It's like you're on a swing, and you're going at such high speed and you're so freaked out. But your feet can't touch the ground and you're clinging on for dear life.
You have no idea how to stop it. You have no idea that the feeling would be that overwhelming.
It's as if you're choking on air itself. There's no safety nets below. You're pretty much six feet from the edge. It's the worst kind of fear ever. The kind that makes you want to puke and cry all at the same time. The kind that makes your stomach plunge downwards and your head spin till you get so dizzy you just want to sit down and breathe.
I think maybe i've made the same mistake again.
And the second time round, in that same situation, i fall. As hard as ever.
And it sucks.
Oh yeah, it sucks so bad.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hey guys. I'll just be here for a short while.
Anyway, i uploaded some pictures up on friendster already (the people here forced me to get facebook but i still don't get it anyway) and so yea! You can just view them there because, as you know, i'm REALLY LAZY to send them to you guys :D
Oh and i totally woke up at 2pm today! It's really retarded hahaha And i watched 300 last night. Whoever said it was a good show? YOU'RE SO WRONG. IT'S DUMB. I don't get it at all!
And ben got like, the american football/rugby ball thing. And it's what we hang out with now.
No life, huh.
But yeah, miss y'all!
XOXO
Anyway, i uploaded some pictures up on friendster already (the people here forced me to get facebook but i still don't get it anyway) and so yea! You can just view them there because, as you know, i'm REALLY LAZY to send them to you guys :D
Oh and i totally woke up at 2pm today! It's really retarded hahaha And i watched 300 last night. Whoever said it was a good show? YOU'RE SO WRONG. IT'S DUMB. I don't get it at all!
And ben got like, the american football/rugby ball thing. And it's what we hang out with now.
No life, huh.
But yeah, miss y'all!
XOXO
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Love me
Everyday, me and cherie are the ones who end school REALLY early.
It's BORING.
Everyone else ends school at 4pm or later.
Oh well. I haven't been updating the blog(s) alot and i'm really rarely online. Schoolwork is piling up constantly and i have like, 4 assignments today.
At least there's no essays.
School is mundane. Every day is the same. It's just a routine, basically. Nothing much going on.
Valentines Day was normal. Unlike in SG. where we'd go around and give each other stuff.
Oh but tomoka (jap friend) gave me a heart-shaped chocolate though.
I guess THAT'S something.
Okay we're gna walk over to toyota area and get stuff.
See you people!
PS update me about the posting results!
It's BORING.
Everyone else ends school at 4pm or later.
Oh well. I haven't been updating the blog(s) alot and i'm really rarely online. Schoolwork is piling up constantly and i have like, 4 assignments today.
At least there's no essays.
School is mundane. Every day is the same. It's just a routine, basically. Nothing much going on.
Valentines Day was normal. Unlike in SG. where we'd go around and give each other stuff.
Oh but tomoka (jap friend) gave me a heart-shaped chocolate though.
I guess THAT'S something.
Okay we're gna walk over to toyota area and get stuff.
See you people!
PS update me about the posting results!
Saturday, February 9, 2008
I'm waiting on the world to change
Hey y'all!
It's 1.12pm now and it's so freaking boring!
Ahhh. can't wait for 3pm where we're all gna go to Coles. For what i don't know but i just wna get out of this place!
Yeah well we're also gna catch a movie later tonight - 3.10 to yuma at 6.30pm. There's a big group going and we're gna have dinner after that (because rohid likes to eat late hahaha)
And i've been staying up late most days but i doubt that's gna continue once school starts.
Okay, sayonara people! :D
It's 1.12pm now and it's so freaking boring!
Ahhh. can't wait for 3pm where we're all gna go to Coles. For what i don't know but i just wna get out of this place!
Yeah well we're also gna catch a movie later tonight - 3.10 to yuma at 6.30pm. There's a big group going and we're gna have dinner after that (because rohid likes to eat late hahaha)
And i've been staying up late most days but i doubt that's gna continue once school starts.
Okay, sayonara people! :D
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Midnight over here.
It's 12 midnight here while it's 3 hours back in SG due to daylight savings, mates!
Oz's GREAT. Not much of a culture shock although stuff here area REALLY expensive!
The first day i came we didn't do much. Went to Taylors and walked around for a bit. Oh we did go to eastgardens but we didn't shop much. AND i've been EATING SO MUCH HERE it's scary. Really scary!
On sat, we + daniel + germs took a roadtrip to hunter valley which is a terrific place! Really gorgeous and more of a 'country' thing really. Did a lot of wine tasting and so far i'm in love with the raisined muscat and the moscato or smethg! Haha we're gna have it during our CNY eve dinner. Hey! We DO have a life here okay!
The cityrail is MADNESS. There's like express trains and at least four different platforms in central station! And the buses actually change their bus numbers, meaning it could be bus 301 at first, and then they may change it to 303 at another bus stop and take another route. haha
and today! Guess what! We went to Baulkham Hills for church! Hillsongs mother church and lucky me, but darlene performed today. It was absolutely amazing! The minute I walked in (and we were a lil late), i could feel the presence of the HS in just the snap of my fingers(:
We also went to Bondi beach in the afternoon! The beach is real cool and i'll put the pictures up on friendster some other day. It's all cool and i'll spend tmr in the city, sightseeing and doing tourist-y stuff.
Alright, it's really late now so i'm off to bed, mates!
Cheers!
Oz's GREAT. Not much of a culture shock although stuff here area REALLY expensive!
The first day i came we didn't do much. Went to Taylors and walked around for a bit. Oh we did go to eastgardens but we didn't shop much. AND i've been EATING SO MUCH HERE it's scary. Really scary!
On sat, we + daniel + germs took a roadtrip to hunter valley which is a terrific place! Really gorgeous and more of a 'country' thing really. Did a lot of wine tasting and so far i'm in love with the raisined muscat and the moscato or smethg! Haha we're gna have it during our CNY eve dinner. Hey! We DO have a life here okay!
The cityrail is MADNESS. There's like express trains and at least four different platforms in central station! And the buses actually change their bus numbers, meaning it could be bus 301 at first, and then they may change it to 303 at another bus stop and take another route. haha
and today! Guess what! We went to Baulkham Hills for church! Hillsongs mother church and lucky me, but darlene performed today. It was absolutely amazing! The minute I walked in (and we were a lil late), i could feel the presence of the HS in just the snap of my fingers(:
We also went to Bondi beach in the afternoon! The beach is real cool and i'll put the pictures up on friendster some other day. It's all cool and i'll spend tmr in the city, sightseeing and doing tourist-y stuff.
Alright, it's really late now so i'm off to bed, mates!
Cheers!
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