everything's changing, when i turn around

HAHAHAHA this is so fun!
i'm reading my previous testimonials
like all the really really old ones
and i'm secretly laughing to myself because everything seems so silly now!

i remember the amanda bynes' jokes & accent i used to imitate. with angel& anna

And my sec 1 classmates
and that time when we all aspired to be road sweepers

HAHA and the siao-ons! oh my goodness
that's like eons ago. i miss the hand sign& the times when all of us would link hands and start singing my happy ending& then we'd all jump around at the roadside and go crazy and laugh over nothing
and yes, neoprints. really really wild times.

hahaha & there was this time, during sec 1. when i was running cross-country with cheryl?
yea donovan overtook us& i was like, AYE DONT FALL DOWN AR.

hahahaha how dumb. yea. and during teachers day?
when we danced? haha
& also during YF during my lower sec years? we would dance& play the tambourines and just have fun. yea

& then there was the MES. outings @ k-box singing she bangs by william hunk (who WAS popular then) & all of us squeezing into a teeny neoprint box
& going to berlinda's hse to eat KFC& of course, slacking at nat's hse.

all these stuff are still so fresh in my mind (:
hahaha and of course, celly tan keng nan
i'll never forget the nicknames. gelly is retarded & we seldom use it now
not to mention the 'very perfect' conversations we used to have
and us on the topic of ' ORIGINALITY' & toes laughing, meaningful testimonials & what not.
& not forgetting, " MONEY IS MUTUAL RESPECT"
Do you remember this tkn?

okay it's like, im gna cry now because i have soooo many testimonials from the siao-ons
i wont say its a waste, but really, i miss them all
They made my life really beautiful [:

& then there was the clips, my very retarded people
we're still tight & strong though we're all in different classes
and yes, these people never fail to make me laugh&laugh & get high anywhere!

yea and there was the one way camp. in LSBC where i made loads of friends
it was really fun& i'll ALWAYS remember that camp because it was like, the turning point of my life.
oh plus there was a formal dinner thing? yes. brings back memories.
that's when we met the rest of the sec 4s @ lc, including benthia& jonlian and all. hilariousssss.

my my my. & i used to call jamie, err. sharmie. now where did that come from?
what did she call me? bloody fool. HAHA THANKS AR.

oh and soccer sessions every sunday
with ancestor! we'd be FORCED to walk to loronglewlian & get drinks for them. hey torture!
but yes, although we complain alot. we still do it every time because we're really nice people (:

yes & back to MES again. genevieve boss and her retarded mtgs that ALWAYS fail!
& mervin burping in the train and because we'd be sooo embarrased we'll move away
jane & her horny jokes. and of course, weiyen who'll do duties with me in the control room.
& yes, not to forget, boss2 dancing singing her S.H.E songs EVERYWHERE. i mean, everywhere la!
AND IM RELATED TO JANE!

the dings too. in sec 2, were, and are very special people.
you see, this is why i love sec2 days
because everything was well, fine& dandy then.
Life was Good.

and i remember the days with fireman and co.
that was really retarded days!
hanging out at macs, throwing fries at each other?
very very fun. yumm
inni. hamsome tan. fireman. kor. da sao. pts. shima. & mengfenngg!

random testimonials from pri school friends too.
& jiandi who always reminds me of how good i felt when i gave him stupid face (:

DINGS I LOVE.
stayovers@ pts's place, going over to heartland 'dressed up' just to take neos
laughing & gossiping & watching the 'dadi show' & ordering pizza for supper!
taking hell loads of pictures and doing really retarded stuff!

and church friends of course
with sunday lunches with much story telling
and air which was a success (:
& masterlife which was good.
haha and when me and weihan realised we cldnt be pps because we'd never finish laughing

lets see. in sec 2 when crystal sat behind me, i'd turn around and ask to borrow her handbook
and she'll start laughing & i'll start laughing & we'll both belaughing for nothing.
& tong, whom i call tong, and when i do that we both get high. very nice [:
hee

GB of course.
they are great people, those girls
especially my batch (no im not being biased)
yes, camps rock.
and remember that time the (ex-)squad leaders sat in church office with faith
& did what? EAT ICE CREAM
we went really high after that
and over the years, we became a really tight knit group. especially the 8 of us.
you guys, i'll never forget [:
& our last camp was great too. taking loads of pictures and just talking to faith and sleeping in one whole room to ourselves like when we were in sec 1 [:
<3

3C when i hung out with the sexies ALOT.
like, practically everyday
& leongyufei who didnt turn out that bad
heh

triton that gay ass.
who is back from china! hahaha

and the rest of my testimonials are kinda like that all the way
and of course, varian the spammer.

after Nat camp ended. that was cool too
we kept in contact & even had outings! (quite pathetic but that wont bring us down! it was funnnn laaa)
hahaha i'll miss those times, really. and yes, soon yang too, our instructor who was really lame heh


alot of things to write about and reminisce still
but then there would be too much
so yea, i'll stop

Nobody's perfect. im nobody.

People change our lives
But for the better, definitely [:

Cayote Ugly

Alrightttt.
today was a VERY very slack day!
i studied in the morning, & i was doing pretty well
Until the nonsensical people came
and then they started playing their CO song on the piano.
hahaa watched DOA (yes, again. though i watched it last night)
and then we bummed around. adam came and we watched deathnote online
not bad not bad. but now i wna watch deathnote2
haha they were crazies who sat out at the balcony while i watched HBO
&we ordered macs [:
hahaha they left soon after that
well, Great saturday because bumming with friends& fries rock.
But i really didn't study much.haha
church tmr people!
& im gna stay up& watch Cayote Ugly on HBO!
What a great invention.

Qing Tian

Ooohhhhh i absolutely LOVE qing tian!
yes yes i know. its a cheena song and all of you probably don't see the link between chinese and me
but hey, qing tian is like, really good.
I remember sec 1 days when me and cheryl, when having nothing to do, would just break into a jaychou song or smethg
Haha it seems so silly now. but yet, i miss those good ol' days

apparently almost everyone i know is mugging FEROCIOUSLY for prelims1.
except, well, me. ha
but i'm gna pull up my socks and seriously do sme serious mugging!
yes. anyway, paper1 for chinese& english started today.
english was alright. the essay i wrote is passable, i presume
and this is the first time i wrote really little
you should've listened to kalvinder tell her story though. drama mama
went to canteen which was freaking crowded and then my stomach started to hurt and hurt and hurt
and i was hurting it hurt like hell
hahaha and yes, during chinese, i was feeling pretty bad.
and thus, i think i screwed up my gong han( yes people i chose gong han!)
baozhangbaodao was better (i hope) so yea, i think i did reasonably alright overall

after that i had meeting with the sec 4 prefects in the good old prefects room (:
i keep feeling so, well, sad these few days. haha i keep reminiscing and all it's scary
yea, had mtg and then the sec 3s had their own meeting, which i have to say, wasnt all that good
i really hope they'll be able to step up and prove themself because they shld be proud of the board! & proud of themselves
hmm words of wisdom yea. HAHA

left with ter, mo, ong& kengling for macs
and then it started to rain. like, rain. hahaha
dashed across the road and lunched at macs
i studied my ss. which is a killer because in one chapter, there's so many things to memorise!
i wonder how i'm gna finish studying for Os.
yea, talked and laughed and my stomach hurt like hell
taught pohcher physics(which i dont take)
and tested CJJ on bio (he cmi HAHA joking!)
yes and NEO came! i miss her soooo much!
and so we continued to slack and all and then i left

home now& there's no GB tmr!
it's probably a good thing because
1. i can get to wake up late
2. i can study
but since we people are stepping down, i feel again, yes, sad
i'll miss GB soooooo much!

hahaha alright.
that's too much for one post.


what makes you different, makes you beautiful [:

What makes you different, makes you beautiful.

Alright. school was pretty okay.
Biology lessons nowadays are better. studying with kal is not only funny but fun. HAHA
yes and so after school we had chem remedial
went to the lab. it wasnt that bad
meeting got postponed to tmr. which is kinda sian cause i wanted to study tmr after papers.
yea and then i bused home with kal. and lizhen& yanming was on the bus too (:
reached home and ate biscuits and slept.
woke up and did 5 chapters of bio and i'll continue soon.
im becomming a nerd but for the sake of prelims1. yes, i'll do that haha
so papers start tmr; english& chinese paper 1.
i'm not too stressed out about it. not yet
now more worried about F&N coursework.
Alright. back to mugging kiddos.
Stay cool! Say kNOw to drugs! :D


I woke up in a dream today
To the cold on a saturday
I put my cold feet on the floor
Got reminded about yesterday
Remembering, i pretended to be where i'm not anymore
A little taste of democracy
And i'm left in the wake of the mistakes
Slow to react
And even though you're so close to me,
You're still so distant
And i can't bring you back
You hit me back
We fall to floor
The rest of the day stands still
If i remember doing this and that
When things go wrong
I pretend that the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
I'm left in the wake of the mistakes
Slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant and i can't bring you back.
It's true the way i feel
What's promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You - now i see
Given everything inside
With you
You - now i see
Even when i close my eyes
No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come, I
I can't wait to see tomorrow

time; it's all i ask for, time. I just need one more day

hello people i'm gonna make this quick alright
so today was a freakin cold day and i was freezing my ass off in computer lab during F&N and yes, juiwei was HILARIOUS about the paws and the chicken thing! SERIOUSLY LA.
okay yes so after that we had maths mock test which is actually really easy, but you know, i didnt study and i probably had ALOT of careless mistakes so not much hope on it.
we, by the way, were all freezing in the basement too! it was that cold, yes. haha
after mock test ended, i went to canteen and POH CHER CUT HER HAIR! Like, SHORT! (:
it's not horrible, im jsut not used to it!
left with leongyufei to macs where we met the usual who were studying
told really emal jokes and all and then i left and met juiwei and pehsweeyee
walked to PONGOL NASI LEMAK(!!!!) where we waited for ruqi and the rest for like, 123496493802599342 YEARS!
i tell you, we were honestly worried because we scared that the queue would grow, and Obviously, it did
managed to meet up with ruqi and all(who were late, duh) and ate good food! (yum) and we were pretty much REALLLYYY high after that! they were all craving for durians, minus me& don who doesnt like durians too!
yuck. those smelly yellow singaporean fruits. heh
walked back to school and yes, high on the roadsides! ESPECIALLY YANYI. you shld've seen her!
HAHA eng night class was pretty okay. not much but candytan was trying to scare me la! FAIL MUAHAHA yes and then it ended at 9
waited with kal for my parents & steph
they planned to go prata but their plans got cancelled
so they were nice and waited with me and we talked to Mrs Angeline Tan and we crapped, basically
and then now, im home. and i just did my homework. ALL my homework
okay i admit, not all because some questions i dont know but hey! at least i tried
and i wanted to do maths because i felt really motivated(no, it WASNT lark i swear) but im really just too tired
im struggling to keep my eyes open here!
yes, and another looonnnggg day tmr! damn. 2.4 after school
we ALL got the feeling it'll rain, and then lit night class, at err, night. ha
yes. so i shall stop ranting here and say goodnight!

<3>
Geraldine :]

Have Faith In GOD <3

okay i'm just gna do some quick blogging here while im waiting for the liquid paper to dry!
school's pretty alright today.
though it was freaking hot! i tell you i was DYING in class ( ask anyone. )
yes and then during chem - free period, me and kal went to drink cold water frm water cooler
so we walked past this class with this really funny looking teacher
she's eurasian, and she has this THICK BLONDE HAIR
and and and she carries a michael-bag (as described by kal) and right in the middle of the bag, she stuffs a Green Umbrella!
how mismatched right.
me and kal walked past just to laugh at her! hohoho
after school had english prelims oral.
ms lin HC's really nice, and i think i did okay. haha
better than chinese anyway. MUCHHHH better!
it started to rain like nobodies business.
couldnt go back home so went to prefects room and did a lil maths
walked with chrystal and terence and alex to heartland
bus-ed home after that and guess who i saw on the bus!
JUN WEN. i didnt see him at first, until his friend alighted. i was like, aye? hello! hahaha
talked all the way back home, cause he was going to TM
yes. i came home and did some QT and i have so much to catch up on and obviously my liquid paper's dry now!

YIMEI, LET'S GO LA! :D


You may know someone for a long time
But you may know nothing about that person

In an endless summer

hey alllll.
pretty long day today
church was alright but during service we were all freezing our butts off!
it was so cold that me and estee had to go out and stand in the sun! HAHA
a couple of funny people, yes.
well, after church had lunch at potong
i had the MOST EXPENSIVE yupian ever!
FIVE BUCKS FOR ONE BOWL!
it was okay, not the best (of course la) so yea, pretty much a rip off!
went to national library, and the loads of people studying got me depressed.
reminds me of midyears, so yes, kill me because studying is so out of my reach now.
i seriously need to get my head right and switch to studying mood
looked around and found out more about murdoch university and the 3-year-straight-to-uni route
i wna do year 1&2 over there at aus, and then year 3 would be done in singapore. (mass comm)
to get admitted - 5 Os passes, With english as one of them
the only problem is resources, as in KACHINNGGG haha
had a long talk with parents about the idea of australia (murdoch's in Perth actually) and like i said, they're really supportive
so yes, i've been praying about it and the idea's getting more and more appealing HAHA
school tmr, oh what a bore!
Come on, anyone? Australia after Os? :D

you're everything i know, that makes me believe

hello world.
just came home.
todayyyyy, i went to school for chinese oral
it was pretty okay i guess
passable la i was talking nonsense
and then after that was in GB room polishing boots
at 12, had roll call& all
and then the ma'ams gave us our long awaited badges!
which is why, now, our harvestsacks are HEAVY
HAHA AND AND AND the dings got our drill stage 1 BACK!
because that time after we passed, faith confiscated a bag of our badges& then we lost it.
ha but yea, we got it back today, together with stage 2 [:
bus-ed to PLMGS
had 2 rehearsals, and then the final thing
stand until leg pain but it wasnt that long
after everything, our company collected our colours!
Like, Finally! :D
took pictures, ate, and watch the ma'ams act cute(as usual)
and liyi& irene looked funny in officer's uniform! HA
went to heartland with Gb girls
pao-ed (:
and then i met my parents.
have been discussing the prospect of me going to australia after Os
my parents are quite supportive la
so i'll just keep on praying! (:
but seriously, the 3 years prog is cool& yes, EXPENSIVE
oh well, i just have to concentrate on my Os la
and well, forget about prelims, i havent even STARTED studying yet!


I Love Gb! <3

Come back and hold me

Life Is Such A Cruel Joke

people here are just selfish
all they think about is themselves
i know im like that.
i admit im like that
everyone just wants the attention and the praise, dont they?


No wonder i wna go far far far away from here.

this sucks.

honestly, this sucks
im curling up here like a pathetic worm now
karinanananana! i totally know why you skipped school today.
my stomach hurts
my stomach hurts
my stomach hurts
my stomach hurts
my stomach hurts
my stomach hurts
i feel so whiny and tired and effed up.
i don't even know why my stomach hurts
it's like gastrics, but though i didnt eat proper breakfast or anything, i had KFC like, at 4 plus
hello isnt that enough?
so im unsure if its gastrics or smethg else
started when i was on 22
i tell you i felt like crying. the stupid acidic juice thingy was attempting to be vomitted out and then i came home, walked through the front door, squated down and cried like a baby
i know, laugh all you want
but i hurt.
it hurts
my stomach hurts
and the only bloody reason why im even blogging is because i got SS to do
Have mercy, just kill.
Please.

I Love Ben&Jerrys!

YOU KNOW WHATTTTT
BEN&JERRYS <3 are giving out FREE CONES TMR!
12 - 6
I WANNNTTTTT!!!
but of course, i can't.
oh so sad.

yes, school was lousy today
pms-y teachers makes me damn irritated
and like, i just passed my chem test
This Is Bad
not studying, i mean
hello like since the start of this year i havent been mugging properly!
not for any other subject except well, geog.
and that sucks. like, really
prelims are in 2 weeks or so
im really trying to pia
but it seems like im missing out on alot
really, geraldine. you gta do something about it
so yea, i'll try not to be such a thoughtful blogger, and instead, spent more time mugging mugging mugging my guts out.

yes. well, goodbye then.

Life Goes On To Make Me strong

Have this irrepressible (is there even such a word?) to blog.
i have completed like my lit essays and i feel this sense of satisfaction wash over me
Like, finally. yea
I really don't feel like studying anymore
Singapore's education system is too stressful Everybody's competing with everybody else
This sucks Because without that cert, you have nowhere to go
You're nothing
Which is why for the past two weeks i've been harbouring thoughts of studying abroad
Well, i don't know if i can But the only thing i can do now is of course, mug hard for Os
the word STUDY just turns me off I don't know how people can survive ten years of education
I'm almost there you know. ALMOST.
Camera's in front of me and as i was looking through I don't know why i just feel sad
Sad that i'd be leaving secondary school
A part of me just wants to finish my Os and get the hell out of there
But this teeny weeny part of me just doesn't want to leave
I dont know why the sudden mixed feelings But yes i admit, im pretty sad
Sad because im old
Sad because there's just so many things i may have to let go
Friends of course
Are we going to stay in touch or just completely brush each other away after graduating
They say its hard to keep in contact But isnt it saddening if we dont?
I think lit made me do this
Think too much i mean. i feel paranoid.
Yes and Qing Tian is playing now!
Brings Back Memories
So many of them
Especially lower secondary days la
aiya this sucks
The feeling of not going back in time
The feeling of knowing you've had the greatest times, and really cherishing those times
But then again, how long will it last?
I feel so emo can. haha
hello goodbye. school tmr
Qingtian is still the greatest cheena song ever Really Believe Me
Sad yes Not sad
Happy yet Not Happy
Got a feeling that i can't go back.

voice of truth

hello everybody
well well well
YF was okay. the comms were all having presentation
PARTS video was super spastic! and very funny
but OF COURSE, FCOMM's vid still rocked right! HAHA
gooooo jonlian!
yes and i feel so not involved in Fcomm la. which is bad
but since im gna retire and step down and concentrate on mugging, i really should start contributing more
tsk. geraldine /*shakes head
yea well, lessons were cancelled
after service, left with parents
went to bugis
shopped a lil
bought a top, and then back home!
took a nap. was so irritated because the phone kept ringing =/
yes. anyway, im doing lit now!
VERY icky. i hate it.
i mean, yea.
hahhahaha
okay this is total crap!
goodbye!



OH
DOROTHY'S SWEET16!
1st May 2007! :D

still not getting any

Can you leave me here alone now?
I dont wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be, always doing what you say
Cause I'm trying to get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
I Won't let you bring me down
Cause I know
I don't wanna think about you
I don't want to think about you
When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get you today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I Won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me up
This time I know
I don't want to think about you
Run away, run away
I'm running as fast as I can
Run away, run away
I'll never go back again
Run away, run away
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I Won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me up
Cause I know
I don't wanna think about you
I don't want to think about you
Run away, run away
don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away

you're a bitch, but i love you anyway

i keep listening to the bitch song la
very very addictive!

anyway, today went to school for PBB interview-selection
yes, was supposed to go for chinese remedial and i actually planned on going
BUT of course, we didnt go in the end
yep, and like, after alyssachewjiayu finished her interview
the dings cheonged to the market there for lunch
ate at superspeeddd and tabaoed carrot sticks! (so GB!) for the rest
bus-ed to plmgs bus stop where we met the rest of the gb girls
oh, i saw sihui(right?) from SANA
hahaha plmgss is freaking huge i am so (not very la) jealous
yea and then we slacked for awhile
headed down to their tracks for the training
stood under the super duper hot sun for barely half an hour
and then so many things happened
1. this girl from 54th coy standing behind me suddenly fainted!
it was really freaky, but i hope she's alright now
2. it started to rain
like, it was really pouring!
so we had a break, where we slacked and slept
and ate BUNS, like as in tkBUN that bun (HAHAHA <3s>

and then the rain stopped
so we headed back down and falled in
9 proper contingents in whole
the colours party were probably suffering
yea well, it was VERY tired
and we stood there for probably 1&1/5 hours or so
under, yes, the smouldering sun
finally, march past
and they gave us time to rest while we watched 2 primary coys (st margs& st hildas) do PD
it was sooo super cute la
especially the stmargs one. very very cute!
anyway, after that, we went BACK and re ran the whole thing again
but this time very brief.
after the parade-rehearsal ended, we were dismissed(&yes, we had to clean up)

bus-ed to heartland with the girls and xinmin girls
PAO-ED! and ate sushi. rocks la.
didnt cheong into this fashion this time (HAHA)
went for cell, very little people
and i was feeling all smelly& sticky!
hahahha anna didnt wanna sit next to me!
anna sat next to me! :D
yes, and now im home

feeling very tired
and there's PILES of homework left to be done!
TheAbsoluteWorstThingIsThatISeriouslyFeelLikeGoingForSomeRetailTherapy!
Anyone? [:

stop crying your heart out

hey y'all! :D
today is friday the thirteenth.
so beware MUAHAHA


okay la. emal
anyway, school was sucky today
test which im probably gna fail
and i failed my lit test! (!?!?!?!)
bugger.
yes, and like, ALL the teachers wanted their work in by today!
i tell you, i was super stressed.

after school i cheong do chinese, maths and of course, what else, LIT
in the end i didnt hand it up la.
went to heartland with leong
we were arguing all the way, as usual x)
and and and!
NEO JOINED US LA
walao that totally made my day! i was soooo cheered up! (:
yep, but sadly i had to leave early
trained to potong so we could go jamming
yea, well jamming was pretty okay i guess
it was pretty okay, well, good i guess
i mean, it's different when i jam with shima&co. and with them
but yes it was fun
we laughed like hell. hilarious.

yep went to bedok central and i had TAU HUAY for dinner!
yummy yum yum.

okay la. GB tmr! (again)
interview for PBB (!!!)


Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

and get your sexy on

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moonlight sonata

moonlight sonata.
beautiful piece! (:


and yes, FINALLY! THURSDAY!


anyway, today the hongkong students came
Rachel was in charge, so yea, basically me leong and mo let them do like, most of the things
for a first timer, i must say that they did quite well
we weren't very prepared la.
but slowly, confidence took over, and yea, i think we all did alright
still things to brush up
and overall, very fun!
i had gastrics though. which sucked.
and now, it feels like its gna come back again or smethg

after chinese, which were the only lessons i attended today
i bus-ed to penin with karinanananana leong pao rufus and ruiming
hahaa
all the nonsense la. and leong bought his bag
gavin joined us, and then we went to bugis!
walao shopping was SOOOOO tempting!
walked around at bugis street and pao got his airwalk bag
pretty nice.
yea and then we went back to bugis to help the guys choose present
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SHOP CAN
topshop has these really really really cute dresses!
VERY VERY NICE.
66 bucks or so. not very expensive right?
karina and me were like, EY SHOPPING!
hahaha

well, im seriously deprived of town and shopping and tcc and all that bumming around shits
but yes, crucial year, busy times


so what can i do?
turn on some music, blog, and drink yakult to try and relieve stress!



i Fell in love with your smile [:

i'll take ya to the candyshop

ayite.
today was long
but not in a bad way, it's just long la

hong kong people coming tmr for exchange prog.
come on people, whip out your cameras!


just tell me how i got this far
just tell me why you're here and who you are [:
cause you're everywhere to me

way back into love

I FEEL LIKE

SHOPPING!!!!!

like, with a capital S.
and then swensens at changi airport!

:D :D :D



oh yes, sheng! GOOD LUCK in ARMY! [:

hey how long till the music drowns you out.

F&N O LEVEL PRACTICAL IS FINALLY OVER!

im not gna talk about it. it was okay.
not good and not bad
it is, after all, cooking =/


school was boring and i left immediately after practical
came home and slept. ha


feel like going jamming!
huge burden off my shoulders now.
gta concentrate on CHINESE, ORAL, and prelims1 already!

i miss hanging out with clique <3

goooooo geraldine!

don't you bring me down.

From The Inside Out

you know, THAT */points
is a very very beautiful song
haha
was listening to it on leong's lousy handphone
reminds me of YF!


alright enough nonsense already.
the highlights of today was during bio, when we were learning about reproduction in mammals
(yes, probably almost every bio student's favourite.)(not me though)(eww!)(!!!!!)
at least for the guys in my class
they were like, super inmature! but hey! that's no shocker!
HAHA ms lim totally suaned them until they had nothing to say!

lit was hilarious too.
we played dress up and took pictures!
lit class is the best :D

and during reading? HA.
a certain someone made the upper sec walk (run supposedly) to the parade square
and be in push-up position
you know all that nonsense they made us do in lower sec.
i mean, hey no offence
we're old enough
sometimes we lose control, yea, sometimes we stroll in and talk too much
but cant you talk to us like, proper normal human beings?
its probably really not neccessary to make us do things at your command
this goes out to no specific person, but hello, we're 15/16/17 year olds
please, treat us nicely.
we break and bleed too. (and complain alot)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THURSDAY <33333

school is tough okay!
to complete four years of rules and books and all that
you gta bitch back, and kick-some ass.

so, yes, go kick some ass today!

you were the dream that never died [:

I just remembered...



JIANG, YOU OWE ME TWO HUNDRED GRAMS OF BUTTERSCOTCH AND PECAN FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!


okay! set! date next, next sat!
HAHAHAHAHA :D

Happy Easter Sunday!

hello everybody.
well, congratulations to everyone who got baptised today!
me and germs were like, remembering the times We got baptised!
Charis was Hilar.IOUS.
after church, lunched with the usual and came home

nothing much la today
catchin A.I on now
very good show!


i cant wait for like, exams to be over!
so clique <3>
we already decided, probably after prelims1/chinese Os
then we'd take time off, go shopping or something, come back, MUGMUGMUG and then at night have marathon!
i wna catch TITANIC HAHAHAHA
and a walk to remember!
sorry no soppy korean dramas okay!
cause if we start watching, we'd never stop!


aiya, im thinking tooooo far.

but, its very appealing, innit?
hahaahaha

well, off i go to bum around
Remember kids, say NO to drugs!

saviour

i am like, about to fall asleep in front of this stupid electronic thing
using a toothpick to keep my eyes opened and yes, im full!

woke up really early today just so i could polish my boots!
i know i know, its not very worth it, but then again it is
for stage 2, i will (confidence)
hahahaha yessss got to school
trained abit and then had stage 2 practical!
it was alright. hot though. sweated like a pig
and yes, im sure we made mistakes.
i made like, at least 1 i think
yea after that i joined in the sec 3s interview thing but only for awhile
then left to return for GB and we had our theory test!
at first, they like gave out one paper only and we all went like, HUH? 1 paper only!
yes, so after they made up super duper happy
quek realised that they were missing page 2
so while they were printing Page Two Of Three
faith made announcements and all
so yes, supposedly today is the sec 4 express's last GB meeting/training
but we still have PBB(highest honour!)(!!!!)
and award ceremony and all
oh, not to forget, FIRST AID.
and yes, WE. ARE. FINALLY. GETTING. OUR. COLOURS!
we waited FOUR LOOONNGGGG years for this day!
hahaha faith made speeches and all and i really can't believe that GB has come so far
i remember the endless trainings for competitions and like, drills and camps, and fun and laughter and worship and tears, and cam-whoring, and panicking, and getting scolded by ma'ams and all!
oh, i'll miss GB!
really, people, im not here to publicise but if you wna make great friends who'll stand by you through thick or thin, join GB
if you want people who genuinely cares, and love you, Join GB
Best of all, if you wanna know God, Join GB
that's the best part! because GB growing in numbers and maturing and learning and growing spiritually
that's like, best ar!

hahaha i'll probably reminise again on 9th june, and then on grad day, and then on the last day of Os, and then when we collect results
HAAHAHAHA GB is addictive!

okay anyway, after we completed the test, we had badgework
stacia led. not bad.
after that i joined in the meeting again
went to serangoon to change
and then went to church!
PANICKED.
because we couldnt remember the steps for the songs!!!!!
hahaha and yes, we kinda screwed up
though saviour was not bad
Good even. thank God
had dinner with the sec 4s+joseph koh+becky+beng
and we talked nonsense, laughed alot
ate cheeesseeee! [javis. haha]
and im not home.

gna sleep soon. don't know why but i feel very tired for the last few days.
yes i dont know why
okay la. goodnight already.


saviour, he can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever, author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave.

saviour

HELLO.

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY! :D



today was, tiring
after church, went lunching with the usuals
chicken rice!
went back to church for band prac for tmr's yf service!
gna dance tmr.havent danced in a reaalllyyy really long time!
and yes, very enjoyable hahahaha
reminds me of the past times (:

stayed for awhile and then now im here at my aunty's place
really really really tired
cause i stayed up last night

drill test stage 2 tmr
im feeling quite sian-ed abbout it.
actually, REALLY sian!
polish boots when i go home later.


so won't you kill me?
so i die happy?




qing tian [:

fall, with you i fall so fast. I can hardly catch my breath, i hope it lasts

Am so into ashlee simpson the last few days. hoho

well, napfa 5 stations tmr
i am so dreading it!
what a total waste of time i'd rather have self-study or something.

anyway, bio test tmr
panicccccc! at the classroom

today was alright
stupid leongyufei didnt come to school today!
No prizes for guessing who presented!
drills was aight, not serious la.

yes, tmr is the last day of school
good and bad
more good than bad




On a monday, im waiting
And by tuesday im fading
Into your arms
So i can breathe.

Love songs for a Saviour

YOU KNOW WHAT?
it just hit me
and yes, it hit me hard!


MO has been SAVED!
Thank God.



that's pts, woof, leong, Gb girls, and tai mao! (:
To God Be The Gloryyy



I want to fall in love with you <3

to break or bury

hellllooooo
bad day today!
okay la. it wasnt all that bad really

today had surprise attire check for the sec 4s which was really hilarious becuase suddenly there was chaos and everyone was damn kanchiong!
classes were pretty okay. haryani didnt come
and like, MR BERNARD came and talked cock. looks like malay, but is pure chinese
CHINK.
reminds me of national camp and that guy! HAHAHA

ho well, f&n was not bad.
i still can't believe practical's like, NEXT WEEK
so bloody fast la!
however, that's good too. because i'd rather get it over and done with
oh how i miss mrs ang! (:

anyway, we left for yck stadium
out whole class, including deirdre, stephanie, and angeline was like, on one pathetic bus!
we made SOOOO much noise la!
and then on the way, it started to rain!
hahaha YOU SEE. rain!
after we alighted at yck mrt, the rain started to pour, and we were seriously stuck
PLUS, we were late! (as a class. haha)
and then our very smart classmates cheong over under the rain!
and i got DRENCHED with a capital D
seriously la. damn wet.
then the stupid bus like, drove past and then all of us kena!
fun is fun, wet is wet
the WORST thing was, after we reached the stadium dripping wet, we were told that the stupid run was cancelled!
i was like, GRRR and yes, we made ALOT of noise!
could not stand being at the stadium itself, plus all of us were hungry, so angeline, deirdre, steph, me, pts, kalvinder and woof bus-ed to eat kfc!
funny can. on the bus there kalvinder was like, sitting next to this malay guy who looked REALLY afraid of kalvinder!
and then we were like joking about the show, BOILING POINT? (mtv!)
and then we started running a comentary like, 1 minute, or 5 minutes
and then the guy looked damn pissed but we were wet from the rain so who cared?
kalvinder was best! she started talking to herself/to the guy/speaking spanish/talking&laughing damn loudly, and the guy got even more pissed which made us laugh even harder!
he couldnt take it la, and alighted, and we all went like, Oh damn, no hundred bucks for you!

hahaha after that i came home and now im home
and i dont wna go to school tmr
but i have to because i have english oral and drills
and oh, DRILLS!
sick&tired of it, but for the sake of myself, points, GB and yes, badges, DRILLS IT IS.


thank God it's a short week!




don't just build me up, buttercup baby, and then let me down and mess me around.
i'll slap you.
i swear i will [:

one more shot

OH JUST KILL ME, WON'T YOU?




LIFE. IS. SCREWED.

the stars will light the sky for you<3

i love it when you call
i love it when you call
i love it when you call
but you never call at all
what's the complication
it's only conversation
i love it when you call but you never call at all


okay!
i've got PILES of homework so i gta rush!
church la. i was there early! like, REALLY EARLY
made it for YF.
i dont know why but worship made me think of like, how GB grew
how YDC grew
how 'cell' was just, 4 people
set up by faith
and then how it grew, and more GB girls came to know our saviour :D
worship then was nice and simple, guitar and keyboards only la.
and then the BB guys started coming in
we started having drums and guitar and bass and more importantly, MORE people!
really, God is SO sosososoos powerful!

anyway after service, we had fundraising!
a success i must say, we raised about, almost 300bucks
not bad la ah.
but VERY chocolatey!
and i didnt even try the brownie!
but they said it was gooddddd
so yes, sec 4s rock!
and thank you everybody who bought our stuff! [:

came home, slept
woke up, studied.
just finished doing lit, still left like, maths, and bio test to study, and f&n coursework, and chinese papers!

please give me one more try for the sake of our love

the best damn thing

hey all.
its 11.20 now. gna sleep soon
gta be in church tmr earlyyy!

well yes, so anyway, i woke up and got to school at EIGHT THIRTY. thanks to mo
i was supposed to be there actually, at 9.30 la can
slacked abit, practised abit, watched the girls
not bad la. they really improved ALOT
well done! :D
yea anyway, the whole thing started, and the G.O.H was LATE
like, ONE HOUR LATE
i tell you, total record breaker!
first time in history(my history, la)
SHE lost her way actually, and because the parade people had already started everything ON TIME, they stood under the hot scorching sun for like, an hour!
seriously la can. torture!
i pity them, and yes, many cldnt take it and fell out.
first time for everything!
first time so many people fell out
first time the whol contingent squated down
first time there were DRINKS provided for the parade people
and of course, first time the parade people could fidgit so much!

heritage gallery was crap!
i was invisible like 99.9% of the whole time
not that i mind la.
and yes! my picture is a total HIT! HAHAHAHA (you know you believe me)

the concert segment after that
well, to me, it was pretty screwed.
but yes, an A for effort la.

after everything i pretty much went off for lunch with gb girls
macdonalds(AGAIN!)
yep and then i trained down to church
found them in the library slacking!
BECAUSE CHURCH'S OVEN SPOILT!
so suay right.
anyway, after charis(finally)arrived, we decided to use judith's hse!
and yes we did
all of us at the place, making alot of noise, being troublesome, messing up the place!
TEN of us, watching one stir the pre-mixed err, mix
and the other one holding the bowl
hahaha okay la. the brownie not bad
and in the process of waiting, we played that concentration game thing, zhong ji mi ma(fail!), and watched tv
talked alot of nonsense too, obviously
hmm, back to church
grabbed stuff then went for dinner
not much, back to church
and then me and deb went for cell!
not bad not bad, was funnyyyy
after everything, me deb and anna just sat and talked and talked and talked. hahaha



well, i do agree with everyone else
avril lavigne looks much better now!
no more emo queen
no more skater punk(which wasnt really all that bad la)
now she's just, normal
a lil bit skatish, but normal. ha


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MO TAI MAO! old fart.


She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)