BK! (oh how i wish there was still BK@kovan! don't we all?)
OH, but we got there by WALKING
can you believe it. The Guys made us get lost!
but still, story-telling on the way, but that's not enough to make us get over the fact that it was damn bloody hot and we were sweating likes pigs sweat.
we were SO lost that leong had to tap on a taxi's window and ask the taxi driver for directions!
YES. THAT lost!
well, lunch was alright. girl talk as usual. and then we went shopping at fareast
zainul got his jacket &we decided to meet karina &seal for movie
saw jaime! :D
zainul left and then we were all walkg ard AIMLESSLY (because no movie tix)
until we were so tired and thirsty that we decided, Hey lets go swensens
so off to swensens. and then we couldnt decide what to eat, so we left. like, Left.
totally embarrasing!
checked out coffee bean but it was waaayyy to crowded, so we decided to go to the prjecc shop cafe thing
and yes, had cold chocolate, which really isnt worth it.
cell afterthat. it was rlly good (:

&today we had 'farewell party' for aunty siongmae, uncle roger, maegan, shaina and tim!
yes, they are leaving very very soon so i wont be seeing them for 3 years.
the food was good heh
but yea, the fellowship really rocked.
as in, they're leaving behind a good life, a good career, loads of money
just to go off to canada to Follow God
very encouraging right.
and the thing is, they dont even have a place to stay over there yet. not much arrangements at all
so what they're really doing is letting God Lead and letting Him handle their lives
very very very strong faith!
but then again, i'm sad that they're leaving
oh, and i miss israel!

school tomorrow. feelg neutral about it, which is rare
at least i dont detest it and all
but im still not feelg well. so yes, chinese chinese all the wayyy!

and i remember your smile and the way you looked at me
and now i wonder
was it all a mistake i made, or was it just you?
Just You.

fuck

alright.
things to do while i still wna keep myself alive

1. DONT DRINK YAKULT. worst mistake
2. DONT GET SUDDEN ATTACKS IN SCHOOL THAT MAKES ME WNA WISH I WAS DEAD
and lastly, 3. GET THE HELL OUT OF SINGAPORE

i really cant stand it here
i wna get out and live on my own
okay, maybe im not independent, but im sick of people.
dont ask me why.
@($&!NKDASN FD# #$Q(UASFJDAS


yes. i am pissed.
and 1.5 hrs is WAAYYY too long
i probably have to go for check up again.

blogger's back to normal

Okay people, blogger seems to be back tmr
and now, all i wna do is shop
really really really shop
for shoes clothes bags HEY WHATEVER
retail therapy rocks okay.
and it works

and screw chinese
intensive chinese is making my life a total torture
like it isnt already

yes. okay. dom's back
so yes, finally i can hear the sounds of guitar and well, NOISE again in my house
and my goodness, he lost so much weight!
not that its a bad thing

both my parents are sick
so yea, not good.
and i've decided i wont go for youth camp
im sorry! but i've decided i really dont have alot of time to study

today's thursday.
and i have macbeth talk thingy at RELC (wherever that is) this sat
OH, AND GB OUTING :D
t'ciao.

take me away
rome, venice, Paris <3

i hope i can find the words to say

I HOPE I CAN FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY


hey y'all!
there wasn't school today (:
and varian woke me up at around 10.30
met them at ps
varian, damien, jiang, maureen, adam, and John (adam's lil brother)
hahaha didnt know what to do so i suggested BEN&JERRYS <3 <3 <3
had the merlionster. all of us forked out some ( except jonn. and varian, OF COURSE)
i still love <3 chunky monkey and chocolate fudge brownie.
heavenly!
haha catched spiderman3 AGAIN (!!!!)
and yes, it was still good the second time round
so yes, i wouldnt say it was a waste of moneyyy
ONLY. JAMES FRANCO STILL GOT DISFIGURED.
AND HE STILL DIED!
if i had the chance to rewrite the script, he'd still be living
like. HOW ON EARTH COULD HE DIE?
the second time i watched, i felt much much more sad ):
haha and i realised that peter parker said 'penis'
no he actually meant peonies. yes, but i only realised how crude it sounded when jiang told me
but yes, back to james franco. HE IS HOT
I'm so over wentworth! (no, im not)
but seriously, whenever he was on screen, i was melting in my seat.
i hope some miracle happens and in the next movie (if there is a next one) he'd be alive and cute still!

so after the movie we all walked around quite aimlessly
then everyone left except me and varian &jiang
shopped. Oh, very successful shopping
but sadly, we didnt shop for ourselves!
And the guess handbag soooo caught my eye!
it's dirty green and S$190 anyway. heh
very very nicee.
dinner at food court and then we walked back to PS
and i bus-ed home (:

There's School tmr, by the way
since ALL of them lied to me and said there wasnt!
they got me so happy, but then hey earth to geraldine
There Is School Tomorrow. boring.


Somewhere In Between

hellogoodbye

CAUSE I'M IN TOO DEEP


FINALLY. midyears are OVERRRR
don't get glad and jump for joy too soon though
O's chinese is barely two weeks away, and then after that we'll all have to start and hit the books (again)(!!!!!)
&i really wonder what the chinese teachers have in store for us. i bet it'll be more baozhangbaodaos and more zhong he tian kongs and more more more comprehensions.
I Cant Wait.

so ms ida said we screwed up lit &english.
and i now know i at least have a pass for chem.
chinese, pass. yea the rest still unsure
but results will be back next week or smethg
my grandma makes The Best Porridge On Earth. Really.
and that's called being random.

oh, i have no school tmr!
yes, im gna BRAG about it! sorry damien!
anyway, we're gna go to the movies tmr.
but im not sure if the whole clique's going. bernice isn't. and cheryl's sick! ):

AND BAD NEWS
we weren't able to book tickets for macbeth AND off centre!
THAT MEANS WE WON'T BE WATCHING TWO REALLY GOOD PLAYS
i was really looking forward to it. &macbeth would really be of great help to lit!

yep. and the guys at school are now very into dragon boating it scares me
i mean, aren't dragonboating guys supposed to be HOT?
hello you people don't meet the mark! HAHA

okay. i shall stop and watch HBO/prisonbreak/THE SIMPSONS.


No Pun Intended.

your call

I WAS BORN TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
AND I AM TORN TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO
TO MAKE YOU MINE, STAY WITH ME TONIGHT



okay. i've been listening to emonice songs
broken by amylee& seethat, yourcall - secondhand serenade, collide - howieday and all that
yes.

oh yes,
DOMINIC, my blood relation will be back on the 16th of MAY
this coming WEDNESDAY
i dont know which terminal it is
but yes, he'll be back at around 5+ 6?
Just hope i can make it because i'll be going from off centre play!


i thought. really, i thought so.

deal or no deal

im watching deal or no deal now.
i dont know why people give away money for free
and why people get the kick of trying to win money from a gameshow
haha

i need to shop and stop studying and worrying about Os & yes, prelims 1 even

hellogoodbye
talk to me! don't leave me hanging.

crossroads

MAJOR CROSSROADS


it's sunday, the Sabbath, the day of rest supposedly
yes you get it
so tell me why mugging's on the top of my list?
hahaha

never has the idea of packing up my stuff and leaving seemed so appealing
much more appealing than studying for Os
i tell myself to study hard, but yet, a part of me, a huge part, i might add
is very effing unwilling.
so tell me how!
pray for me people
pray for self-discipline
and i'm too distracted, so today's msg really opened up my eyes and mind
studying's not the most important
result's not too.
but that's what's on my mind, blocking out everything else.
see. i have a serious problem over here!
hahha this is bad.
i feel so down &even a little screwed up
&i keep thinking, what happened to me?



tell me, what happened?

what's the complication, it's only conversation

TO BE OR NOT TO BE


alrrriggghhttt
just got home!
let's see, today i failed to study properly, so i gta pia tmr.
haha met kenneth, ruth &mengyang at raffles city
then nadine came, and we left for fort canning.
&they're all really funny people
so yea, it was really fun. haha okay. that's an understatement
and i realised mengyang is a dangerous driver!
haha let's see, he drove without stopping at the zebra crossing, and yes, someone was walking!
and also, he drove on though it was red light. haha
but yea, if felt like steven driving, only steven's like, more dangerous.
he doesnt brake and though he stops at zebra crossings and all, it's still ten times much scarier than mengyang! haha
well, conclusion: never talk to mengyang while he's driving. at least not while he's supposed to be concentrating on traffic lights
oh, and midsummer night's dream was really good!
really crowded, though a teeny weeny part of me was a little disappointed by the play.
no doubt it was good la, truly a comedy
and they even added the Singaporean essence in! very sweeet.
only thing was 1. the impact wasnt great, but the humour was awesome la.
and 2. we were quite far away from the stage, so the view wasnt that good, and thus, i was a little delayed because i didnt know who was speaking at times!
haha but yes, thank you kenneth for the tickets and the pillows, and the food &drinks
lol but nonetheless, it was still good.
though the one where helena and hermia played that 'wo men shang, wo men xia game' (im serious, they really did! AND they even used the liondance lion, err, thing haha) reminded me of well, jack and the beanstalk. the play i mean. the one i watched at national library
nadine left and the rest of us headed to bugis for pool
i wasnt really in the mood to play, and plus i havent played in quite awhile
what's more, i suck. hahaha
yes, but it wasnt that crowded, unlike the other places we always go to.
haha they sent me home. very nice (:
because i stay in bedok, gorDON kenneth &ruth stay in serangoon, and mengyang in woodlands/jurong.
that's damn bloody far, so yea THANK YOU :D
hahaha


anyway, i feel so shakespear-ish noe.
'to be or not to be' - Hamlet
that's the BEST shakespeare has ever written
my favourite, though a tragedy.
hahaha

okay. i'm off to sleep.
Gastrics coming back!
HELLPPP.

from up here the city lights burn

don't be scared

ANGELINE, DON'T YOU CRY
THE TEARS WILL TIDE FROM YOUR EYES



*/points. that's a really good song.
by Devon who is from harvn's church.
haha


yes. anyway, yesterday's chem paper was alright
met up with charis and germs in the afternoon
shopped a lil
and THEY BOOKED TICKETS FOR SPIDERMAN3 WITHOUT TELLING ME!
haha so yes, i HAD to watch it!
and i felt REALLY guilty because i was telling CLIQUE<3 to not watch it, until after exams when we'd all go watch tgt
HAHA but yea, im gna keep our promise and watch with them again.
but yes, the show was really really really good!
and for once, the usuals were all there, except sheng who's in army, so bp
germs&muthu, bong&huimin, pook&nnanana
AND me & charis!
HAHAHA we felt so out of place, but yea

anyway, im doing nothing today.
studying for the last two papers
and i just finished another book in like, 1.5 hours. haha
it's really good though the story line's very, cliche?
haha about this girl who used to be a nerd, she a librarian and she falls in love with a conductor who is apparently, married. yes
but in the end, she ends up with her boss, and the conductor's actually a fraud or smethg.
yes. that last part reminded me of bridget jones' mum.haha
gna catch midsummer night's dream with kenneth and all today

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH!



you never know (:

tears will tide, from your eyes

will you still love me in the morning?
Forever and ever babe


haha HBO was showing click! i've watched it for dont know how many times already
and Chemistry Sucks.
I really really want mr alex teo back!
not that my current teacher's not good, but aiya. i dont know.
He made life easier.
HAHA

alright. i shall go back to alkenes and alkanes and periodic tables already.
SIAN.

angie's song

But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die
So who’s gonna watch you die?
So whos gonna watch you die


ALRIGHT.
1stly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL NEO WEN HUI <3
you still rock my socks after ten years and i love you to biiittttsss!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVYSNG! <3
haha i'm sorry i cant wish you face-to-face, but really, i miss you, so come back to yuying and visit ME ME ME okay! haha

happy birthday gibson!
everytime i look at you, i remember the time you wrote, 'zhu ni zao si zao hao' for si han.

yeepp. geog paper today. managable. i think i'll be able to do quite well.
maths paper 2 was well, BAD. like really bad.
plus, i was freezing inside the hall. and like i wanted to laugh.
wait i did. and then duan jin laughed at me. HAHA

celebrated bestfriend's birthday after school
we got cake all over the place!
she left and the rest of us ate KFC.
slacked a little, and took 113.
and see, now i'm home.
Oh yea. i was on the bus and then i happened to notice scribbles on the back of the bus-seats
yea, you know how people like to draw or write stuff there?
i was really disturbed when i read it.
Someone wrote there, 'Fuck Jesus'
okay. im sorry i had to write it here, but it left a really deep deep impact on me!
i didn't know what to feel, but it sucked.
it got me wondering about how people could say that?
it got me wondering if the person who wrote it is broken, or just plainly totally against christianity.
yea. i feel sad thinking about people turning away from God and all.


yyeaaaa. chem paper tmr!
and it's THURSDAY <3
oh, and this week passed really quickly!
must be exams.
Chinese O's in about 2 weeks time!
HELP!

tagged!

Ok, i'm being tagged. so here goes

Rules of the game:
1. Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tagbacks

1. I use to hate my closest group of friends! I thought they were, stuck-up, bootlickers, attention-seekers, or just plain weird. The thing is, i still think that's true HAHA [:

2. I talk to myself. All The Time. No really, i'm serious.

3. When bernice, alyssa, juiwei and i go out, we act like a couple of 5-year-olds although we're, err, not 5-year-olds. We run around all over the place and stand around taking pictures. Oh, and also, we laugh at almost anywhere! And we can laugh so hard, we'd just sit down on the floor & laugh while everyone just stares and stares and stares.

4. Okay. my good friend from primary school, who was also my table partner in p6, passed away. Up to now, i still miss him and think that it's such a waste. &everytime i hear a linkin park song, i get reminded of him because we used to like linkin park (:

5. My dream is to be a journalist and travel around the world & see all the 7 wonders. haha & i wna get married on the beach or in a really nice church in venice or rome or smethg! lol.
plus I wna marry a rich husband & retire BY the age of 50. then i can become a tai-tai & we shall migrate to australia or sme other nice place (: if we don't migrate, i'll go hang out with cheryl & bernice and be those hippy-aunties teens hate & despise but that doesnt matter because we get to eat good food & shop all day long & get our nails done EVERY week!

6. Like gordon, i have a box of secrets too! HAHA no wait, i have boxessss of secrets. cards, Pictures, post its, love notes, sweet wrappers (im serious), airlines tickets, movie tickets etc etc. you name it, i've got it. & i keep all the flowers and roses friends buy for me. HAHA and i'm a sucker for acoustics and roses and love letters and candles and all that romantic stuff! very nice.

7. I used to watch alot of soccer and wrestling! it was all part of growing up with a dad and a gay brother i guess. HAHA AND I STILL SUPPORT MANU REGARDLESS OF RACE, LANGUAGE, OR RELIGION OKAY

8. this is getting easier. well, i've never kept any hongbaos at all in my whole 16 years being existent on this earth. My parents keep it and we save the money for my education (supposedly.)

9. I am the head prefect of yuying secondary school, prefectorial board. Not everyone knows it, but everyone is shocked when they found out (including me) HAHA

10. I used to be a guy, but when i was 5 i went for an operation in Thailand, and then now, ima girl. The operation costs were taken from my hongbao money and that's why i never get to keep any at all!
HAHAHA. okay la. i was joking. well, okay. i feel happy when my friends are i are having a great talk over lunch or smethg, or when my parents act like kids, or when i have absolutely nothing to worry about, and all i do is just bum around on the sofa and watch cartoons and have a can of coke and know that there's no school tmr and no homework to do. That Is Life. And simple things make my day even though i get off the wrong side of bed. Things like making me laugh, or talking to me is enough (:


okay. i just decided to do this after wondering what gordan was talking about. so here it is. hahaha
6 people? i really dont know
well, okay
Varian,Cheryl, karina, leong, jmo, and err, ivy!

HAHA
back to geog.
Economic growth is the increase in the wealth of a country.

say it isnt so

SHADOWS BLEEDING THROUGH THE LIGHT


You know what. i really hate to study
i hate to memorise about things i really don't really wna know about
yes, all of you are probably shaking your head and going ' there she rattles on like sme gay train again'
HAHA i know i know.
i like to whine, but so what! sue me.
but seriously, i don't know what i was thinking about when i did lit!
&i really dont like doing papers in the hall
i get distracted very easily, so whatever train of thoughts im having there and then would be occasionally broken. and then i wouldnt know what to write, and then i'd just blank out
in the middle of lit, that was what happened!
argh. it was such a horrible horrible very stupid mistake nobody makes!
HA. serves you right, geraldine.

& geog's tmr. at least it's not as bad as ss.
I think. who know's i may screw it up too.
if im gna continue to do this badly, im gna find a way to screw Os too.
ahh. off to study!


Oh, happy sweet sixteen dorothy! <3


i wanted to tell you lately,
how much i love you baby.

you're still the only one

my goodness. it feels like sahara here.
the weather's so freakin hot la.
and i seriously need to go back and do some studying
bio tmr,17 chapters. and of course, lit.
no i won't whine, i'd just study
today's papers were so-so. very unpredictable
yep. finished this book - 'Man and boy' by tony parsons
really good.
another british novel. those nitty-gritty, loads of unexpected endings yet the sort when you knew it all along kind.
yes. i'll go back and hit the books.
ta.

no one ever said it was easy

NOBODY SAID IT WAS DAMN BLOODY EASY


yes, I totally Agree with coldplay man!
they got that right.
it's coming to midnight in about 2 minutes, but all i can think is how i screwed up my papers today, and how im gna screw up the ones tmr.
grrrr. i can't redeem myself now, it's too late for that.


Nobody said it would be this hard.

somebody save me

GET TANGLED UP IN ME


hohum. don't you just remember that song? */points

yea, well. yesterday was saturday.
cell was GREAT.
many new people, including abigail (:

and today, i made it for class!
been so tired lately so that was quite good
lol. pastor KC preached today
msg was pretty good.
And the youthcamp comm. are sooo nice!
because of Os, most of the sec 4s wont be attending camp
BUT they offered us the early bird package still
AND they're gna give us a room to ourselves just for mugging!
hello, we were all guilty as hell
because i mean, MANY Alevel students going la!
Why should we put studies before God?
heh, talk easy la

lunched at chicken rice stall
And oh, it was HILARIOUS
we ended up eating with the guys &there was this table next to us
(most probably from the other church)
&suddenly this guy was like, IM FROM FAIRFIELD
and he started to proclaim about fairfield &all that nonsense
and so we, at our table, amused and shocked, started to laugh because jazmon's frm fairfield la
so that funny guy turned around and started asking if any of us were from fairfield
haha so embarrassing! for him, but entertaining for us
but me and deborah agreed that if that guy was from our school, we would've ignored him, or just walked away.
heh.
came home, mugged
and the weather is VERY hot! like, seriously man.
i had to escape downstairs to the study room which is actually a great place.
lol


anyway, mother tongue paper 2 & SS paper tmr!
SS is a killer, i tell you.
shall stop here & carry on memorising about sustainable development and what not.
pretty Shitty with a capital S.

Prison break!

WHAT A PRETTY SIGHT

yea, what a pretty sight
The sun setting over the reservoir i mean
very very very nice :)
it's the kind of scene that makes you wna whip our your camera and start taking hell loads of pictures
heh
really pretty!

well, to start things off

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG! :D
got to school &celebrated jiang's birthday (with damien's, and cheryl's) at usual table
Adam bought a cake &we sang the birthday song like, three times
for three people you see. haha
school was pretty much the same but after school ended, there wasnt any chinese remedial ( give me three cheers! ) &so clique <3>
was at pizza hut, and jiang's thumb was bleeding all over! even his uniform kena (no seriously, no joking here)
talked &ate and became fat asses
so we left soon after damien went back to school for maths
yep. took 113& talked to varian
heh. im gna miss those bus-waiting sessions &all

I really don't like social studies. what a waste of time man!
but do i have a choice?
NOOOOO
soo, too bad!
yea yea


hello goodbye.
im craving for more prison break!

i wnna marry my stalker!

I WANNA MARRY MY STALKER


Heyheyhey
i really really need to do sme serious shopping!
All thanks to pohshiling. asshole HAHA
well, school was pretty alright.
bio was HILARIOUS.
kalvinder was singing to me
&we were laughing& singing & im sure everyone was disturbed!
&we went on to talk about mexican names &how sucre from prison break is hot
hahaha yes, girl talk basically
nonsense.
mugged with GB girls at macs
im tellin you mac is damn freakin cold!
joined the usuals for dinner @ another table
&we started a whole conversation on christianity& all
jmo was asking questions, &me plus varian were answering
very good talk actually
eventually decided to move OUT of macs because it was too cold & mdm wong joined us in our conversation
left because i realised that there's school tmr (bummer, yes)
and i bus-ed home

chem test tmr
what a killer
i havent studied yet. maybe i'll read through later

and the 9pm show is funny
recommended by eunice
BUT of course, there's prison break later on!
& donovan's addicted too!
or at least, he will be


Hahaha dimples [:

Only one

Did you know that Jason Wade from Lifehouse is really cute?
Did you know that he has a great voice?
Plus, lifehouse's songs are one of a kind.

She's got a pretty smile

it covers up the poison that she hides

She walks around in circles in my head

waiting for a chance to break me

a chance to take me down

now i see

the burden you gave me is too much to carry

too much to bury inside

I guess you're the only one

that nobody changes

i guess you're the only one

left standing when everything else goes down

you're still the only one

yeah, you're still the only one

it's all shallow and all so appealing

i'm up to my ankles

and i'm drowning anyway in a sea

of sarcastic faces, familiar places

everything looks quite the same here

it's all confusingly amusing

bitter and tainted the

picture you painted to me

I guess you're the only one

that nobody changes

i guess you're the only one

left standing when everything else goes down

you're still the only one

who will never change faces

I guess you're the only one

left standing when everything else goes down

you're still the only one

yeah you're still the only one

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah

this is crazy

IF I COULD JUST BREATHE
suddenly, you'll see, everything is alright.


this morning, at approximately 4+am, i woke up from sleeep hearing my father cheer& scream& shout and do God-knows what in the living room
and then i dont know what time it was, but kennethleong msged me
YES okay. every liverpool fan i know is super duper happy
&i bet they gave varian hell today in school!
hahaha

im not feeling very good right now
in fact, i feel horrible
spent the morning sleeping because i was so drained out
&the rest of the day i studied &sleep
and now i'm starving because note that i only said study&sleep, no eating
&i really need food now

studying is such a chore
&a boring one too.
but yea, let's face the fact that Os is just, err, about 5 months away?
Crap
its already may, &chinese Os is coming very soon
&then of course, every other subject

what can i do but study and dream of what to do after Os?


i'm falling even more in love with you [:

Iwnapartaye

just got back frm dorothy's sweet sixteen!
It was pretty funnn &yes, LOADS of toblerones!
haha &we all kept playing with the uno stacko thing
heard GIRLFRIEND, by avril like, FIVE TIMES
AND we were totally so un-rockstarish! heh
me, estee& deb were super fascinated by dorothy's HUGE cake though
but we felt really really cheated at the fake barbie!
(PS someone violated barbie's rights! haha someone man-handled it. tsk)
bus-ride home was damn longn
and i totally feel bus-sick now.argh.

woke up LATEEEE this morning
yay i like!
hee met up with clique <3>
played a lil basketball before going to macs
ate& took pictures! (refer to cheryl's blog)
&then bus-ed to cheryl's hse!
studied for a teeny weeny lil while
totally unproductive la ):
and then we didnt have to mood to continue so we played more bball
&then some badminton
and then this indian xinghua boy joined in, and we were all mean& were damn sarcastic with him!

came home &watched KING KONG :D
though i've watched it before, im still very amused by kingkong
He's childish, immature, proud, & ugly.
very ugly. &yes, many other things to comment about it, but you know, you can go to my old blog& slowly read through every single one of my posts &find out what i felt/feel about him/it!
HAHA tired
&there's school tmr
wednesday's not so bad i guess, but i'd rather not have school at all!

no escaping. so yea.
SEE YOU
oh, HAPPY LABOURs' DAY!

something, somewhere's got to give

ALRIGHT.
i'm hell tired here!
school was pretty okay. but we deduced that CHEM = SLEEP
yea. that's our version ((:
after school went to yupian with chrystal& pts
BUT THEN
yupian was closed! in the midst of moving i guess
so we ended up eating chicken rice& got so turned off by the flies. yuck
hahaha so much for GB eh.
after that we headed back to school for council meeting
it was pretty alright
&yes NCC, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!
HAHA all thanks to Hongzhen la.
no, do not ask me why but we were just blaming them for everything!
haha. very fun :D
anyway, went to macs& studied
while watching SISTERRRR gay with yu-what's-his-name-again?
yea one of the twins la.
haha managed to do a lil geog
& left. was supposed to go hospital but ended up at J8
wanted to get dorothy's present!
walked around that bloody place& i had the sudden urge to shop!
okay fine, nothing new.
but yes, i miss shopping!
i need KACHING!
hello?! HAHA
come rich guys, marry me.
yes, got a cute tee for dorothy
&it was so tempting i got a top for myself too
BUT daddy wldnt buy me the other 2 shirts! i know very unreasonable to buy 3 tops in a matter of minutes
but they're cool!
&one of them's A&Fitch.
very nice. loved the colour
yes, went to aunty helen's hse where i scooped out all her seventeen mags
sat on the sofa with pringles &crayon by my side
and pigged out. hahaha total fatness sal!
YES.
which is why im dead tired now.
meeting clique tmr! <3

GOODNIGHT :D