who needs the world

Yeah, oohh
I stare at your face
Into your eyes
Outside, there's so much passing us by
All of the sounds
All of the sights
Over the earth
And Under the sky
Too much cold
And too much rain
Too much heartache to explain
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you
Oh, no no
I walk on the street
Talk in the dark
I see people's dreams falling apart
I open my arms
Try to be true
Seems like my only truth is you
Am I wrong or am I right?
All I want is you tonight
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you
Who needs the stars so bright?
And the grass so green?
And the morning light?
Who needs the wind to blow?
And the tide to rise?
Who needs it?
I don’t know, I don’t know
Yeah
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you?
Who needs the world when I've got you?

haha really old song! i HAD to post up the lyrics.

burn

Do you wanna be a poet and write
Do you wanna be an actor up in lights
Do you wanna be a soldier and fight for love
Do you wanna travel the world
Do you wanna be a diver for pearls
Or climb a mountain and touch the clouds above
Be anyone you want to be
Bring to life your fantasies
But I want something in return
I want you to burn, burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn
Burn for me
Burn for me
Are you gonna be a gambler and deal
Are you gonna be a doctor and heal
Or go to heaven and touch God's face
Are you gonna be a dreamer who sleeps
Are you gonna be a sinner who weeps
Or an angel
Under grace
Ill lay down on your bed of coals
Offer up my heart and soul
But in return
I want you to burn
Burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn burn for me
burn for me
YeahOoh
I want you to burn baby ooh
Laugh for me
Cry for me
Pray for me
Lie for me
Live for me
Die for me
I want you to burn
Burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn burn for me burn for me
Yeah
Ah yeah
I want you to burn
I want you to burn for me baby
Ohh yeah

chomps!

I Love Pushpop <3


&i love fridays too. our timetable has changed and the subjects i have on fridays are really great.
1 period of maths. 2 periods of english. 2 periods of f&n, recess, 1 period of bio (our teacher's gna be mrs peh for like, FOREVER! HELP), &2 periods of lit.
very short day. i like(:
so me pts and woof went to watch the girls having training today. so-so & i went to ber's hse after that.
slacked before meeting the rest at kovan busstop.
Chompchomp was a SUCCESS. lol
okay this is what all 5 of us ate - 4 plates of hokkien mee, 1 plate of carrot cake, 1 plate of stingray (our main purpose in dining at chomps), 3 chicken wings, 1 plate of sambal kangkong, &satay! Oh, &i finished $3 worth of sugarcane! it was gay hhahaha
well, we were like superduper full after that so we decided to take a walk
walked around serangoon gardens and chanced upon certain places we've never seen before. cool places.
bought pushpops! &we kept stopping around, making so much noise laughing, &discussing POTTERics. all 5 of us are determined to watch the upcoming potter movie!
bus-ed home with ruqi. had a reallly reallly lonnnnggg talk on the way. v good(:


your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me, so i die happy?[:

xiao wu gui

One day i'll find you

really really long day today
shall not elaborate because i'm really tired and i still have clementi town's prelim paper 2 to finish!
PLUS i wanna catch my prison break in peace.
well, MT oral starts today, & my Os end on the 6thnov.
last paper: 4.30. lit paper 2
life's a bitch,huh. they can't even let us rest in peace. haha
and gna head to chompchomp tmr with table partnerrrssss because we're craving for GOOD FOOD!
hell we spent one whole period discussing what time to meet because kiasu bernice doesnt wna be late!
alright. so much for not elaborating. will probably go try out the DPA thing.
TP for me. 1-2; i'm so damn determined to achieve the results i want!
okay maths, Here i come!

you're using up my air, choking up my space.
it feels so cramped whenever i'm around you

so long, so long

I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby


hey yo watch if flow
hongkong students came today (the 2nd batch this year already)
they're all like, aged 16-18 but honestly, i couldnt tell.
all very friendly and nice, and i must say it was a success!
Good Job! Thumbs up (2 of 'em) to the committee, especially kelly, rachel, jon &chenglei!
well planned (better than the last one), but still lots to be improved
haha it feels very ironic to be writing what i just wrote (or typing) because just a year or so back, that's what i've been hearing (stuff like that. you get it)
anyway, being involved in the exchange programme meant that me (&yufei) didnt go for lessons at all! bad. but of course, we, being the lousy students, wanted to zao. how can right!
after they left, the VP spoke to the sec4s &5s
&mr ong (he's so cute! not in THAT way of course dumb) told us about the DPA thing. very interested.
TP for me, because of the most obvious reason; it's near my place.
but yea it has the course i want and im CLEARLY interested, though im not sure if i can meet the requirements.
1-2 for english! though that's what im aiming for, but im getting like, a 3 now. so yea.
but why not give it a try right. and if i really am gna leave (IF IF IF) then i can drop out (germs i learn from you! HAHA)
but yes, im pushing myself to study
and i miss GB! gosh just detoured to the gb room today(they were cleaning it) & talked to the new president &vice ;eileen &shiying +eunice, vivien etc.
OUTRAGE OF MODESTY. varian was carrying 'me' (no, not me la DUH. i'd have kicked his nuts) around like the idiot he is
&varian, DO NOT RUN FOR PRESIDENT. leave that tedious very boring job to rachel or someone else! hahaha you are like, the support. concentrate on your studies okay!
investiture's on my O'lvl MT oral day! ennui.

you exposed my weakness like fire burnt my skin
&when i broke, the shattered pieces pierced through my soul
never to be mended
never to be mended.

gracious.

This may never start, we could fall apart


2nd day of school was G-reat! though really long.
watched a clip from Patch Adams(i have the cd)(really la dumb) for PG
&english was not bad. when i say not bad, i meant Not Bad.
after recess, walked back to classroom to find Mrs Peh in there!
not ms lim, or even mrs nair at all! was shocked because i WAS looking forward to bio
but then mrs peh announced to my very noisy class(everyone was complaining haha) that she was gna teach us, but who knew how long
this got us even more noisy and all. &she didnt know what to teach us, which sucked because she wanted to revise chapter 18(i think so.)
the whole class wasnt listening! 1/2 the class was sleeping(me included. i tried to follow the lesson but my goodness! so very very boring.) &the other half was talking &basically making alot of noise!
haha the Best, or WORST part actually was when smarties threw a stinkbomb to the centre of the class
lol candy &the rest immediately RAN away SCREAMING! that woke me up &i didnt know what was happening UNTIL the smell reached me.
it got the whole class smelling like old socks and rotten eggs! seriously. even mrs peh couldnt stand it and walked out of the class. Got a feeling she was trying to maintain her poise and composure. feel so sorry because she tried to teach us, but obviously failed. horribly
after the 2 periods we had to go to the computer lab &then smarties threw yet another stinkbomb. hahaha everyone flew out in like, record time!
haha talked to the sec3s today. actually, jmo did all the talking while i just listened &like the rest, reflected too.
it was a major thing we were discussing so yea, it was good.
i really hope that they, not just the exco, will be able to manage and rise up &do their best
to improve and even do better than my batch! haha
oh, was at macs when i saw RACHEL! ahhhh pbb camp seems so long ago! (:

alright. my little cousin's really cute. she's 7 and acts like some ahlian from who knows where.
hilarious.
AND i gta be in school at 6.30am tmr morning!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. argh.

&i'll be your anything.

the best deceptions

I heard about your trip
I heard about your souveniers
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights, and the cool guys
That you spent them with
I guess I should have heard of them from you
I guess I should have heard of them from you

Well don't you see, don't you see that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and the "Clever Cover Story" awards
Go to you

So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I'll let you
You will be back some day
And this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips
Will be of service
To giving you away

I heard about your regrets
I heard that you were feeling sorry
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us
Well, I guess I should have heard of that from you
I guess I should have heard of that from you

Well don't you see, don't you see that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and the "Clever Cover Story" awards

Go to you
So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you
You will be back someday
And this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips
Will be of service to giving you away
To giving you away

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers
I'll be all right when my hands get warm
Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice

You're calling too late, too late to be gracious
And you do not warrant long good-byes
You're calling too late
You're calling too late
You're calling too late

so you sailed away

Someday you will find me, caught beneath the landslide


alrightey. today was Back-To-School day!
was so not looking forward to it, but now that i'm home, the routine feels pretty comforting somehow
realised that MT O'level oral is just like, a few days away!!! PANIC!
what a scary thought. i really dont like chinese.
lessons will start tmr, and frm next week onwards, lessons will start at 9am every monday!
for me, i dont like it, because starting later will mean ending later
but kal made a point when she said that it'll benefit us when we sleep late on sunday nights
oh well, i have no complaints &all i wanna do is study hard & pass every single damn subject.
no, not just pass, but reach my target
I Am So Motivated.
Really.

things left to be done

Things left to be done:

1. testimonials
2. the write-up for sec3 upcoming exco
3. maths worksheet.
4. save PLK pictures into thumbdrive for chenglei


school starts tmr!
i miss friends, i dont miss lessons
& i feel a sore eye developing hahaha
alright. a few more months and i quit secondary school
&leongyufei told me 7pm @TM
it was actually 2pm @lighthouse!
well done.

what i want

they say a picture tells a thousand words
then your eyes must show a thousand pictures(:

i'm so into you

itsy bitsy teeny weeny yellow polka dot bikini


i's 12.30am and i'm really tired. about to conk out soon
went for DOC gig at harvn's church today
it was not bad. not what i expected because the last time i went(live), it was wilder &more crowded
but nonetheless, it was just as good so yea, went wild though not so wild
didn't see jane too!
hahaha okay, i'm sleep-deprived
and school starts SOON so won't you kill me?
so i die happy?


scratching an itchy eye is pure satisfaction
don't y'all agree?(:

&now i'm gone

The Best Deceptions

another wasted day
i TOTALLY forgot that i had maths today so i, obviously, skipped it=/
sun was great so went tanningg!
did nothing much the whole day la
i know im getting boring so what, sue me
been listening to good charlotte's Keep your hands off my girl &heaps of dahsboard!
not to mention 9crimes by damien rice. very good.
FOUR more days till school reopens!
my gosh, piles of homework lost on my desk, forgotten for most part of the holidays
this sucks &however hard try, i don't seem to be able to push myself to go the extra mile &all
somebody HAS to ask me out to study!

&i know i'll be okay, though my skies are turning grey(:

my goodness

WHO AM I KIDDING?!?!?!
HEEEEEELLLPPPPPPP!

my mind is made up up up.
i've made my choice.
i'll study hard, and stick to my decisions.
4 years; i'm strong, right?(:
hopefully by next feb, or latest july
God will provide.

i will follow you into the dark

Say it for me, say it to me, i'll leave this life behind
&say it if it's worth saying to me
hurry, i'm falling


Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

okay this song may not be the greatest song ever, but i like it(:
Rosamund stayed over and we did nothing but watch cds! my goodness. so very unproductive, but yea, who doesn't like to bum?
nothing much to do for the rest of the week, so i better catch up on my studies
if you think that i'm slacking, PLEASE call me and nag!
alright, i'm kinda off blogging for abit
i think.

and the record keeps playing the same old song

so let me slip away

AGAINST THE CURRENT


PBB CAMP 2007 was really so damn goood!
it was unexpected really, because the night before while i was packing my bags and talking to pts over the phone, we were both DREADING to go to camp
we really really didnt know what to expect! drills? pushups &all <-that was what we expected
but surprisingly, it wasn't like that at all
but it WAS a strict camp, &because al of us were leaders in our own sense, there was SOOOO much to learn!
many many things to bring back to our own companies
anyway, i cant be certain if i'm going to get the award after this selection camp
after all, there's only 77 of us, and not all of us can get the award
it is the highest honour after all
so yea, it was good, but the selection thing, i'm just gonna leave it to the Lord!
OH, my group (wisDOM) rocked too!
all the fun people(:
and you should have heard our 2 liner cheer. awesomo!

HAVE to go and study!
school's starting soooonnn!

officially bored

OKAY. this is official. I AM BOREDDD
i ripped this off best friend's blog (http://aworld-ofmyown.blogspot.com - copyright reasons) ;


1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LASTEST EX IF YOU COULD?
no, babe.

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Oversized, 99.9%cotton, and old tshirt

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
I'd kiss EVERYONE on my friend's list! (inside joke please)

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
Actually, YES. and who else is top on the list but Wentworth Miller?

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
About 80%, i think

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
91117762, or just 2.

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
Good enough(:

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?
Hmm, Geraldine Chua Siying sounds pretty good, doesn't it?

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
HAHAHAHAHA on what terms?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
I had O'level practical, and then i had pao with tan &peh. and then i came home to my beloved plasma screen tv

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
you wouldn't believe me. 7.37am!!!

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?
Watching the french open(tennis)

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
Absolutely NO. Get this kennethchanweijie!

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
Rob paris hilton's inheritance off her, scream like hell, then get my butt off to australia! okay, that's many things.

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
Not since last night.

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
Being way damn clingish.

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
go play Deal, or No Deal! Use most of it for my studies, treat all my friends to sakura, give 10% to church, AND THEN SHOP LIKE HELL.

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
16 years and a few days to be exact.

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
Like, Tom Cruise? OF COURSE YOU IDIOT.

21. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
hot pink, with kalvinder's signature(don't worry i'm kidding)

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
van houten chocolates. heavenly.

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH
i don't really have one. but either june, or december.

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
any time during exam periods. DUH

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
HAHA best friend's Roxy shorts!

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
Myself. The world.

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
Mannyyyyy.

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
damien.

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
Myself.

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
OF COURSE.

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
VIVA. (it's a childhood yoghurt drink and it's freaking expensive but i love it!)

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
YES YES YES. &i wna go back! <3

33. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Feel extremely guilty like the bitch i am.


okay computer's getting boring
sayonara.

mutiple personality disorder

It's wednesday today.
so really really fast
Finally caught Zodiac on monday
i give it FOUR STARS
it's pretty good in the sense that it didnt have the basic usual crap like people getting married and all
the movie was all about murders and research and stuff like that, totally to the point
come to think of it, maybe not everyone may think its good
but i think its good haha homicides &all
interesting.
been bumming around, and the weather's unbearable.
plus i have PBB camp tmr. i'm hoping that it'll be fun and all
not a trg camp where we gotta do drills like practically half the day
well, im sure its not, or at least, i hope
because its 4 days, and i wna enjoy it to the max.
and of course, there's a littlest part of me that doesnt wna go. but that's normal in this kinda circumstances
alright. i'm getting boring so i shall stop boring you
tell me What Am I Saying?

im the girl that kicking the coke machine.

french open

Roger Federer, who has never won the french open, was up against Nadal today, or yesterday, to be more exact
jinrong came over and we watched it tgt(:
sure, nadal deserved to win, and he did win
nvm that his arms are not proportionate, and that he looks really fierce, but he didnt give up
as for federer, don't worry babe. we still love you just as much
wimbledon's just next month, and then you can own everybody else in your own way
like what celly said, federer is magical when it comes to tennis, but on clay court, he's just mortal
And federer had 4 aces in 2 sets, if i remember correctly.
oh well, that's that &nadal has now won the french open for three years running
And have i mentioned that nadal's arms are Totally out of proportion?

where would we be now?

i'm screwing up my own life
skipped church today &mopped around at home
HBO all the wayyy. i didnt even touch a book.
you know what i really need now?
chocolate, and icecream, and stayovers
that'd make my day
or i could just bugger my ass off to australia ASAP
that would be nice too(:

i'm in love with you

We're the one and only, the Girls' Brigade Yeah

I'm bacc bacc baccckkkk!
not as tired as i thought i would be, but i could drop down and sleep right now if i wanted to
met the dings at school bus-stop at 3.45
GUESS WHO WAS LATE? hahaha
joined YA which was pretty good. boonie was the speaker
then we went to 303 &had games
really fun, meaningless games that blew our minds out and made us short of breath
played do you love your neighbour? first, dg and bone(the water bottle we were playing with got dented and all la. we were VERY rough, snatching the bottle and rolling about getting carpet burns!)and then lao ying zua xiao ji
I KNOW I KNOW. childish games but GB girls love 'em, don't we!
it was crazy, me zhenhui kengling and chris had to protect our 'chicks'
hahaha it was pure retardedness
screamed shouted ran like mad people
it was crazy. and then we played ice and water. the same people but now with gracehan. because the ma'ams(LIYI, who else?)wanted to make us chaotic, she confined the game in 303 itself
so the snrs were the ice at first, and our strategy worked. later was the juniors who werent as successful. lol
oh and dinner was great. BUFFET! specially for us
anyway, we were served. as in the sec4s. the juniors were like really really nice to us
and there was too much dinner because the rest dont eat much
damn gay. so me shufang and ding were stuffing ourselves with curry and bread (really VERY good!) and other stuff la.
took pictures &the ma'ams wanted us, the sec4s to do the area inspection thing for them
so we did. felt like liyi who teaches us drills in shorts and slippers (HAHA) although it is strictly forbidden by HQ!
anyway they all left to prepare for whatever secrets they had to prepare and then we just sat in lsbc's kitchen and talked nonsense!
finally got up, not before meeting mr cockroach and mad rush to lift
the rest of the sec3s and girls actually prepared this slide show for us
showing what they thought of us, and showing the pictures of past events and all that
already some of us were tearing. and then faith came and made a great speech about how we were her favourite batch, how we, the first batch of 70th coy gb girls grew up and all that, and then more people starting tearing
i was relatively dried eyed
UNTIL faith allowed us to get up and say goodbye to the rest of our juniors
i turned around, saw shiying and waterworks started!
seeing her like totally hit me hard
cried and hugged and cried and hugged &did that repeatedly
then faith prayed and had holy spirit night
it was good & then they announced the new exco and all
i can't remember all, but joelynne's the QM, vivien's the secretary, shiying's the Vp and eileen, of course, is the P
think that yes, they can all do well and really grow so we have faith in them (:
it was a great night but of course, a sad one too
i know that all of us would surely go back and help, yes that's how dedicated we are! LOL
im sure all of us love GB
we worked so hard to get this coy running! all the scoldings and tears and all that cliche stuff
but it's cliche because it's true. very true
yea took hell loads of pictures and im home now
will do the usual dedications another time because im so bored
but thank you ma'ams;
FAITH - captain, mentor &friend
JANICE - who left early but still helped us ALOT
LIYI - rednose! haha total joker who acts 12 and teaches us drills. YES she teaches us drills! famous for the messy hair, slippers, shorts, and high squeeky voice that will ALWAYS remind us of sizing commands
STACIA - new to us, but a good Bible-teacher who never fail to encourage us!
CHRYSTAL - nice, sweet, &very funny. smarrrttt too!
IRENE - the 'mother' &that sums it all up!


alright. i'm dead beat, so goodnight!

so long sweet summer(:

yesterday's gone

i'm sure i've posted up the lyrics on this song before
it's the kind of song that hits you only when you've listened to it twice
the better of ryan's songs though

I'm not to certain of,
the things that I say,
You're always laughing at me,
every mistake I make,
Well I don't believe in,
everything that you do,
it's just a minor situation,
that makes me love you
forever I can never begin,
begin to tell you
I'm falling in your clouds
of heaven today, today
Right now I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you
Don't you know, that my love is true,
and when tomorrow has begun, yesterday is gone
Yesterday's gone
well I'm never certain love,
now you should know that,
we'll take one step at a time,
don't want to take it too fast,
I didn't think, that what they said was true
feel like I won my whole life
when I wake up with you
forever I can never begin,
begin to tell you
I'm falling in your clouds
of heaven today, today
Right now I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you
Don't you know, that my love is true,
and when tomorrow has begun, yesterday is gone
Yesterday's gone
Yesterday is so far away
And i don't want to lose you again, my love
And if it takes me all my days, i'll wait
i'll wait
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Don't you know, that my love is true
Yes, i'm in love now
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you
when tomorrow has begun, yesterday is gone

(:

it's the hardest thing i've ever had to do

Angel of music, you decieved me


i'm feeling very clean &very full now, and that's good, no?
spent 10 years in the bathroom trying to get rid of the icky flour thingys from my hair
but i must say that it's not new, &that it's worth it

woke up really really early today &reached school at 7.30
it was hell early! &no one was there yet la
but the new ex-co arrived &we filled up the waterbomb bags
OH. eunice &gracehan were damn shameless &crashed GB trg camp!
for the first half of the day, i was feeling very lousy
workshops &nagging &people 'accusing' you makes one like that. it's inevitable
but yea, all of us just wanted to strangle a certain someone
lunch with the usuals (minus varian) at KFC. and as we were walking back to school varian called and asked us to get some stuff
so we did. &detoured to macdonalds (leong has a very very very bad bladder problem) &talked to azizi
And i saw melvin! yes THAT melvin my p5/6 classmate
i was like, he looks familiar hahaha
reached school &had mini meeting &after that GAMES started
that definitely cheered me up. it made my day really! :D
since i was a fac for group 5, &cheryl the fac for group 4, we were competing at all the four stations but hey! going crazy with bestfriend is totally fun!(:
first station &we ALL GOT WET. it was something like capture the flag, so waterbombs were a MUST
had to protect our flag so at the last last part i was out of my mind and hugged the 'flag' &GUESS WHAT VARIAN DID. he poured the whole darn pail of soapy water on me!
well, of course, cheryl kena too
&i forgot to mention, we are so in love with the gatsby ad's song, we(the sec 4 ex-co) kept dancing &singing to it
we = me, bestfriend, leong, deirdre, duanjin &ter
HILARIOUS. especially the way leong does it!
anyway station 2 was the mentos + fruit loops game (familiar? sounds like the games we planned ten years ago.lol) as usual, the sec3s were out to sabo the sec4s, so yea, my hair turned white, my face was soooo pale, and my shirt totally changed colour! - black to white.
station 3 was jon's station. the water game &though we lost, but the way my team worked was amazing!
even the sec1s, ESPECIALLY the sec 1s! was very happy
though at last station(the line-catching-whatever-it's-called) they were blur.
but this sec 1 guy from cheryl's group came over, &we were running like hell
WHERE'S DARYL WHEN WE NEED HIM! this is his forte!
yep. after the games ended, we went to the basketball court, where the leaders were doing chicken dance while the ex-cos sat around and watched, and said that they weren't loud enough! (TYPICAL)
yea and then came the best& worst part
we were pulled to the centre of the human circle, and GUESS WHAT. they ALL started bombing us! so of course we ran away like the crazy people we were but woah, i had no idea how much people hated me! HAHA must be because i boss them around &scold them &laugh at them &do crazy things in front of them
but i was running one moment, and the next like, 2454839810 people were CHARGING up to me with a waterbomb in their hand
scary as hell! i got hit EVERYWHERE &like, 3729432 people threw it on my back at approximately 0.5 cm away, which means that THAT HURT LIKE HELL
LOL but yea, i was bombed out and WET, but then STEPH ONG(grrr) came and dunked this whole pail of water from behind!
i was s stunned all i could do was SCREAM & SCREAM & SCREAM
and the worst thing was i couldnt defend myself! i didnt have water or waterbombs, so i was pretty helpless
me &the rest of the sec4s
lol at that moment ter was beside me, and i screaming bloody murder!
drenched already and i was like TERENCE ISN'T WET! but NOOOOOO, my leaders of all ages, sizes and shapes and colours came and carried on bombing me
i was surrounded. seriously. lol

when they ran out of waterbomb bags and like the whole court was wet, i found the rest of the sec4s (FINALLY) and then kennethleongyufei started acting dumb, like VERY STUPID
he was holding of to the water gun &started shouting, " HEY! ALL OF YOU BACK OFF! DON'T TOUCH MY SEC4s!!!"
haha that scared them off for a bit, but you must realise that ALL of them (70 odd) were SURROUNDING us
by then we were drowning la! so we started to become silly &started dancing the GATSBY DANCE(made famous by US TRULY)
&we decided that hey, it's not fair that we were deprived of the pleasure of bombing others, so we kicked off our soaking shoes and started looking for pails
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE: 10
FAIL. we didnt even manage to TOUCH a pail &there were no bomb bags no more
instead, we got splashed REPEATEDLY by everyone else
lol but it was fuuunn! haven't done this for really long &we were like, high on water and pure silliness
started cheering &dancing somemore &doing the things prefects of yyss prefectorial board do
took pictures with the p &mdm amrit and they left leaving sec4s at the court
(They cleared up, don't worry HEH)
so we sat around, playing with the water gun, cam-whoring, basically doing the things WE DO BEST(:
i love my people sooo much!
we were running about, all wet and dirty and smelly, dancing+singing the gatsby shit & playing with the teeny weeny watergun
&it started drizzling
so we brought our stuff in & ran out into the rain & played
it was GAY. gay but GREAT. played the spiderman/superman/x-men/batman game THAT I MUST SAY CHERYL LOVES.
it was downright fun
these people whom i've known for 4 years(minus leong &deirdre) but yea, them i love<3
finally decided to go and wash up but before that we were cam-whoring AGAIN
after debrief walked to tangering with them &i came home

well, today was actually kinda like a handover thing
us handing over to them, &them stepping up
yea and then on the way home i was thinking, have i done well?
Have i done my part?
thinking back, it seems like maybe, just maybe my premonitions at the start were true
i just can't be the head prefect. i just can't lead.
but of course, with the help of the lovely ex-co, which at times get on my nerves but mostly make me laugh like hell &get me high all the time(they have a way with me LA), i began to grow in confidence and all
sure, it was tough, nothing's easy, but they made it bearable
so to 2007 prefectorial board ex-co: I love you guys. you people made it so easy and so hard but i STILL love you all the same! put aside the angry moments when i would chase you for things, put aside the moments when i felt like throwing down my tie, putting up the white flag and just, yes, just quitting, &all you get left, is the fun, joy, laughter,craziness, & tears even
these are what i'll remember the most. you guys rock& without you, yes even you leong yufei, you guys made it easy. bitching about with you people are like, THE BEST (though wrong. HAHA)
so since i'm gna step down, i know that i may not have done the best job, i know i probably havent have done as well as jmo, or cedric& gang, or yanling &gang, but i have no regrets. because being the head prefect really opened my eyes like HUGE &WIDE. it changed me and moulded part of me. yea sure, it was horrible at times, i know im not the best role model, not the best planner, nor the best head, but when stuff go well &meetings go crazy, those are the times i'd really cherish.
but terence, dont forget! THE MINUTES. and to my dept heads; THE TESTIMONIALS mr neo wants!
AND MEETING ON MONDAY OKAY!
hahaha i love you guys!



so to sec4s, including varian (we'll never miss you out! you're still, &will always be part of OUR ex-co. our don't-know-how-manyeth exco, &don't you forget that. AND THANKS FOR ANYTHING. shows that you know me best!:D )
YOU ROCK MY SOCKS(:

prison break

And the top of the world falls down on you


kellerman is gay. &sarah should just be a LITTLE bit more prettier. &mahone is weird. &jim? jim looks like a singaporean!

oh, before i forget, happy birthday to myself!
i know i know. shameless. haha

was in school for the first half of the day sweating my butt off standing on two feet that was going to break any minute
&after pao, i went home. didnt do much but had dinner at swensens(:

and can you believe it. i almost forgot about prison break!
yes i lost it HAHA and i only just remembered at 10.30 &i wasnt even home yet!
but i am back now, but i missed the first part. which is obviously the most important so i gta be shameless and turn to tvlinks then.
yes well, gta be in school tmr at 7.30am

&thank you people for your wishes &msges &all
really appreciate it(:

i wasn't all like that

Who was i to make you wait?

it's probably not even legal to feel this way
but i'm being very illegal now.
no i don't want you back, it's the impossible
but i was just wondering of the 'what if's and 'could be's
&how much i loved you
i wonder if there's just a littlest part of me that still does
it wasn't easy, you know that
but thank you anyway(:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go


this is NOT a cling-ish song. it's just beautiful lyrics
like they use to say "you just have to be"
& 2 years is really long, so yea.
Be.

screaming out loud won't help

And i said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
cause after all, you're my wonderwall(:


4 more hours &i'll be 16
okay, to make things clear, i am not looking forward to it
because you see, being 16 doesn't mean anything
sure, you can watch nc16 shows but so what? cheap thrill
plus being 16 doesn't even make you legally legal yet
you're just, 16, a step forward in life, growing to be abit more mature & of course, the huge exam will be taken when you're 16 too
so yea, nothing much right?

and another reason, or other REASONS why im not looking forward to tmr is that tmr, i have O'level practical;f&n
everyone knows i hate that. & of all the times, my slot HAS to be in the afternoon! ):
plus, i have to be in school at 9.30am in the morning for meeting
i'd rather be in school at 4.57am rather than take that bloody examination!! Like, im serious!

but on the other hand, the first feelings of joy of being 16(soon) came from best friend<3
that simple, time-consuming, very sweet action cheered me up immensely!
so for a moment, when i read her blog &looked at the pictures, i felt really good
in fact, i felt glad that i was 16
4 years of friendship is not such an easy thing
as in, REAL friendship.

so i love you cheryl neo to bits and pieces you make up a part of my life a 4-year-period part of my life and if you were a guy i'd marry you but no you're my best-est best friend and you rock my world and socks of course so thank you for that simple act it means alot &when i was reading through it i nearly cried and i can't wait to see you tmr & mug with you & graduate with you & take pictures with you & go crazy with you & laugh with/at you & cry with you & go shopping with you & enjoy life with you & eventually grow up with you AND AND AND although this sounds really lesbian-y i still love you alot you're my wonderwall one that will never be broken & one that will be supporting me forever & have i mentioned that I LOVE YOU!

you know everyone has a best friend, and every one thinks that their best friend is the best in the world!
i don't think that of my best friends (the clips &dings) are perfect, but i still think that, in their own way, they rock
they rock so much that your best friend ROCs (not rocks)

haha okay that was nonsense, but not quite nonsense because it's true but im just putting facts in a very nonsensical way so SPARE ME

HOWEVER, im still not looking forward to tmr, nor friday, but yes, i am looking forward to saturday :D

okay people, milo makes you cool but pringles makes you fat so stay clear of pringles and rushhhhhh to get your milo today!(:

The clips &dings ; i won't be who i am today if it weren't for you people<3

it starts with one thing

I've got a crush on you(:

okay, my fingers are itching to type out today's events
it was a really long day la basically. met kalvinder at eunos mrt @ around 9.30
trained down to somerset &on the train really crazy things were happening
pts woke up late, and so did leong. TYPICAL.
there was this guy, short, maybe 160cm who was staring at me like some shithead
&because there was nothing to do, &it was so damn early, me and kal decided to walk around
walked to cine, and like, this guy in blue, really tall, very retarded, came up to us;

Guy: "Hello, i'm ____" */offers me a limp handshake
Kalvinder: */looks at the guy, looks at me, looks at the ground - does this REPEATEDLY
Me: "err.." */tries to walk away
Guy: repeats - "hello, i'm _____" (we think its michael. we forgot!)
Kalvinder: */DOES THE SAME BLOODY THING AGAIN. looks at the guy, looks at me, looks at the ground
Me: "it's okay it's okay" (thinks in my head: KALVINDER WHY AREN'T YOU SAYING SOMETHING)

&after we escaped into cine, we both burst out laughing
&kalvinder was like, " WHY YOUR REACTION SO GAY?!"
walao you didnt even rescue me!

it was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S
my goodness, when we walked out we took great pains to walk one biigggg round just to avoid him
okay, next funny person we met was while we were walking from cine to taka, yea that stretch
so it was like, barely 10am in the morning, &this joker was happily carrying out a survey.
felt so bad because he looked like, well, a joke (LOL) so decided to do his survey la
it's about how aware the public is about the environment and that kinda shit
he was damn funny la. he spoke in like, really proper english. like, seriously, sounded almost like a brit
&the last part he asked us how old we were;

Him: "how old are you guys?"
Kalvinder&me: "16!"
Him: */writes 1.., looks up at us "err. this survey should be conducted for people aged 17-35. so i put 17 okay?"
Me: "err. okay" (thinks to myself: why didnt you just ask for our age in the first place?!)

so we carried on walking to wisma - food republic
she wanted chicken rice, so went to the chicken rice stall
funny guy number 3 ;

Chicken rice guy:" HELLO! what do you want to eat?" (in chinese)
Me: "err, just looking" (in chinese)
Guy: (spots kalvinder, thus switches to english with a very very very bad slang) " you wanna eat chicken rice?"
Kalvinder: "wait."
Guy: (starts blabbering in chinese, AGAIN, to me) " you want chicken rice, chicken porridge, curry chicken noodles... etc etc " - goes on &on &on &on &on &on &on
Me: */turns my back on him
Kalvinder: HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Guy: */walks away

and in the end she ordered chicken rice. it was a really funny situation
&after that the chicken rice guy kept acting cool
lol leong came (finally! that ass) and ordered kaya toast and half-boiled eggs and tea
watched him eat, walked down to lido
saw nurul, asked her to join us &bernice and theng hui came!
took the bus to RELC &went up to the 2nd level auditorium;

Us: */walks in, thinking we were late
Auditorium: TOTAL SILENCE
Pts: "aye! go check. maybe downstairs got people"
Lecturer: "excuse me, are you here for the poetry seminar"
Us: "Yes!"
Lecturer: "i said, EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU HERE FOR THE POETRY SEMINAR?!"
us: "YESSSS!!!!!"
Charmaine & helmi (who were downstairs) " yea they are with us!"

so we all went down to level one after instructions were given

Guard: "there's only ten of you! HAHAHAHA"
Us: "only ten? huh?"
Guard: "yes only ten! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHA " (seems VERY amused)
Us: */walks away while pretending to be amusd

yes, there really was only ten of us
&the lecturer is a hell of a joker! very funny, but it was quite long
after the seminar, me, kal &pts joined deirdre, steph &angeline at ps
watched shrek 3! it wasnt THAT bad la. some parts were even funny!
woof met us, had dinner at sakurraaaa :D
&kal was looking for a SKIMPY, HOT, WHITE, LONG-SLEEVED SHIRT
hahaha walked to cine where we watched the streetfest thing
watched this band perform (lousy! like, seriously)
&then steph's band performed - Exxit
yep, it wasnt that bad though they had a new vocalist & were playing with this bassist for the very first time, so of course there were screw ups!
they played rock, &alot of screaming was involved
8 screaming songs is quite unbearable, both to the ears & butt
oh, kenneth was there too. but i didnt see him!

trained to potong, met daddy
had supper &now im home :D

i wna catch Zodiac (nc16) it's supposedly cool
it's gna be a busy rest-of-the-week
lit tmr, practical on thurs, 1-day-prefect-trg on friday, and farewell bbq on sat

i hope you feel the way that i do(:

if i were you

Can i be Your Memory?

it's almost 8.30am
don't ask me why im up so early but im actually still tired.
i dont have kal's home number, so i dont know how to contact her!
yea anyway i was just looking through stuff from the last 3 years, &wow, did it bring back some memories
the most heart-wrenching (can i say it's heart-wrenching? hahaha) is this card from bella
we were sec1 ! haha but yea, it was for my birthday
goodness, i miss those days when nothing else mattered

Don't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear the expressions of the faces we don't know?
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And i don't think that i have the strength to let you go


Quote from my sec 3 handbook: "i like big butts and i cannot lie" - Terence Poh
what the hell :D

paper

Reflections on the water,
I share with you on my blank paper.
Call out your name as if I don't know you,
or I've had you replaced.
Were you real, and were you here?
What is this feeling that i fear?
Open up and make things clear,
did you love me?
Screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better,
nothing compares to this.
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,
and still we stay,
I cannot be with you,
let me go.
The scars upon your head,
pierce through my soul yet I can't love you.
The way that you love me,
why can't you see that like this,
we won't last.
Trust me we will be just fine,
let go of this feeling you feign inside.
I know in just a matter of time,
we'll be fine.
Screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better,
nothing compares to this.
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,
and still we stay,
I cannot be with you,
let me go.
Were you real and were you here?
What is this feeling that I fear?
Screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better,
nothing compares to this.
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,
and still we stay,
I cannot be with you,
let me go.


it's been eons since i last heard this song(:

stop crying your heart out

Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead


this is crazy.
me i meant. i keep pulling things off ¬ doing them
it's been a week since holidays have started, &im being very unproductive.
&nw im wondering why the laptop aint producing any sound
aiya im going crazy

oh and the weirdest thing happened just now at grandma's hse
i was in the kitchen alone, msging, when suddenly, something crashed
it was a glass cup, &it exploded for no apparent reason.
freakaye. hahaha & the glass cut me at my arm. &i happily pulled it out, and it started bleeding
gooo me!


can you take it all away?
can you take it all away?
when you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

you're my wonderwall

church went fine. i made it for YF (:
big class today, though we were being totally nonsensical and random but yea, that's normal haha
we kept singing boyfriendgirlfriend -by avril. hilarious.
plus, there's lessons tmr. 1000 - 3.30
damn freaking long! but inevitable, have to go.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING JIE! :D


now that school is over, i dont know how to start studying properly.
like, really properly. all i do, is go out, come back, sleep, do a little tys, watch the tv, use the computer etc
yea, so conclusion: im kinda wasting my time.

recommend you guys to read this book: nineteen eighty-four, by george orwell
it's basically quite boring at some parts, but its the plot that's very unique &attractive.

hot guys just get, err, hotter (:

so much for my happy ending

It's gettin' hot in here, so take off all your clothes


HAHA watching dirty dancing on channel 5 now
latin/street-american dancing
PLUS that latin guy is hot.
very nice. reminds me of salsa! days :D :D :D
hello michelle! where are you? come back and teach us more more more steps.

lol anyway, ytd's dialogue was well, pretty alright
i wasnt very impressed, but it was fine
our table was filled with crazy people so even if i felt like sleeping, i didnt have that chance.
&the joke was that there's this nyjc guy, who asked this question;
'if guys are reckoned to be old enough to defend their country and even give their lives up at the age of 18 when they are required to go to army, so why are they not old enough to catch r21 flicks?'
that woke us ALL , &cracked us up too.
and ahmad killed a HUGE HUGE HUGE fly. sick.

and today was totally unproductive.
went to suntec AGAIN for computer fair.
nothing much,yea. and i really need to start revision!
im falling behind and if i dont start, i'll start to forget

church tmr (:
ta

where would we be now, baby?
i'll wait, i'll wait..as long as you want (:

clarity

CLARITY (:

Most of our time is spent apart,most of the year we're far.
Intense is the word that comes to mind,
whenever we're back together.
When I saw you from across the yard,
one look and you took my heart.
It's content being in it's place,
and it feels it's teathered.

And I don't know how you feel about that.
If you're sad if you're mad if you're glad.
But I do know the feeling of waiting and waiting and falling so slowly,
breaking your heart is like breaking a glass,
I get cut by the shards,
I get cut by the past so...

Please....I don't know I don't know I don't know
but it's killing me.
Please.....I don't know I don't know I don't know,
but it's killing me.



where would we be now?