Tinge of regret

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Hahaha just got back frm dinner with my favourite people(:
Well i managed to wake up and leave the house by 10.55am which is quite a feat, considering the fact that day is my night and my night is my day for the past week or so.

So today, i met my cousin and we went shopping at FarEast. Met reynold who's working at Dusty and we shopped for a really long while. Didn't get anything but then i saw a bag(: Haha well we slacked at Dusty for a while and then i met up with bestfriend! at Dhoby Ghaut. Trained down to kovan where we met jiang, leong, varian, kuansheng and then took 136 to Serangoon Gardens. Met damien and we went to ChompChomps for an awesome dinner. Adam, terence and Jeremy joined us and we ate like we never ate before. Spent the next half an hour or so at the bus stop cause we didn't know where to go before finally deciding to go to Coffee Bean (WHICH THEY DO NOT HAVE IN SYDNEY). Talked some, laughed some, embarrassed ourselves A LOT, which is, of course, not a surprise lah.

So I'm home now. Watching The Covenent on HBO :D

And i think the worst possible way to die, is probably to be taken off life support. I mean, survival is already so difficult. You live on pumped oxygen, or some other medical equipment attached to your body by countless tubes. It's scary, isn't it? Death, I mean. But death without your knowing it - is it worse? Or better? I mean, there's obviously no, or extremely little chance of you surviving, and you're probably suffering while you're still alive, and your immediate family then makes a choice to 'Pull The Plug'. That sucks, doesn't it? To firstly, be put on life support and then later, be taken off life support. It's like you don't have any rights at all. Everything is decided by your family, who want the best for you.

I know i sound emo all, but i'm just saying.

The biggest online dance battle!

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Awesome stuff huh.

Warped.

It's almost midnight - It's almost friday.

Only one day has passed and it seems like there's too much information - too much going on - that it feels like my head's about to explode.

How is it even possible that you're not sharing the pain with someone you love so very much? Someone whom you care about; someone you'd give your life for? How is it that you can let that person you love so much suffer in silence, suffer alone, when what you should really be doing is to be with that particular one. There need not be speech; no need for conversation or concerned words because would not your hug and presence just be enough?

I feel like i'm letting the person i love down.

But i just want to tell you that i'm ALWAYS here for you - no matter what. I will not judge because all i care about is you. All i want to do is to let you know that no matter what, i still love you. And i won't probe, nor ask. Because i'm waiting for you to tell me. But yeah, you're loved okay?

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So I stayed at bernice's house ytd and it was just like the old times! Laughed, and talked, and shared and laughed somemore. Hahaha it was awesome(: Woke up late, of course, and had prata for breakfast/lunch. Decided to skip going to school to collect my O'lvl certificate and Testimonial because i couldn't stand the thought of going back to school for the Second time this week.

Decided to train down to town instead and we walked around window shopping a bit. Didn't even THINK about buying stuff even though the GSS is on because i'm already spending so much money in sydney. Well, at around 2 we decided to go catch a movie and we bought tickets for a 2.05 show. It was really funny cause we weren't allowed to bring our bubbletea in and we were afraid of missing the first part of the movie so we downed our bubble tea, bought nachos (the guy asked us if we wanted sweet or salted which got a lot of laughing out of us!) and rushed in. Guess what? Like all other movie theatres in Singapore (Except, maybe the ones in bugis) the advertisements took FOREVER. Like, literally forever. That's 20 minutes wasted when we could've enjoyed our bubbletea slowly. Hahaha!

So we watched WANTED, starring Angelina Jolie, James McAvoy and Morgan Freeman.



I Rate it 4 out of 5 stars.

*Mind you, I am doing this rate-the-movie thing because that's what good bloggers do. As you can see, i am trying to be a good blogger and i'm not trying to show off or anything, i think i can do this shit pretty well!

Well anyway, the movie's about this guy called Wesley Gibson (McAvoy) who is your typical, everyday, average, ordinary Accountant. Wesley works in a ****ed up office, has a cheating girlfriend and an asshole as a best friend.

So anyway, he is apparently, being sought after by this man called Crown, who killed Gibson's father, or so The Fraternity tells him. The Fraternity is a 1000year old group of assasins who kill to prevent the world from going into chaos (or so they say)(okay the brackets are kind of unneccessary) and the leader of the frat. is Sloan (Freeman! :D ) His second-in-command is Fox (Jolie) and The Fraternity chooses its victims from a piece of woven/weaving cloth (This is complicated and pretty stupid)(Go watch the movie I gave it FOUR STARS)(yeah this IS unneccessary)(haha)(Okay maybe i ain't so good at the rate-the-movie thingum) AND AND AND apparently, Gibson is the only one who can finish off Crown. So yeah He is being trained by the Fraternity to be a topgun assasin and then there's a lot of fighting, blood, gore, bullets, guns - all action-packed basically.
It was very cool, though of course unrealistic, but who cares about a movie being realistic as long as it makes you feel all excited and keeps you at the edge of your seat! I shall not reveal the ending because if i did then there would be no point in you watching the movie.

Phew. */takes a deep breath

So basically, the movie is all very Die Hard, with a mix of Fight Club and Mr and Mrs Smith. Probably the exact opposite of your typical superhero movie, like Spiderman. Also, Jolie is, no doubt, hot in this movie, just like in all the other Action-packed movies but that goes to prove, once again, that that's the only thing she can do - Act in movies where she can show off her hot bod, sexy pouty lips and kick some ass. Nope, not jealous. She IS, after all, a UN Ambassador. Who hates a UN Ambassodor anyway!

Hee hee :D So yeah it's an awesome movie and you guys should go watch it. There could be a sequel too!

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So after the movie, pts and i walked around PS somemore and then took a slow walk along town to cine, where i got famous amos cookies! Haha who doesn't love butterscotch and Pecan, SLAP YOURSELF. Oh and i Think i saw melvin but i'm not sure. We went to the 9th floor where there's this korean shop and you know bernice and her korean craze! Haha it was all very amusing but koreans (sadly) look really quite similar to me, and i spotted this guy who looks like Yup. Hahaha

Walked down to Far East and we shopped like mad! I didn't get anything though there were A LOT Of things to get! Dresses going at 10$ which is really quite reasonable but i didn't want to spend too much money. Well, guess what - i'm regretting now. I so should've gotten the blue sundress ):

Haha walked around more and we met jeremy, jasmine and varian for dinner at long johns! :D haha it was all very crazy as usual. How can you not laugh when bernicepeh is laughing! It's totally unheard of! Yeah well, we walked back to ps and by then it was already what, 10? Haha walked further down to Selegie and i caught 65 home from there.

This is a super long post, i know but you see, that's how my mind works - clockwise direction. Well, stayover was awesome and i want another one again! This time with ding and tan :D

Okay i shall stop. I love y'all! <3

Cause I Miss You(:

I am so drained now. Seems like i'm always feeling tired since i've been back.

Well, today i went back to school for a visit. Let's just say it was weird on so many levels. Talked to mdm amrit and the prefects and i literally dragged them away for lunch. We sat around Kovan Macs for awhile waiting for jiang and leong to come. Lunched at kobayashi and then we decided to go to Vivo with kuansheng. We bummed around vivo and took pictures. Went really crazy! Especially Jiang! Ahh typical can. So yeah Toys'R'Us for abit too, and that was just even crazier. Kuan Sheng took this video (that's really pretty lousy, really but who can complain because i filmed a part of it too) and if i have the chance i'll post it up.

Okay, watching Greys Anatomy season 3 again. Only at disc 2. Will finish this cd up and then sleep! Too tired.

Pichas!


Terence, Jmo!


Chupa Chups


Yummmmm




Ferrari




Eyeball-less


VAIO :D


Construction on the rooftop


No Climbing


Dudes, i said no climbing!


Guys never listen, do they?


Retarded Part I


Retarded Part II

And there's more retarded parts to come BUT my camera died. Battery died and i didn't bring the spare one -.-

Okay finish up my disc 2 and sleeepp!
Chimos!

It's a gal thang

Hello peepoll I am back, don't worry.
Pictures will be up, though not all.

Anyway, on sat we went to botanical gardens! My goodness, it was H-O-T. Also, there were shitloads of mosquitos. I totally forgot about the mosquitoes and flies part since these are all pretty rare in sydney. So after that i met up with the usuals and went to Jasmine's chalet. It was soooo much fun with them! It was kinda weird though, cause i kinda missed sydney and my friends there just a little(:

Yeah well anyway, we talked at macs after leaving the chalet for awhile. Jiang was being all retarded and even kuansheng was there. Only harvn, damien, adam and cheryl were missing.

Sunday was church time. Nothing much changed and i had lunch with some church people. Met leong, mo and terence at Heartland mall! They have new york new york! there now. Hahaha of all places, at heartland. Well we decided to go look for cheryl and we sat at the void deck and talked and talked. It was awesome. I absolutely missed cheryl! Well, we all decided to head down to Hougang where the prefects were having a bbq at stephanie soh's house. We decided to crash it and my goodness, i felt soooo old! It's like the rest were still in school and stuff and it's just weird. But hey they make me miss school to bits though i know that they can't wait to get out.

And today! Well today i just bummed around all day rewatching grey's anatomy season 3. Prepping myself for season 4(: Oh played around with the DSLR too and played loads of piano. Had macs delivery for lunch with dom and michelle and it's almost 11 now. Will be meeting the usuals for lunch at fatimah's tmr and then we'll probably go hang around town or smethg. Will try out the dslr :D

PEEKTURES.


Retarded.


Birthday Girl


Jiang &Jasmine


You're supposed to cut it!


And even more retarded.


Illegal - we weren't supposed to be on the stage


Crazies


And GAYNESS was found!


Free!


Ze Cake.

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Anyway, i found this in my email and i thought I should share it.

A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'

Brian's Essay: The Room...
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.

This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.

He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.

'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?

The first cut is the deepest

So you see, the thing is, my middle finger just can't stop bleeding.

Haha stupidity knows no boundary. So they say. What's more as i'm typing this i keep forgetting and keep using my middle finger -.-

SO ANYWAY (As all of you already know) I'm hommeee! Hee hee :D It's probably one of the best place to be but i kinda miss sydney. Okay, maybe. That's definitely debatable.

Today i went to visit. Visited my grandparents and my mum's oldest sister. Also saw Chloe, my niece, cousin's first daughter. Cool stuff.

Had nasi lemak for lunch and stingray for dinner! Only realised the true extent of my fairness until i came back. And it's scaring me! Thus, tanning plans start tmr. Hahaha I Totally need it!

Okay CABLE TV :D Fairly oddparents on now.

Hope the people still down under are doing fine. Love you guys <3

The Academy is...

I'm so looking forward to going home.

The bad Worst thing is, I don't ever want to come back.

Hope you're fine bestf. I love you so.

Let's have tea for two

Okay I am in the mood to blog. Had so many things to write about but suddenly lost it all. Must be some higher up immortal or smethg =/

ANYWAY we came back at around 2.30am. Left with cherie around 6pm to Fisher where i (finally) returned my library book. We then bus-ed down to the city where we booked the japanese cafe thing for Cydny's birthday celebration.

I wouldn't call it a celebration. It's probably a more small-scale affair - a gathering. The thing is, i hope Cyndy's happy with it cause i would be Really extremely happy if i could just go on a small dinner with my friends and celebrate my birthday(: But yeah anyway! That woman's 17 now, same age as meeee. She, however, is probably enjoying being 17 but i keep telling her that 16 was still waayyyy better. 17's like, so in between. Hahaha

After dinner which killed me because i was absolutely full, we walked to capitol square (where else) where we clipped toys. We then wanted to catch a movie and walked to George St but then it was already what, 10.30pm? The ticket booth was already closed so yeah we walked to Galaxy and cherie and i took neoprints! Finally, a neoprint in Sydney that is decent in the sense that it is not (A)over crowded and (B)Everyone looking confused. Hahaha well we left at around 11+ to Darling Harbour (where else) but before we went to our usual place at the harbourside/front, me and cherie went to the swings instead and the rest followed. We remained there for the rest of the night/morning at we cut cake there too! Very fun. Had nothing else to do SO Anson decided to play catching. This was countered by Rohit who wanted to play tag instead. So yeah tag began boring even after the first round. SO we played ice and water instead, with the ice being me, cherie and diana. GUESS WHAT - the game lasted for at least TWO BLOODY HOURS. Cherie and i were barefooted somemore, and our feets were numbed all. Well, we were too tired and dehydrated and stuff that we stopped playing and made a smart more - we came home instead :D

HAHA not before a stopover at macs.

Okay la nothing else to talk about already. Just did laundry (in the process) and i am GOING to pass my holiday form to suzanne soon AND i returned my library book SO, i am left with packing! Going home but the novelty of it all kinda died down already. yeah. okay see you(:

(Pictures tmr or smethg.)

Whoopie Doo!

EXAMS. Are. DONE! :D
The group of us - cherie, me, rakhman, cyndy, anson &tubu didn't bother sleeping but i still think it was useless staying up all night because half of the time we weren't exactly talking about Economics. But anyway, i think econs did go alright. Passable of course. With the exception of Social science, i think i'll be able to do alright for the other 4. I think.

Anyway it's what, 5.15pm now. Cherie's still sleeping and i don't wna wake her up cause she's been up late for the past few exams night but i need to return my fisher library book because its due TODAY hahaha sheesh. And there's a whole load of things i have not even done!
Have not paid my accomodation fees, nor handed up the holiday form. I HAVEN'T EVEN PRINTED OUT MY FLIGHT TICKET!

Gta do my laundry tonight and start a little packing maybe, if i'm not the habitual procrastinator that i usually am. Oh and it's cyndy's birthday tmr so i think we're gna celebrate it tonight in the town over dinner or movie or smethg! We'll see.

Okay okay may post again later. Gta wake cherie up now.

Chimos!

Fevers and fastlanes

ABSOLUTELY COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY UTTERLY ALTOGETHER 100% SCREWED.

Social science was crap. Totally owned me. GG already lah.

Such a bummer.

Econs tmr! Last &final paper.

cause it would be so damn perfect

I really can't start studying in peace unless i've done a little blogging. Let's just say that my mind's so filled up with thoughts now i can't operate properly. I mean, the subjects i'm studying now are pretty useless, no? Apart from media and Maybe English, the rest - econs, australian studies and FSS; I have no use for in the near future.

Sociocultural theory, Functionalist theory, Conflict theory - words words words words. Period. I am sick of words i sure as hell wish i was taking some math now! Haha okay wait i take it back. Cause if i took math my GPA would be down some bottomless pit.

Let's see. I've been staying up until 5am for the past two nights. I missed friends this morning (they show it at 3.30am. Didn't realise until sunday morning) because the dudes were all playing winning11. Also, my body is freaking confused. I'm horribly sick one day and okay the next. It's been on-off ever since weds and it's now sunday which is, 1. Father's Day
and 2. it means that i'll be home in FOUR FRIGGIN DAYS.

Only problem i'll be facing is lack of luggage space because my luggage is really super duper small can you throw in three pieces of clothing and there's no more space left. Okay Fine, i'm exaggerating but really, it is small. Realised i have shitloads of clothes & stuff to bring back AND that i've been doing quite a lot of shopping here! Damn.

And people around me have been using a lot of Singlish. People like Tubu and Rohit whom, i swore, wouldn't be affected but i guess they are. Which is why i'm now speaking more Singlish in a more Singaporean way. I'm not saying it's bad but hey, i'm not saying it's good either.

Okay La okayyyyy. This electronic thingamajic in front of me is seriously too distracting. I swear i'll blog ten times a day after my exams cause What else is there to do huh!

OH AND PLAY TABOO! WITH NICK. Absolutely hilarious i tell you! He can give russell peters and jeff durnham all a run for their money.

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I need to be in the know.

I slept through the day and that means i have got to start studying for my fss &econs, which i have not really touched.

Two papers left to freedom and the only thing hindering me is falling ill. How sad is that. I think i've got a fever coming on and i'm Praying so hard that i won't cause if not my main aim will be to stay in bed and die. Not exactly what i want since there's so much to study for econs and fss.

Anyway i shall try to be strong and not die but oh the match this morning was apparently good. I slept after the first half, meaning i missed the best part - the second half of course, no, Duh. Holland won France - the dutch won the french with a 4-1. Only saw the first goal by Kuyt 9 minutes into the game, i think.

Yeah okay enough of euro, I. Need. To. Study.

Oh and Romania drew with Italy!

Kings and Queens will shake

Geraldine, you can do this.

One more week(:

We might fall.

See, I managed to wake up this morning at 7.05am and go down for breakfast with cherie and rohit. Rakhman joined us and because of my lack of self-confidence, I asked him to recite something frm Aust.Studies and he did And Well, let's just say INFORMATION OVERLOAD first thing in the morning while I'm trying to have a nice breakfast to prep me for exams is Just. NOT. Cool. Alright?

Haha I panicked so badly i finished my juice in 0.000001 seconds and came up to read through my notes. Again. I've been reading my notes but I haven't been memorising any and I seriously thought I was screwed. But then, of course, I had to go down for my paper anyway, prepared or not, and I did (no, Duh!) and I must say it wasn't all that bad.

Haha i can imagine people like Anson and Cherie whacking me in my head because they'll tell me I'm panicking for nothing But fact it I'm NOT panicking for nothing! I admit I'm a perfectionist wannabe at times and I really want to do well in my studies. I know, call me nerd dork geek but doing well Here means a lot. The money and time spent by my parents are mainly what pushes me forward, although I myself probably don't even know it yet.

Okay I just realised that this post is already starting to sound like something out of erm Some sombre, melodramatic script so i shall stop talking about Grades.

Next big thing : GOING HOME :D
Germs just came into my room and she's finished her finals and she's leaving tmr! I am absolutely jealous but i guess i can wait for another week i guess.
Seriously, A WEEK. SEVEN DAYS. That's how many hours and how many minutes and how many seconds and how many miliseconds ONLY! (see, attempt to be optimistic)

Am losing my train of thoughts now so yeah Media and English tmr! Remember kids, don't do drugs and stay in school!


Lovesss :D

Finalsss!

In about approx. 9hours time my first paper starts. I don't mean to sound dramatic and all but I (obviously) am not prepared at all.

Who really cares about Australia's Flora and Fauna anyway?

Okay fine fine. But still. If i had the choice, i would've taken law or like, biology or smethg.

Well, what's there to complain about anyway? NOTHING.

So yeah, wish me luck people. I need heaps of it.

And Geraldine Is Not Allowing Herself To Fall Sick.

Peace out yo.

If you're gone

Hey earthlings! Just woke up about half an hour ago which is pretty ayite considering the fact that i slept at erm 8am? Hahaha well anyway cherie and i will be off to Good Ol' Macs to do some serious mugging. Really gta start panicking soon because if not i'll just get a lousy 6.5 and that won't do. Will stop munching because i don't wna grow fat and even if i do, not here in Sydney i'd rather stuff myself with rojak and laksa everyday.

Time passes so quickly, hey? Another week or so and i'll be on the plane home. Can't wait for Singapore. Can't wait to see what has changed; Who has changed.

Hee :D

I think i've already lost you
I think you're already gone

Fool me once.

Sheesh i think i'm the laziest person on earth!

WELL i REALLY have to start mugging cause Hey people! Guess what! I'm FINALLY panicking for my Finals!

Will adopt study room as my sacred place after dinner. Comp's too distracting. Hee hee :D

As shayn says - "noted."

Nostalgic.

Thank you successor Jonathan Toh. Hahaha he's an awesome dude, sweet &all(:
Well, i hope you're fine, along with the rest of the leaders. Rest assured i'll be back to visit the board when i'm back in Singapore! >http://www.you-itsallabout.blogspot.com/

Hee :D

Not for the faint-hearted

WARNING: NC16



Cause i miss you - this is all that i can say.

Is it too late to work this out?

*WARNING: SHITLOADS OF PICTURES

I am 17.

I am old.

I am not young anymore.

I am almost 20, in 3 years time.

Damn, i'm old.

Yeah i think i said that, didn't I.

But anyway Thank You :

1. Cheryl BFF :D I ABSOLUTELY MISS YOU SO MUCH OKAY. & I LOVE YOU SO. Thank you for the blog post because it meant A LOT to me. Onelast-love

2. The clips &dings- I miss you guys soooo much it hurts okay!

3. My parents &blood relation. Thank you for the call. I love you <3

4. Everyone else who wished me happy birthday.

So anyway! We went out to celebrate my birthday and even though i really didn't want a huge group, there was well, a huge group anyway. But yes I really enjoyed myself okay!

SO, I thank God for -

1. ROOMMATE :D Cherie you rock my socks off me alright! I love you to bits and pieces and the fact that you've always been here for me, without making any judgements is really awesome.
Thank you for organising the whole pancakes on the rocks thing and for the present! Hahaha <3

2. Rohit - Thank you for the present and for organising the celebration too. You've been awesome and the walk home last night was one of the longest ever. But yeah thanks for the past week but i'm really sorry.

3. Anson & Cyndy :D


4. Germs, Char, Kathleen & Phae

5. Young!

6. Ben

7. Pheara

8. Rakhman

9. Ben

10. Nick

12. Ria!

13. Hongxu, rachel, james, soyoon

15. Tuvshin

16. &everyone else at Taylors that wished me a happy birthday :D It meantmeans A hell lot to me.


Before we went out, we had the Dance! It was Really Fun yea? Danced and danced and danced And danced. Very fun. Can't wait to be legal so i can club :D

So yeah we had dinner at pancakes on the rocks and then we kinda roamed around a bit in the cold cold weather. They embarrassed me to no end by counting down and saying happy birthday! It was really kinda freaky but hey that's what people back home would do :D

ANYWAY we didn't want to go home so we went to echo point instead. Hee we're kinda hooked on KTV now, if you didn't realise. Ended at around 3.30 - 4 and we walked home. As usual.

So - PICTURES! Not all cause there's simply tooo many :D


Before dance! Me, Cherie &Cyndy


Roommates! :D


With the mirror


With everyone!


Rakhman, tubu, cherie, ben, cyndy


Freaked out when i turned to face her!


Rakhman, tubu, cherie, ben, anson, cydny, Me &nick!


Awesome 85degrees cake that germs was able to divide, proportionately.


And again.


Am old. sheesh.


Phae, germs, me, rohit, ria, kathleen, char &young


RETARDED


We're bringing sexyback HAHAHA


PANCAKES ON THE ROCKS!


One more time


Champions!


Kungfu fightinggggg


We're on the top of the world


Looking down on creation


Echopoint with rohita


Echopoint with cherie, loves


&my presents.

Thanks alot guys! Love you all!


Honey, why you calling me so late?

Let go

I know i've probably posted this on my blog a million times. But Paul DiGiovanni's still as attractive &martin's voice is still as awesome.

So yeah. Was just feeling it.

Cause there's beauty in the breakdown(:

Cute without the E

And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?

Yes i do

I think i'm going on an indefinite hiatus.

Cause maybe black and white works best.

Nowhere.

You can have it all.
You just can't have it all at once.
-Oprah Winfrey