screaming out loud won't help

And i said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
cause after all, you're my wonderwall(:


4 more hours &i'll be 16
okay, to make things clear, i am not looking forward to it
because you see, being 16 doesn't mean anything
sure, you can watch nc16 shows but so what? cheap thrill
plus being 16 doesn't even make you legally legal yet
you're just, 16, a step forward in life, growing to be abit more mature & of course, the huge exam will be taken when you're 16 too
so yea, nothing much right?

and another reason, or other REASONS why im not looking forward to tmr is that tmr, i have O'level practical;f&n
everyone knows i hate that. & of all the times, my slot HAS to be in the afternoon! ):
plus, i have to be in school at 9.30am in the morning for meeting
i'd rather be in school at 4.57am rather than take that bloody examination!! Like, im serious!

but on the other hand, the first feelings of joy of being 16(soon) came from best friend<3
that simple, time-consuming, very sweet action cheered me up immensely!
so for a moment, when i read her blog &looked at the pictures, i felt really good
in fact, i felt glad that i was 16
4 years of friendship is not such an easy thing
as in, REAL friendship.

so i love you cheryl neo to bits and pieces you make up a part of my life a 4-year-period part of my life and if you were a guy i'd marry you but no you're my best-est best friend and you rock my world and socks of course so thank you for that simple act it means alot &when i was reading through it i nearly cried and i can't wait to see you tmr & mug with you & graduate with you & take pictures with you & go crazy with you & laugh with/at you & cry with you & go shopping with you & enjoy life with you & eventually grow up with you AND AND AND although this sounds really lesbian-y i still love you alot you're my wonderwall one that will never be broken & one that will be supporting me forever & have i mentioned that I LOVE YOU!

you know everyone has a best friend, and every one thinks that their best friend is the best in the world!
i don't think that of my best friends (the clips &dings) are perfect, but i still think that, in their own way, they rock
they rock so much that your best friend ROCs (not rocks)

haha okay that was nonsense, but not quite nonsense because it's true but im just putting facts in a very nonsensical way so SPARE ME

HOWEVER, im still not looking forward to tmr, nor friday, but yes, i am looking forward to saturday :D

okay people, milo makes you cool but pringles makes you fat so stay clear of pringles and rushhhhhh to get your milo today!(:

The clips &dings ; i won't be who i am today if it weren't for you people<3